She looked at me and shook her head as if she wanted to tell me she wasn't ready for it, she wasn't ready to give him the answer to his question. More like she wasn't ready to face his anger.
"It's not your business."
[Oh, it is. Especially if you always rejected me all those months saying you weren't ready
His answer made her feel guilty and covered her forehead with her hands.
[So did you, Joanna?]
She took a deep breath.
"I did, maybe the real reason why I never did it with you was that you made me feel uncomfortable. Have you ever wondered about that?"
At that answer, I smiled hugely and I was sure the inner me screamed with joy. So proud of her for slapping him with bare truth.
[I treated you so well, more than you deserved and this proves that my preoccupations were right since as soon as you remained alone you cheated on me. I am so disappointed.]