Broken heart.
In this situation I stay frozen, I don't know how to proceed.
I thought that in this situation I could act more calmly but I just realized that I can't.
At the moment that she confessed I felt like an evil inside my stomach became evident.
"I've always liked you, for a long time but only today I can say it..."
Then she looks at me as if waiting for my answer.
My mind right now tells me to say 'I love her too' but I also feel a sickness in my stomach.
Then seeing my lack of response she gets a bit hesitant but she decides to close her eyes and put on a checkered look while she has her face up, giving me a sign.
She obviously knows what she wants.
If right now I go and give her a kiss then it will be like saying 'yes'.
But there is still a dilemma within me.
'I must obey my reason' and 'I must pay attention to my discomfort and reject or make it wait to give the answer at another time'
If at this point he were to reject her then it would most likely be a devastating blow to her because she is betting all of herself on these simple conversations.
As I think, my gaze focuses on her face, more precisely on her lips.
Seeing it and concentrating on it, I feel like my mind is emptying little by little, leaving only the same basic thoughts, but at this point I feel that I am even forgetting to speak, only being able to express intentions but not articulate them in words.
When Ino notices that nothing is happening while she has her eyes closed then with uncertainty she will open them.
Seeing my hesitant look she feels a little angry inside of her.
-Ino-'Really, at this point you have that groggy look? *sigh*, you have no choice'
-Ino- 'It seems that everything depends on me, I'll make you decide at once'
Taking courage and bravery, she decides to attack, it seems that she has to force things or else the environment will become very uncomfortable, preventing her from acting more.
Then she moves closer to him making her body tense more rigid.
-Ino-'Future children, remember the effort and sacrifice that her mother had to make to bring them into the world'
When Yubeng looks on as she walks over to complete the final act.
Feeling how she approaches hers, he finds himself in a state that he can neither reject nor accept but if she manages to do her job then he will be forced to decide to accept her.
When she is a few inches away where they can feel each other's breath you both decide to close your eyes to kiss.
Right at the final moment, a noise followed by the voice of a person resounds very clearly in both of them, causing them to stop all acts.
They immediately turn their heads to the direction where the noise came from and see a girl standing with a look that she doesn't seem to understand what is happening now.
Her stunned look shows the shock she feels.
Then after a second she seems to understand what is happening and you can visibly see tears gathering at the corners of her eyes.
Covering her mouth with her hand as she is unable to vocalize words, she can only watch the scene ahead with her glassy eyes.
There, it is a very revealing position, there is the love of her life in what seems to be hugging another person while she is about to kiss her.
Negative emotions come like a torrent, she now feels betrayed, cheated, alone, etc.
It seems like it's the end of the world for her, her heart is hurting a lot, right now she wants to get away from her.
With a quick movement of her body she immediately turns around and starts running with all her might.
When I realize that the person who just left is her best friend Tenten, she wakes up from her trance and her first reaction is to get up and go after her.
As she gets up pushing Ino off of her and is about to leave her she suddenly grabs her arm as she screams.
"Do not go-"
"Don't- leave me alone" (here both are hers)
Her voice seems to tremble as I feel that the hand that is holding me shows a slight tremor as if it is subconsciously showing fear of something.
When I see the situation my mind becomes clearer and realizing the matter I tried to deflect what he has to say to me while forcing a smile.
"Please Ino, right now I have to-"
"Go with her, right?"
She says in an abrupt tone.
"..."
"Don't go, this had to happen anyway, leave her"
When I hear her words I try to keep my composure.
"Come on, this is no time for these-"
She looks at me with a piercing gaze as she speaks in a gruff tone with apparent anger.
"Shut up Yuu! If you leave now, you won't see me anymore"
When she says that I can tell that she exerts more force in her grip.
Listening to this I try to show ignorance.
"What do you mean with that?"
"Like what do I mean? You know that"
"Nope-"
"This was going to happen at some point"
"..."
At this point I can see a few drops of tears slip slightly from the corners of his eyes.
"I know you have feelings for her, but it's time for you to decide, things only work one way"
When she tells me all this, inside of me I know what she means.
In fact, all this time I have known, yes, all this time but the reason why I never thought about this is because all this time I have always tried to ignore this topic, sidetrack it, subsequently deceiving myself in some way or another .
Perhaps it was the excitement of knowing that two girls were fighting over me that made the pride within me rise, causing me to ignore all the consequences that my actions could cause due to this.
But now Ino has made me remember, it's time.
As dictated by the rules of the environment of this place.
In the end I can only be with one person.
In fact, everyone has grown up under this principle.
Everyone knows it, so today too.
