There was also something else he could feel. He was sitting right on top of it. Hot, hard and pulsing. He had never been so close to another man's penis like this before. It felt strange.
"I'm sorry." Raiden said, startling Hiro.
Hiro stared at him, stunned.
"I'm sorry for forcing you to do that without considering your feelings." Raiden continued. "Even though we have an agreement, I shouldn't force you to do things you're not comfortable with. I take it you've never been with a man before, right, Hiro?"
Hiro nodded instantly. He felt relieved that Raiden understood. This also meant Raiden wasn't going to call off the deal. "Not just a man. I've never been with anyone. I-I don't know what to do."
Raiden was elated to hear that kind of information. That meant he would be Hiro's first in everything.
And hopefully last.
"That's okay." Raiden said. His voice was low, a bit above a whisper and also gentle. Very different from how he talked earlier. It made Hiro's formally tensed body relax. "I'll ease you into it. How about we start slow?"
Hiro tilted his head, confused. "Start slow?"
"Yes." Raiden nodded. "We'll start slow. For instance, can I touch you?"
Hiro hesitated then nodded. After all, he was sitting on Raiden's lap. Their bodies were already touching. But Hiro also couldn't deny that it felt nice when Raiden asked. He suddenly felt....valued. Like he had a choice.
Now permitted, Raiden proceeded to hold Hiro's hand and intertwine their fingers. "How does that feel?" He asked, staring into Hiro's shiny light orbs. "We're holding hands. Does it disgust you?"
Hiro wiggled his fingers a bit. It didn't feel odd or disgusting. Raiden's hands were big and they almost covered his small ones. They were also warm and rough. They made Hiro feel some type of way. Strangely safe. Protected.
"It's okay." He said. He didn't dislike it.
Raiden smiled. It seemed like the gentle approach was better. Hiro was a timid soul. If he used force, he would end up scaring him and the whole thing would blow up in his face. Hiro would never trust him.
That's right. He needed to earn Hiro's trust. He had already manipulated Hiro into thinking the situation he was currently in was caused by himself. He just needed to make Hiro want it and never think of leaving.
"Then we'll take things one step at a time." He said, bringing Hiro's hand to his lips, planting a feather light kiss on his cool skin. "If you do not feel comfortable with anything, I'll stop. I promise. Is that okay with you?"
For some reason, Hiro didn't feel scared anymore. Raiden wasn't shouting or glaring at him. He was being nice and respectful. "That's okay." He answered.
It was very okay. He never knew Raiden could be so kind and reasonable.
"Now that we've set the rules, I would say we should visit your sister and start making preparations for tomorrow but..." He shifted a bit, rubbing his erection against Hiro's ass. "I'm gonna need a little help."
Hiro's heartbeat quickened. Did Raiden still want him to suck it? Even after everything he just said?
"Relax." Raiden chuckled at Hiro's frightened expression. "You don't have to do anything. I only need permission to touch you. Keep in mind that you don't have to permit me to do anything. You can say no and I'll respect that."
"I-In what way do you want to t-touch me?" Hiro stammered, feeling nervous. Although Raiden said he could say no, a part of him was scared that Raiden would get angry if he did.
"Let me show you." Raiden said. "If you're not comfortable, I'll stop."
"Okay." Hiro nodded, giving permission.
Raiden smirked to himself. What a gullible boy. Giving him permission to touch him was like setting a rabbit in a cage with a large wolf. He would do his best to seduce Hiro and make him beg to be touched.
He snaked his arms around Hiro's thin waist, pulling him close until they were pressed against each other. Chest to chest. He rested his chin on Hiro's shoulder then asked. "Is this okay?"
It was just a hug but it felt strangely intimate. Like it was on a deeper level than a normal hug. Hiro had his legs open. His croth area was pressing right against Raiden's abdomen. His head was buried in the crook of Raiden's neck. He was enveloped by the warmth of Raiden's body and his scent filled his senses, making him a bit lightheaded. He had never been so close to someone before. He had always thought that everything about Raiden would disgust him because they were both men but now, being in such a position felt strange for sure but there was also something to it.
Something Hiro couldn't quite make out.
"Is this okay, Hiro?" Raiden asked again when Hiro didn't answer.
"Yes." Hiro whispered against Raiden's neck, his hot breath tickling the exposed skin, making Raiden sharply suck in air.
It was taking everything in Raiden to not rip off Hiro's clothes, bend him over and fuck the life out of him. Raiden was sure that Hiro didn't even realize how sexy he was. Everything about Hiro turned him on. He was so hard that it hurt.
Since Hiro said it was okay, he moved his hands, slipping them under Hiro's shirt. Hiro tensed at first for he wasn't expecting it but soon relaxed when Raiden just rubbed his skin. His hands were completely tame, just rubbing and not straying.
"How about this?" Raiden asked. "Is this okay?"
"Yes." Hiro answered. Raiden's palms were big, rough and warm. They slowly and gently rubbed his smooth skin. If someone had told him some weeks earlier that he would one day be on Raiden's lap, allowing Raiden to touch him, he would have slapped the person senseless but here he was, being touched by a man he thought disgusted him.
But disgust was the last thing on his mind.
Raiden marveled at how smooth and soft Hiro's body was. He had always imagined it like that but it felt so much better. He ran his fingers along Hiro's spine, enjoying the way Hiro arched his back, pressing his body to him even more. He could feel his dick oozing out a steady stream of pre-cum. He wanted to dive further, slip his hands into Hiro's pants and grab those big butt cheeks but he didn't want to scare Hiro.
Instead, he began to roll his hips, grinding his erection against Hiro's ass, using the friction to get himself off.
"Fuck, Hiro, you're driving me insane." He groaned, burying his heated face in Hiro's neck as he continued to rub himself against Hiro's ass. "You feel so good."