"I just can't…" she whimpered.
"I can't face you. I tried to let go but I always end up being unable to. It kept haunting me. The bodies of your families as they lay down in a pool of blood. As they lie there lifeless."
Her hands that were on her side started trembling as she raised them and looked down at them.
"Always. There's blood and bodies. And their lifeless eyes. All of it!!! I just can't!!!"
She then covered her ears.
After she remembered the death of her father. She also started having nightmares of the bodies in a pool of blood. And their lifeless eyes staring straight at her.
And for the past weeks, she had started hearing them in her nightmares.
'It is because of you. You robbed us of our lives just because you were born. This is all your fault.'
Over and over again, she continued hearing them.
When one was to look closely at her, one could see the dark circles under her eyes. Even her skin color was a lot paler.