Wednesday
Jennie's pov,
It's been 2days since we are here at The Brando Hotel, and my trip is annoying, I regret coming here.
First, I thought I could get away with the fact that Adierson is close to her non-blooded sister but... I was wrong seeing them together makes my blood boil, I can't control myself and it's all that Adierson's fault.
She doesn't even how much she's bothering me by being close to her so-called sister it's ridiculous. Just when I think about getting away from her something that always pulls me towards her even more and it's not good.
Yesterday evening I was talking to Jeremy he was telling me how he misses me and will come back soon as possible, and I saw her with Mr Wilson She was looking happy I couldn't hear what they were talking about but they seem happy, and Adierson she was smiling the whole freaking time, I just ignore them.
As we were sitting together at breakfast Adierson was in front of me and her sister was right beside her
'Why are they always close to each other for God's sake '! I was having my nonpeaceful breakfast when Jessie came
"Hey everyone !"
"Hey Jessie," we all said together
"Jessie come eat with us " Carol offered
"S-sure ". Why is she stuttering?
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After finishing our lunch Jessie was saying something but I didn't bother to hear it as I scroll through my social media account
"Really !?" Carol asked
"Yes, I wanted to see the temple do you guys wanna join ?"
"Can I come "
"Of course Joey" Joey?
If Adierson's sister wants to go then ...
" Can I come too?" 'Yup that's right she will go too!
'Great! just Great!'
"Of course so anyone else ?"
"We will come too !"
"Yaah! Jennie your not coming ?" Ruth ask me no of course not I don't wanna see Adierson and her sister having their sisterly time and chit-chat and shit..!
"No" I replied coldly
"Weh ?" Ruth ask again
"Coz I don't want to "I head back to my room
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1 Hour later,
Why it's so boring
The movie I was watching it already finish. Even if I wanted to think about something else other than Adierson still can't.
**Sigh** shit can't take this anymore!
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I got out of my room and saw Mr Wilson in the lobby " Mr Wilson "
"Oh hello Miss Kim," he said Bowing
"Mr Wilson, why are there so many people in the garden area ?"
"Oh they are the villager Miss Kim today they will celebrate their occasion that's why they are here to collect some plants "
"Oh, when will they celebrate ?"
"Around 3or4 or Am, but don't worry it won't disturb anyone's sleep "
"Oh that's good to hear, can you lead me the way to the temple "
"Okay Miss Kim "
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Can't believe I'm walking for 40 minutes just to get to the temple, not the temple you want to get your wife, No! Not her I just want to see the temple that's it.
Keep denying it Jennie
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Found it!
Finally, in the temple, as I got inside I found her she was praying. I got close to her and stand beside her, from this close I can see her closing her eyes and her lips. I wonder what she's praying though.
After a few minutes, she opens her eyes "M--Miss Kim?". She's shuttering was she praying about me?
"Yeah! Jennieyaa your here ?" Hana ask
I didn't look at her **Smrik** "Yes I'm here "
"Fate sista come look at this place !" Oh right I almost forgot about her
"Yes, Joey " and just like that Adierson just leave.
Can't believe I just waste my time getting here and she! She just leave!
' Damm you Adierson! '
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"Jennie you okay "
"Yes Amy, where are you going ?"
"Oh, we were just going to the bathhouse wanna join ?"
"Not now maybe later you guys can go "
"Sure "
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I go to the bathhouse half an hour later,
The door of the bathhouse was slightly ajar, I open the door just when I thought no one is there I heard slow running water, the vanilla scent was spiling the bathhouse room,
'Curiosity kills the Cat'.
My breath caught inside my throat as found the owner of the scent, Adierson she was taking a bath her back was turned towards me, she didn't know I was there.
in front of my eyes, Adierson was in her immaculate innocent form, With her eyes close she was letting the warm water kiss through every inch of her curves .but that doesn't seem to surprise me it was her back
Her back screamed mystery
There were a few thin blade lines across her right shoulder, which was weathered by age, and was a darker tone than her skin. There were smaller ones below it, one was on her left shoulder and the other one was near her bum. But one blade mark was darker than others, I felt a Shiver run down my skin. when do I see her marks? No, they are not marks they are 'Scars '? Adierson has scars on her body, No wonder she never wears revealing clothes except a loose shirt, she always covers herself. This is the reason.
But why? scars were not made until a deep cut or a serious injury was inflicted. How can someone Hurt her like that? How dare the person do that! So many questions were running through my mind wanting their answers, but knowing I shouldn't interfere. A big part of me still wants to comfort her but the other one was regretting seeing this.
**Sigh** I should just leave it will be good for both of us but my legs they're betraying me, I close my eyes let out a deep sigh, and open the door With a ' click' sound the door opens I get out of the bathhouse.
I will just take a shower in my room.
