It felt weird for him to listen to someone else explain his story. He had no idea how much his brother knew or what he was actually going to say. Xan could be wrong in lots of areas, his understanding of the events could be lacking but still Kai allowed him to talk about everything and in the end he was proved right.
His older brother knew everything, from beginning to end he explained about his story as if he was the one living it. It didn't take long for the younger prince to get emotional after the story was done. The reminiscing of everything was too much to handle and his blue eyes became teary, the thoughts of everything a burden, like a rock on his chest.
Many times he had wished for Xan to stop, the words that were linked with the events unbearable but he understood that the truth needed to get out. After two hundred years for once he had to share those dark memories, have someone else know of the pain he went through.