While we were done bathing we both laid on the bed, both exhausted from our previous intimacy. I wondered if it was the end cause Alex is never a one-time guy, there were times he had me bathing and got into me or times he leads me on again after bathing.
I inhaled his sweet scent when he wrapped his large arm around me, pressing his lips on my neck before sucking them hard. I turned around and met his gaze and my eyes quickly fell on my mark on his face. My thumb immediately brazed the mark, which had my heart wondering why no one saw it. Was it not large enough? I made sure to bite him really hard so he could face the embarrassment I went through when he did the same to me.
"Mother's cold attitude towards me gives me the creep each time it comes to my mind. It's the first time she's acted that way." I started as my mind went back to it, the awkward situation back then...
"Or is it cause I'm pregnant again? Ahh, Alex, I knew getting pregnant again was a bad idea especially since the triplets are still toddlers." "No it's not, don't say that." He shushed me with a warm kiss, "Don't make me eat you up again, Phill said I'm limited to just once a night to keep her safe so don't tempt me, wife." He said for me to raise a brow, no wonder he didn't touch me any further.
I could see a slight frown on his face but I couldn't tell why, I should ask but I was scared if he'd tell me the truth or not. "Don't go out without bodyguards sweetheart, and don't take the kids out to any gatherings for now till everything's been resolved between my family." He suddenly warned. "Why? Did you do something stupid, Alex?"
"It's not one of my worst decisions, but Avery's plotting revenge against you, I just know her target is you." "Why would she plot revenge against me, I did nothing to her?"
"I killed Falcon and now she wants revenge." It took me one second to understand his words, he killed Fal... "Y... Did you kill Falcon? How could you Alex, your sister is pregnant with his child." I got off his grip and out of the bed, Alex was quick to follow me. "Just listen..." "NO! I don't want to listen to you, just leave me alone Alex I don't want to see you."
Avery is pregnant with Falcon's child, that child would grow up without a father. What happens when he finds out he was deprived of the love of a father cause his uncle killed him? Somehow I'd be dragged into this, and so will my kids. Everyone perceives me as a bad person cause it's obvious this devil killed Falcon cause of me. There are many other means to keep him away from me, killing is not the only option.
I thought I could take all of these, him killing people or causing harm to others, but it turns out I can't take it. I can't imagine him killing people, before all of these Falcon was a nice friend to me and I wished more than ever for that friendship to continue. But I guess he misunderstood me and attached feelings to it.
The more Alex got closer to me the more I threw whatever I could find around me at him, I didn't care if he was getting hurt cause of how upset I felt at the moment. I was upset about the lies. He said he had nothing to do with Falcon's abduction when I asked back in Greece and now telling me he killed Falcon, what was he expecting that I'd hug him and congratulate him?
"You're a Devil Alex, a vicious person, I AURGH!..." I groaned at the end of my words not finding the perfect description for him and Alex seized the opportunity to grab me to himself. "Let me go you monster, let me go, Alex. I don't want this anymore, I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore. This isn't love, if you love I and the kids you wouldn't do anything to put us in danger."
"You should be the last person saying this to me, you know the reason I killed him." "There are many other things to do, a restriction order is way better than taking his life from his family," I yelled t him still struggling to lose free from his grip. "I'm very certain sesame restriction order couldn't keep me away from you before, what makes you think It would work on an obsessed person?"
"You're so callous and insensitive Alex, let me go I'm done with this marriage." Alex lifted me up in his hands that no matter how I tried to move away from him, no matter how hard I tried to loosen his grip on me, it was stuck there. No matter how hard I slapped and bit his hands which had him bleeding his grip never loosened. He frustrated me cause he wanted me to listen to his lame excuse which he never gave, rather placed me on the bed and laid down beside me.
"You'd get better by morning, this is not one of the times I'll grant your wishes by leaving. I'm not leaving you a big Hazel not even for a second, you're stuck with this Devil forever. You belong to me and me alone." "I'm not a property to own Alex, I don't belong to you or anyone." I tried pulling him off me one last time but still couldn't. It was frustrating being stuck in the arms of the demon you despise so much at fhe time. All I could do was sob in his hands, Alex was way stronger than me in strength and size, there was no escape for me.
I should never have accepted to go back to him, knowing this monster will never change. He cannot change and the thought of him not changing upsets me more than ever.