Wild Dreams... Wilder Reality...
~~~(POV: Raenon Targaryen)~~~
~~~(Current Age: 13 Years)~~~
~~~(Location: The Velvet Hills, Flatlands of Pentos, Essos)~~~
~~~(Date: 297 AC)~~~
Dany is already asleep, and I don't think I'm that far behind her. It's still light out, but given the shade of the trees, I don't believe there are any issues falling asleep. The events of today fill my mind as there is no more talking.
I cut that way closer than I wanted, but I saved my sister in the end. I was there to stop it when it mattered most. Dany squeezes me a little harder before pressing her entire body on mine.
She slings her legs around one of my legs closest to her. This confirms that she feels safe. I gently run my fingertips through the top of her hair and enjoy the pleasant warmth coming from the firepit.
I feel a pair of eyes on me from the tree that Rhaenys is lying under. As I turn to see her, I'm met with her head raised and staring at me. Eyes ever so slightly squinting.
"What?"
She lets out a snort before turning her body away from me. Rhaenys is an expressive dragon. Or maybe this is how dragons act. I've never met another dragon before, so I can't say for certain. Dragons are as smart, if not smarter, than humans.
My eyes are starting to feel heavier as the minutes pass, and I know that I'm not long for sleep. The weather is very tropical in the Pentos region of Essos.
It makes for easier nights.
My heavy eyes finally shut, and I sleep.
But of all the times to have a dream, I was hoping this wouldn't be one of those times. The dream that's plaguing me this time is a new one. One that I haven't had before...
In this dream, I'm in a bed. A comfortable and warm bed and a fireplace is keeping the rest of the room warm. There is a heavy storm outside the windows. Rain is hammering the place I'm at, and the winds howl.
But all of those are put to the side as I feel an arm come across my chest. And I'm not alone in the bed. As I turn to see who it is, I see Dany. Her eyes are open, and her violet eyes are looking into mine.
She's my sister, and we're sharing the same bed... Our clothes are gone, and we're closer than siblings should ever be...
But I can't do anything about it. The dream me doesn't want to do anything about it, which means it's me... I don't know...
She moves a little closer, and our bodies are getting closer like our lips. There is a sweet scent coming from her, and I can't tell what it is. Her hand comes from beneath the blanket, running her fingers across my face.
Our lips are almost touching, and she whispers to me.
"Even now, you're warm to the touch... A warmth I can't live without..."
The second she finishes talking, our lips meet, and a feeling fills me. A heat that I can't explain. She starts to move her lips, and I do so too. This is my sister... I shouldn't be doing these things with her... But I can't stop it... The dream me won't stop...
Her soft lips are mixing with my own, and a moan leaves her mouth into mine. And the second our tongues connect is when I wake up.
My eyes dart open, and I feel Dany waking up the same time I do. I lean up against the log and look at her. And she looks at me. Her features are adorned with a blush, and I blink my eyes a couple of times. The night has fallen, and the fire is out now.
I don't know how long we were asleep, but it was probably a long time.
My attention falls back to Dany, and I'm injected with something I've never felt before.
Fear.
I fear that she had the same dream I had. She must've seen it from her perspective.
"Did you..."
I've never thought I was a person that would dream something like that with my sister. Or anyone, for that matter. My dreams have always been plagued with battles, death, and sorrow. Dany further surprises me by moving closer to me and holding my closest hand.
"I saw it too... I've never had a dream like that before..."
She doesn't look disgusted. Not even unhappy. Just accepting that it's happened.
"But that's incest, Dany... We're not supposed to do that..."
My head turns away from her on its own, and I look at the now dark firepit. The starlight coming through the leaves and tree branches gives us enough light to see.
I feel Dany's hand on my neck, and she slowly rubs it before running her hand up to my cheek and turning my head to look at her.
"That's how our house has always survived... That's how we've kept the blood in our family pure... Our parents were brother and sister... Did you know that?"
Umm, I didn't know that... That's actually a little jarring, to be honest. Dany sees my surprised look. And her eyes slowly widen. Her other hand lets go of mine, and she now has her hands on my cheeks. Her fingertips reach into my white hair slightly.
"You don't know that much about our family, do you... Not really... Every generation of Targaryen children marries one another... Some marry into other families, but it's rare..."
Oh...
My family is an incest freak show.
"Why?"
My voice is calm, but I'm freaking out a little on the inside. My parents were brother and sister, which would make my dad my uncle, and my mom my aunt. That would also mean that Dany is my cousin and my twin.
"I already told you it's to keep the blood pure."
Oh, yeah...
Dany is really close. Closer than she should be. I gently grab her wrists and remove her hands from my face. She looks a little disappointed, but I don't think us being this close after a dream like that is a good idea.
I don't know who's in the wrong here... Is it me? I didn't know that's how our family did things... Was it her fault? No... She thinks it's okay, and from what she's told me. It's supposed to be okay. For our family, at least... I don't know what to think.
But I know the feeling when Dany kissed me in that dream... I've never felt anything like it before... Does that make me a freak or something?! It was good... It was better than good...
"I'm sorry... I shouldn't have expected you to know that about our family... But we're pretty much the last Targaryens... Which would mean..."
She doesn't have to finish for me to know what she means.
"Did it not feel good for you..."
She catches me completely off guard with that question. And I'm frozen in place as I look at her. Seeing my reaction, she moves a bit closer and rests her hand on top of mine. I'm leaning against my arms right now, which would put my hands in the dirt.
"It did feel good... Didn't it..."
There is happiness in her voice, and I can't deny that it did... I'm not going to lie to her. I'll never lie to family.
Family...
She moves even closer, and now her body is pressed against mine, and her free hand rests on my face again. Resisting is the rational thing to do... It's what I'd do... But I don't know what to do... She seems so fine with it...
Does that mean I should be fine with it... It's been in our family for a long time... Do people accept this from where our house is from... I wouldn't think Westeros would...
Her lips move closer to mine as I feel her hand glide through my hair and rest on the back of my head. And the moment our lips touch, I feel multiple things.
A chaotic storm inside my heart...
She leans harder into the kiss, and I don't have it in me to stop this... Our lips start moving together, and we kiss until we need to breathe. She rests her forehead against mine with a small smile.
It does feel good... It's better than anything I've ever felt...
"Are we monsters for doing this..."
In response to my question, she leans in again. This time our tongues meet, and we're continuing where the dream left off. It's an entirely new sensation and experience. Dany and I are having a hard time using our tongues.
We pull away, and our lips are swollen.
"We'll get better at that..."
There is a mixture of pleasure, lust, and happiness in her whisper to me. And I don't know how to rationalize any of this. And before Dany could come in for another round, we're interrupted.
"Nuraah..."
Rhaenys lets out an annoyed grumble. We both turn to see her watching from her spot underneath the tree.
Thank you, Rhaenys. I don't know where this would've led...
I do know...
But I don't want to think about that... Not right now... Not so soon...
I'm still trying to figure this out...
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