There were a couple of gentle pats toward her thighs and other areas that had not been shown by her.
It was not as bad as she thought it would be but the unpleasant memories had played a role in heightening her awareness of the situation and making her relive the past events she underwent.
Even the smallest touch seemed revolting to her and it took everything within her to prevent herself from flinching or resisting under his touch. 'This is not my body. This is not my body.'
She kept chanting those words in her mind as if to tell herself that the actions were not being done to her body or herself in particular.
The intentions and sensations she experienced from within the Mental Institution were not the same in the current situation.
She just kept telling herself that there was no meaning behind what was happening and that it was purely a quick check between two males who wanted to get the check over with as quickly as possible.