The most damning part was that Fausta's train of thought had nothing to do with how wrong or right Hela's words were. Instead, she thought of all of the horrible things she had done over the years.
How many innocent newborns had the sacrificed for the sake of chaining their Faith Seeds? How many innocent civilians had they experimented on to create Clans like the Ipsum and Saeclum Clans? How many horrors had they committed for the sake of raising the Ragnor Clan to a new level?