Chapitre 9: Chapter 9 Interlude
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She doesn't know when and how she came into being.. For years she only heard voices, felt a multitude of emotions, anger, fear, grief, happiness , contentment, greed, disgust, pleasure, sympathy, admiration, desire, anxiety and many many more,which she has no way of making any sense..
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She could only feel, or hear, not participate in those emotion, nor could she talk back..
She waited, sensed those for years.
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Realisation, an act of becoming fully aware of something as a fact.
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And she realised, little by little she is coming into something, something she needed, something she wanted..
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It took years, but she waited..
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She waited for a very long time..
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Taking in all of the voices and emotions, trying to make sure she remembered everything..
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She learnt from the voices..
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She learnt from their emotions..
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Little by little she understood them..
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The voices were asking her for something..
The voices were blaming her for something..
The voices were arguing for her sake..
The voices were arguing her, for their sake..
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She understood the words..
But she didn't understand their meaning..
She doesn't understand why she was centre of these voices..
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Why are they blaming her?
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Why are they asking for something from her?
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Why are they arguing with her, when she can't even reply?
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Why are they arguing for her, when she didn't even asked them to?
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Years passed by..
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Little by little she gained something..
She gained knowledge, knowledge like no other..
She gained strength, strength like no other..
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She came into a being..
She came into herself..
She became herself..
She became mother of all..
She took in every being as her child..
Her power kept growing..
Her knowledge kept expanding..
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She learnt the meaning of those emotions..
Her children asked her for something..
So she blessed them..
Making them happy..
And she became happy, as she watched them all..
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She felt happy when they are happy..
She felt sadness when they grief..
She felt fullfill when they achieve something..
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Years upon years passed..
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She watched them making home..
She watched them making society..
She watched them making kingdoms..
She watched them rule other child of hers..
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She watched them as the fell for greed..
She watched them as they war..
She watched them as they destroyed one another..
She wanted to stop them..
She wanted to scold them..
But something was holding her..
Something powerful..
Something she doesn't understand, again..
She felt grief, watching her child suffer..
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She watched everything..
She learnt everything..
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Then she watched, as an anomaly came..
He wasn't one of her child..
He wasn't the one she blessed..
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She watched as he destroyed her home..
She watched as he destroyed and killed her child, for something as insignificant as jealousy, lust..
She watched him as he toyed with her children..
She watched him how he made her child broken..
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For the first time she felt Anger.
She wanted to do something..
She wanted to make him Suffer.
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So she used her power, from her every being..
She cursed him with all her power..
And she watched him, how he fall from his high throne..
How miserable his life became..
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And she felt contentment, making the anomaly suffer..
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She watched how her broken child took revenge on him..
And she watched in horror how he died, and did something to her world..
How his death created an abomination that killed almost every one of her child that looked like him in appearance..
How upon destruction of his body, he released something in her world, washing it with taint of something she couldn't figure out..
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Years later she realised something..
Her children are decreasing..
Why are they decreasing?
She sought for answers and soon she got it..
The taint the anomaly released did something to her children..
Her children grew apart..
They lost interest in reproducing their own kind..
They stopped doing the act of reproducing unless necessary..
Little by little the amount of children, covering all over the world, decreased to only one part of it..
She took in upon herself to motivate them..
She took a few chosen of her children to pass her words..
To reproduce and make her world cover with more of them..
She doesn't want to be alone..
So she will make them do their duty to keep her company..
Her chosen preached her words..
And it showed results, even if barely..
But the problem of the taint is yet to be solved..
She need to do something to it..
She must do something..
But what she should do?
How should she do it?
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She prayed..
Like her children does to her..
Prayed to the being, if any, to listen to her and find a solution to the taint..
She prayed, and prayed..
When she was in the verge of disparity, she felt it..
Some kind of power washing her all over, going to the edge of the place where her remaining childeren reside, and nothing..
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She felt confused..
She could still see the taint..
Was she imagining things?
But it shouldn't be the case, since she remembered the power washing her over..
It was vast..
So what did it do?
She needs to find out.
So she decided to send one of her old chosen to that place, to check if the power had done something there..
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"It would be my honour all mother.. I will do as you asked."
"You may leave now".
"As your will"
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She watched her one of the old choosen leave with her youngest.
To the place where she felt the vast power of concentration before it vanished, without an ounce of sign..
She will wait for the results her choosen brings, and decide if any more work is needed or if it is enough..
She wondered, how it would be nice to have her own child, like her children does, through the act of reproducing..
She could feel the happiness it would bring to her..
She felt sudden rush of giddiness..
But it soon vanished as she realised that such a thing is impossible..
Her children are vast and numerous, but they aren't powerful enough to give her child..
They do not have the willingness of such act, because of the taint..
The respect they have for her is so vast that when any of her choosen come to her, they kneel to talk to her, not looking in her eyes..
She felt sadness..
She felt lonely, even with the presence of her children..
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She.. wondered...if..... only..
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Why did I suddenly shivered? Is someone talking behind my back?
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