Chapitre 50: ENDING IT ALL
Am done
Am tired
Everything means nothing now
I give up
I ...give up
Am done writing
Am done caring
Am done loving
Am tired if feeling this way
Was I just so easy to hurt
Am done being strong
Am done fighting this bloody depression!
If it takes me
Then so be it!
Cause am so fucking tired!
All I ever wanted was love
All I ever wanted was you
But all I got was this
I CAN'T!
Am no longer gonna fake a smile
Am no longer gonna try to heal
Accept my broken
The person I love
The one person I love so fucking much
Doesn't make me feel the same
So am done
With everything
Life am fucking over you!
Whatever happens, happens
Done writing
Cause it's just gonna be about him!
And his memories are like knives in my heart
Moving on gets harder everyday
Living doesn't matter anyway
I miss me too
I miss me so much!
I hate feeling this way
I'll find someone who loves me
But Not sure I'll love him well
Cause my heart is too broken right now
You know the worst part
Everyone thinks am ok
They think am asleep now
But am stuck in lungs here
I can't breath
The pain is choking
Bags under my eyes
Alone in my room
But also alone inside
Am ending it all
I hope he loves watching me break
I hope he enjoys the sight
Am fucking stupid!!!!!
Dear heart stay behind bars
Keep your pieces locked up for good
You're too broken to be understood
Life am over you,the pain gets the best of me....lonely till I die.. goodbye readers
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