I just stayed in the room after returning from the hospital. Laying, sitting, playing cell phone, watching tv, that's all I do, like a human who has no purpose. No friends to talk to, no one replied to my messages. I realized everything feels different since graduation and focusing on this married life, it's like I'm losing my friends. Only Angela was always there, but this time she didn't answer my calls or messages, even though I needed her to be my listener.
Richard is going somewhere, even though he is the cause of this sadness. How come? He acted differently when he found out that the babies in my belly were triplets. He acted as if he couldn't accept them, even though at the hospital, he assured me that he would accept the babies. he is such a liar!