She didn't know what happened to her. Somehow she had convinced herself that doing ANYTHING the girls in her 2nd period gym class asked of her was something she HAD to do. She blinked her eyes as they welled up with tears as she pictured herself lying on the shower room floor and letting the girls piss on her. And if that wasn't bad enough, during the horrible, nasty chain of events she had somehow talked herself into believing that...doing that was...some sort of "destiny" for her.
Jenna felt ill again. Her mouth watered as she felt like vomiting when she remembered the taste of urine. Urine she had WILLFULLY tasted! When the girls began to urinate on her she began to convince herself that she should DRINK their urine! WHY? Why did she do that? "I must be really be sick!" she said to herself aloud.