Chapitre 11: Phrase 1: Lies and Deceit
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"The devil doesn't shows you his wicked side yet, not until he destroys you completely. He showers you with deceit, lies and love, pardon!... lust...
Just like the devil, I would destroy you completely, start little, so you would never know what hit you....
I'll give you the permission to toy with my life, but when am done with you, even the devil himself will admire my handwork"...
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Finally I am here again, back to the place I had once dreamt of running away from, the place that took my existence completely, it took my soul and left me with ashes, nothing, but now am back and I'll take it all back. Every single thing.
I look to my side, she's following me again, it makes my blood boil that she chose rather not to leave, but to stay with me...
I want her out of my sight, I needed nobody, not now, not ever, but still, she chose to make my life a nightmare, even before I actually start my mission..
I could feel my blood boiling with every footstep that she took, as she kept on walking alongside with me. Indeed she was making me lose it, completely.
"You should have left me alone" My lips finally speaks of the hatred trapped in my heart, as I watch my eyes slowly trailing up to hers...
Her eyebrows arched, but still I cared less...
"I told you before: I would be loyal to you, I can't leave you now, I would do anything to help you out" ...
Her lips spits out, as I watch her eyes, it shows me her genuine sincerity, but still my heart would forever trust no one...
I won't be a slave to pain and disappointment again, not anymore...
My eyes drifted to her face once again, she was smiling, but still all I felt was darkness, her smile pissed my soul off.
"Just know I believe nothing you said now or will ever say. I trust no one" I lashes out to her, as I watch the smile slow fading away from her lips, this is what I wanted. Fear and hatred..
I wanted her to hate me just as much as my soul despised her, it would only be fair if she did so....
"You chose to stay with me, I don't care, all I want from you, is to put into your skull everything I said earlier to you....
Stay on your limits and you would live, rebel and I believe you'll know what would happen"...
I instructed, as I watch her eyes become shaky once again, her fear and commitment was what I needed from her, nothing more, nothing less..
My cruel mind speaks out to me, as we finally reached the gates of the hell fire, they call the palace.
The gates were already wide open, as I believe it was to welcome all this good for nothing foolish maidens to the royal palace...
I watch them, leaping for joy, as the royal guards led them into the grand hall room, but all I felt was suffocated, lifeless and dead...
With every step I stood, I stab my soul deeper than the last step, it bleeds, I could feel my heart bleeding, the memory won't ever let me be, it won't leave me alone, I would forever remain trapped in it...
"Pardon, but I can't help but to ask, if you have you lost your way, young maiden"... Muscular, deep voice, hazel eyes...
It mocks me, the words came from a royal guard.
His words made my blood boil, I understood exactly what he meant by that, as I watch his disgusting eyes trail down my stinky body...
It was my fall on the dustbin earlier that caused all this insult from a mere palace guard, but still, I won't stay quiet and let him mock me cause of the way I look, not ever...
"Why say that, can't you see am qualified to be here, or is something clearly wrong with your eyesight" I spit out, as I watch his face squeeze into something I knew too well of.
It was rage, but I was not to blame for any of this, he started the war first, all I did was gave him a taste of his own poison, settled scores with him, nothing more, nothing less...
I stare deep into his burning hazel eyes, as I watch his angry lips slowly parting to speak, but I feared not. At last, I was prepared for his bloody remark, I was prepared for the war...
"How dare you....
"Please pardon her, My good gentleman, she's with me, forgive her this time" The voice speaks out, it was that from the blue eyes woman again, it was Catherine's voice and it made my blood boiled, Again.
We just arrive here and she has already broken the rule 1 I gave her...
My blood boils, as I could feel my frustrated eyes quickly drifting to hers, my angry lips wanting to lash out my burning anger out on her, but she didn't let me...
Her hands quickly holding unto mine, she pulls me along with her, deep into the palace grand hall room, far away from the mere palace guard...
"Let go" My raging lips yells out, as it finally pulls my hand away from her grip...
"What did you think you are doing" I lashes out, as I stared, my boiling eyes deep into her blue ones, but all she did was place her useless palm on my lips, Yet again.
"Yell at me, do whatever you want to me, but not now, LATER....
For now, don't get us kicked out before you even start" Her eyes screams to me, it tells me the obvious, it tells me my mistake, but I would never cherish the fact that it was coming from her lips...
I would forever despise her, helping me out now, changes nothing. My heart assures me, as I could feel my dark eyes drifting back into hers, Yet again.
"This changes nothing, you help me now, you still have to follow my rules" I retells her, as I watch her eyes slowly becoming shaky once again, but still I care less what she feels, not one bit, not at all...
I let out a frustrated sigh, as I watch my eyes, it finally drift away from her bitter ones, as it stares round the grand room, my heart sinks again...
I watches them, the maidens, as they walk elegantly to take their sit, grace and poise one would call it. Indeed they were giving it their all to compete like savages to gain the title of Queen.
I watch them, as one by one they stood up to introduce themselves, just like in the Cinderella story, they were all perfect, they all were, except me...
At last, the mere useless guard was right after all. I look nothing like a candidate that wants to compete for the title, I looked nothing like them.
Stinking in rags, I am sure if I don't up my game now, I would find myself been disqualified before I even start my mission, before I even get my revenge..
No!, I can't let that happen, I tell my hateful heart, as I finally have my sit, watching them one by one introducing themselves.
It would be my turn soon, I knew it, but now I was so ready, now I won't fail, lies and deceit would be my friend, it would be my watchword.
I would poison them with all my lies and I'll win. Just a matter of time, just one year...
I would have my revenge at all cost, I swear, no matter what....
Now let the game of war begin...
Cadeaux
-- Cadeau
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