Chapitre 85: Under The Willow Tree (3)

(From Demetrius's Perspective)

"You will never leave me then?" I asked.

"No, I won't," she said. 

I just needed to hear that. But no matter how many times she said it, I always felt anxious. I always feared for the time she might leave me. 

Then should I try to get her pregnant? If there was a child between us, then she might never think of leaving me. But I did not like children and I did not want to share her with anyone. Then what should I do?

It was like I was going crazy. She was right beside me. Then why was I being like that? Why was I fearing that she might go away?