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"You know after that my Dad didn't get me a new pet " Hana was telling everyone about her first pet experience after she finish her story everyone laughed. I was just eating my food I can't stop thinking about Adierson's marks even if I want to.
'Damm it !'
"Well in my story my Mom was the one who warn me not to buy more pets as you all know I have 5 dogs already," Lily said
"You guys close to your parents? " Adierson ask, I look at her she was looking at her food.
"Yup! aren't we all Fate, " Mina said
"Yeah, your right " she replied sadly trying to hide something but failing miserably,' why she's sad ?'
"So what about you who are you close to your mother or your father ?" Lily asked
"I--' she was about to say something but someone interrupt her, "Yahhh Fate sista come on try it " Gosh! This Adierson's sister, why is she yelling .her sister put a mouthful of rice in her mouth 'was that necessary '?
She swallowed the rice, I make sure to make eye contact with her and she just choke, seriously this Girl **cough cough**
"Sista slowly here drink water " ' she will just drink by herself stop touching her!
**Cough**COuGh** "I'm good Joey "
"Fate you Okay " Hana ask
"Yes I'm fine," she said looking at us.
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1:30 Am,
"Love
Love "
Love?
Huh,' who's calling me 'Love ', where am I? Why is everything so.. white? Don't tell me did I just die!'
"Finally I found yay" A-Adierson?
"A-Adierson?"
"Why are calling me that again you know we are married now so you have to call me by my name my Love "
L-love? It's this a dream, but why does it feel so real?
"Love are you worried about the dress, don't worry you look beautiful in everything, and even more beautiful when you wore nothing just for me, " Adierson said seductively as she bite her lips. Did she just? How can this be?
" It's bad that we can't kiss until the wedding but I really wanna taste your lips now, so can I? My love ?"
"I--'"
"I will take that as a yes "
Adierson holds my cheeks gently and begins kissing me softly, her lips are warm soft inviting, it makes me want to bite them for more.
A whimper left her mouth as I suck her bottom lips gently bite them and nibble them, she moans into the kiss.
More!
I Want to hear more!
I put my hand on her hair and travel my tongue along with her jaw to her neck, her moans are music to my ears it makes me want to do it more
"Ahh l,-Love haa" she moans as I bite her neck roughly, and...
God! Dang, it!
Can't believe I just had a dream about kissing her, I'm not even gay for Godness!
I need some fresh air! it's hot in here!
when I was in the garden area I found a similar person, who was watching the stars, as I go close "Fate ?" Why do I always find her awake at night?
"Hello Miss "
Should I ask her about is she's okay or not after seeing her scars it makes me wonder what else she has been hiding from me. 'No Dont Jennie Dont think like that '
"Y--' What are you doing here ?" Gosh! How lame was that, can't you see Jennie she's watching the stars probably because she can't sleep.
"Couldn't sleep?" she said and look at the stars again
I stood beside me, the silence was covering us in the moonlight but it wasn't bad it was calm
"What are doing here Miss Kim ?" She asks gently
"Can't Sleep ".
' because I was too busy to have a dream about making out with you!'
"Oh"
I was wondering when at the dinner Lily ask her about her parents she didn't answer,
"You didn't answer Lily's question today ?"
"Q-question ?"
"Yes about you being close to your parents ?"
"No one " I look at her
Huh'
" no one knows fireflies glow in the darkness to find their mate and help people to find their soulmates ". She is trying to avoid the topic of her parents, I don't wanna push her more
"Really ?"
She looks at me and said "Yes "
"Do you think I also find my Soulmate ?"
"Amm Maybe "
**Chukled ** " oh come on Adierson that thing doesn't even exist " does it
**Smile ** "who knows Miss Kim maybe one day you met your soulmate "
*Smirk* "Oh really and what are we gonna do together watch the starts together ?" Just like now
"Yes maybe who knows "
"And you ?"
"Me ?"
"Yup! Any boyfriend ?" I don't why I'm asking but I want to know if she has ever been in a relationship with someone
"No Miss Kim " wow I didn't expect that
"What Really! "
"Hm' yes we'll but there was a guy who proposed to me "
"Guy huh'?"
"Yes but it was in high school I just told him he will find someone better than me one day "
" but he said he will wait and I didn't see him after that, he was a friend I wish we could meet again "
Oh, so she wants to meet that stupid head again!
"So .. you like him ?" I ask if she said yes I will make sure to find information about this guy whoever he is 'you going to hunt him down my mind to myself before I can even think of anything
"No, not really " 'no hunting!'
**Smile** "Good don't like someone you just met"
'I don't want you to like anyone Adierson,' i look at her intensely she tries to avoid intense gaze but failed, my heart it's breathing against my chest, and I know the same thing happing to her too .after a few moments is is a crackling sound Broke our moment.