Just as I felt compelled to decide earlier on whether to be a normal person who is not in control of his life or to be a ninja who constantly lives in danger, (Because he could have perfectly expelled himself from the academy and then at least try to look for another way to become powerful but this had uncertainty, but in the end he decided on the second option because he feared the uncertainty of looking for a third option and much less the first option that although it gave him security by not being exposed to danger he still did not like the idea of being at the mercy of others so he had to force himself to choose the ninja life to which he is exposed to danger but the feeling of having power in his hands calmed him down making him see that at least it wasn't as bad as it looked)
Perhaps because of the fears of him that are deep within him that he does not want to violate the rules and commit something that is out of his hands.
It happened to him in the past, he was forced to continue between two paths and it is happening again.
In the present situations he shows that they have 3 paths.
1.- He stays with Ino, emotionally damaging Tenten and/or possibly breaking up their relationship.
2.- He leaves with Tenten, harming Ino, causing their relationship to fall apart as well.
3.- He simultaneously walks away from the two trying not to hurt them but in the process hurting himself in the long run.
Every way you look, someone is going to get hurt from this.
And then comes the selfish thought: 'Who should I hurt?
Knowing this he has a heavy heart.
He chooses how he chooses, someone will get hurt.
Overwhelmed by these emotions, the feelings and complaints silently come out of his heart.
Seeing Yubeng Ino's current thoughtful situation she subconsciously felt his heart tighten causing him to fall into a sensation of walking on thin ice.
Then memories of his past come to Yubeng's mind and he gets to thinking.
(Warning: for a better experience play sad music or else play this (Sadness and Sorrow), which is from Naruto by the way)
'Do I really feel satisfied that I can make these decisions?'
Think, my first such decision has not brought me happiness.
All this time I have been living under pressure from the ninja world.
I must always strive not to be left behind, to always force myself to keep a smile to fit in with society, among other things.
It's not fun.
Knowing that when you finish the academy you will be forced to go on dangerous missions where you will possibly die in an accident.
When in the old world I saw this I didn't think much about it, it's not my situation, why should I care what happens to a secondary character, it's not fun to watch anyway.
But now that I'm in your shoes, I see that it's not fun.
And all this time I've tried to ignore these issues but it seems I won't always be able to escape.
Seeing how things progress makes me think that if there was a time, then there will be a second so there will be a third.
And then I wonder again.
'I am satisfied?'
The first time was the direction of my life.
The second is the happiness of my life.
And possibly the third time it will be something similar.
Maybe next time I'll have the same situation that some ninjas had: 'Either the mission or the companions', whichever way you choose, it will end badly for you.
Then I start to reflect.
From the emotions contained in my heart unconsciously some tears come out.
When Ino sees my situation, she unconsciously lowers her shoulders in preparation for a possible response that she had expected to happen.
-Ino- 'So, what will happen after all?'
The gleam of hope seems to disappear from her eyes and just as she was expecting her imminent end, her attention is instantly drawn to his words.
"Do you know what the first big decision of my life was?"
Then she looks confused at him.
"Which"
"It was deciding if I should be a ninja or not" (sorry but you'll have to figure out who the messages are from)
"And you know, personally I didn't like the ninja life" (because I was aware of all the dangers that this entailed)
"But I felt compelled to choose the ninja life despite my feelings"
"And this to this day has not brought me happiness"
"Today, years later, I feel in the same situation as that time, another great decision has been presented to me and of the options that are given to me, I feel compelled to choose one of the two to do the least possible damage"
Although some of the answer that was to come would still end up in the same situation.
He will leave her hands.
She tightens her hold on him but he doesn't flinch from this.
When her pent up feelings are about to come out he he keeps talking.
"But now I'm realizing that if I keep making these decisions like this then I'll be unhappy for the rest of my life."
Then he suddenly grabs her forearm, making her pay attention to him again.
When she raises her head and sees that he is staring at her without having that dodge attitude that she had before her.
"So today I have decided to break those rules that are making me unhappy"
When I mention these words I feel like an impulse burns within me giving me strength and confidence.
"I will take the fourth way"
"?"
"I will make my wife at two"
"!!?, You-, do you know what you're talking about?" Ino is stunned.
"Completely"
I say while continuing to stare firmly, showing no hesitation.
"You can not do that"
"Why?"
I don't flinch.
"You can't marry two people, besides nobody would approve it and the rules don't allow it too"
Despite her young age it seems that she is well informed about this.
"Then I just have to be above those rules and people right?"
"You-...not even the hokage can marry two people"
"Then I will only be above the hokage"
I don't know where that confidence came from, but I'm not interested either.
"Dear Ino, rules and regulations are creations of people so they are not immutable rules, they are things that people created to live better and happier but in this case these conditions are not met so I think I'm not going to follow these norms of society; and if someone has a complaint then let them come and deal with me, I will keep them company"
Honestly, I'm bragging a bit right now.
But seeing that no words are going to faze me, she gives in with a sigh and unconsciously feels that her heart relaxes knowing that the worst situation did not occur.
At least he's not going to abandon her.
"So right now I just have one question"
"Mn?"
I put on a solemn face and say with a serious and powerful tone.
"You would accept me?"
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