Life at home really sucks, but I find a little solace in the fact that, for once in my life, Jessa and Phoenix are on my side.
Kind of.
I am still a little worried that Jessa's just going to stab me in my sleep, but I don't think she wants to deal with the wrath that will come with that kind of drastic measure. I'm pretty sure she's keeping it as an option, but I don't think she's going to do it anytime soon.
Thanks to Jessa's pointing out of the obvious, my stress level is somewhat reduced as I thank Clayton in my head for succumbing to his heat-driven passions. Until Alpha Renard is sure that I have no Aspen pup in my womb, he's not going to touch me.
I can tell he has no true desire for me. Every time he looks at me, it's with calculation. I don't think the man's capable of feeling true desire for someone like me.
And just like that... Welcome to season two, wherein Ava does all sorts of things, or something...
Thank you all for continuing to support me. Please enjoy!
Have been SEVERELY ill, in/out of urgent care!