**Fireworks **
"Mr Wilson was right people celebrate the festival at 3 " I mumbled
"They're beautiful aren't they Fate ?" I ask looking at the fireworks
"Beautiful "
**Smile ** "you mean fireworks right"
"Not really " a smile appear on my lips my cheeks feel red, wait am I blushing ?!
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Thursday,
The next morning we all go for some Adventure Time with Mr Wilson. After our breakfast, he took us out to the village. Everyone was having fun, except me. **Sigh** 'i should just stay in my room '
I watch Adierson and Joey holding hands together they seem happy and Adierson she is smiling, even if Adierson always smiles for everyone I feel there is something she always hides behind that smile . 'you're coming to be a mystery to me Adierson '
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"Everyone you all can go anywhere you want but please come back soon today there will be a thunderstorm here so we have to get back," Mr Wilson said
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4:00 Pm,
We were walking in the parking area near The Woods, Me Hana, Ruth Mina, and Amy we are walking together and Jerry Joey Lily they are walking in front of us " Hey guys look at Joey and Fate they seem like a couple aren't they?" Hana said
Couple? No! They are not! relax Jennie, Adierson doesn't see her like that, but what if she..?
No! She won't
"Yes but you know they are sisters so, so anyone will love to have a girlfriend like Fate, she is something else," Mina said
Gosh! What's wrong with them?
I look at Adierson again she is laughing now
' seriously they like a couple '
Just when I thought I can control myself I lose my shit as I saw Joey kissing Adierson Cheeks "Yaahhhh" Adierson flinched so like everyone, all my group members, and even Adierson looked at me confusedly.
I didn't give that look a damm
I get in front of them and grabbed Adierson's hand and drag her
"m-Miss Kim, you're h-hurting me " Hurting? I let go of her hand.
I look around and saw we wear in the Woods Wait did I just bring her into the Woods?
why!
can't I just control my fucking emotions!
this is so frustrating,
Adierson rubbed her hands seeing me freezing in place she gently tries to touch my arm "Miss? Are you okay?" She asks
"Don't touch me again !!" She flinches at my sudden outburst Why am I behaving like this? Why!?
Adierson takes steps back and looks down at her feet " I'm sorry "
She is sorry!
just sorry!?
did she thinks her sorry can make everything better like before, I need an answer, and I want them NOW!
"Tell me Fate Do you like your sister ?" I ask Harshly
"I'---" she is shuttering seriously! Right now
"Just Answer me Damm it !"
"YES!"
Yes? As soon as the words left her lips I can feel tears coming, God, I can't break down in front of her .all the emotions are brushing in my brain
I run.' just like how I always do whenever it feels too much for me'
I run inside the woods I don't know where am I going or why I am even doing but I just want to stay away from her.
S-she like her sister 'How can you do this to me Adierson, I hate you Adierson, I so fucking hate you '!
"M-is Kim wait -!" She yells behind me but I didn't stop, I run .soon her voice faded. she lost me.
My life was perfect until she came I was controlling my emotions like my own but now she is just messing up, I can't do this shit anymore I just want her away .my father was right all his words 'your just like a person who doesn't know how to get a grip in his life but still blaming others!'
Do you want her away why I am blaming her for everything it should be me who forgets to control everything my inner voice asks
'yes, I want. and it's all her fault...-- maybe '
It's getting dark all around I can't make my way. the Rain starts showering the woods heavily. my clothes are wet so am i.
I stumbled and felt like my legs were sprained "Aaow " I groaned in pain Damm it's my ankle!
"Miss KIM " !as soon as Adierson saw me she runs towards me, I thought she will just leave me.
tears start dripping from my eyes I can't help it, am I crying? why? Is it because of this pain or the thought that Adierson didn't leave me?
She crouched down both of us soaking wet now she gently tries to hold my leg I whimper "i-im sorry please please don't cry " she begged gently weeping my tears. I don't even know if it's only my tears or the rainwater
" do you think you can stand up? we need to get back "
She holds my arms so I can put my hand on her neck " don't put weight on your ankle ", I did as she told me .why even though she helping me she should just leave me alone to die my pain
After walking for like hours we didn't find the way but instead, we found a shack, Adierson knock on the door a few times " Hello anyone's where we need help !"
"Adierson I don't think anyone is here "
"Your right we need to go inside we can't stay outside the thunderstorm it's turning bad "
Adierson tries to break the lock after a few more tries we get inside the shack, and Adierson helps me to sit on the wooden chair.
Adierson started searching for something after a few minutes she came back holding a white box
" This will work, I will try my hardest not to let you feel any pain ". She explain as her cold fingers touch my ankle "Aaghh" she stopped " I'm sorry please P-please bear the pain miss "
I close my eyes and bite my inner cheeks
' this will be a long night '.