Chapitre 245: Weighing The Options Part 1

**ADDIE'S POV**

Violet and the others came back into the room, and I was advised to get some more sleep. That was fine with me, since I was still very tired. And now that I had eaten, I was even more tired than I had already been.

I went back to sleep, but I ended up dreaming about what had happened to me the entire time. Every dream was about Minister Masi and what he had done to me. It was like the memories were playing back on an infinite loop. The beatings. The way that he looked at me. The way that his lips felt against my ear. It was all terrifying. And I understood what Nolan was saying about me needing to become a wolf like him. If I was a wolf, I would have been physically stronger. I could have stopped him. I could have gotten away from him.

I was just scared. I didn't know if I should become a wolf or not. I didn't know if I should give up my humanity. I didn't know if things inside of me would change if I were to change who and what I was.