Chapitre 10: Chapter 9: Goodbyes
I was a bit surprised by all of it, even though I really should not be surprised by any of it at the exact same time as well, as I had known that this was coming for quite a bit of some time at this point. I had just been a bit lost in my head as of late, as I knew just what it was that I was leaving behind. In reality, what it was that I was leaving behind me, really was not all too much, as I did not have that much at my home as it was, and also the fact that I never really had much whilst I had been even living here in the very first place any ways as well.
Sure, it was true that I did in fact love my father, but that was not going to get me to change my mind in all of this at all how ever. I did not really have that much left besides the fact that I had my father, who, for most of my life I had not got to see him all that much any ways, due to the fact that he was always in the army, and he was always doing some thing. Now it was my turn to do what it was that he used to do. It was used to at this point, because I knew that he in fact had told me the news just the day of me going to join in to the army, that he had retired.
It made sense, as I also knew that he had just had his 25th anniversary party not all too long ago as well, where they gave him a very big retirement boost, which I knew had been just what it was that he had been waiting for. Now he was set for the rest of his life, and he did not have to worry about not having enough money for the rest of his life at the exact same time too. I wanted to be just like him in those regards as well, as I did not really want to ever have to worry about money at any point, but also the fact that I wanted to get away from all of this.
That was where me and my father differed a bit from one another, as I knew that his entire life he had just wanted to be back at his home, but for me, I did not want to be here, due to the fact that I saw the looks on the faces of all of the people when they saw me walking across the street, as if I was a normal human, which, I was not going to lie to my self at the exact same time as well. I had to face the facts at this point, even if my good friends told me that they treated me like I was, I was not a normal human, like or it either way that I looked at it.
I let out quite a bit of a soft sigh to my self, all at the exact same time too. My father tried to treat me like I was one, but he too had even told me that I was not like the rest. He had said that it was not a bad thing, but it for certain did seem to feel like it was a bad thing a lot of the time, as people did not treat me the way that a normal human should be treated to for sure. It was not a good thing in that aspect at the exact same time as well, as I knew that every one seemed to treat me like trash.
I suppose that I really could not blame them at the exact same time as well, as I also knew all of the stories that I had been told as to what it was that orcs did to humans if they got their hands on them, as well as what it was that they did to the women. It made me sick all of those stories that I had been told, from even some women that had been stuck in an orc camp, that they had some how managed to get out, when the army had gone to come and save them. They had given them a safe home as well, never the less.
That did not mean that the army was all good and innocent how ever, as I had also been told a lot of the dark things that went on in the army, not just in the in side of all of it, as I had been told by my father, as to the fact that they raided orc villages, and also other kingdoms simply due to the fact that they had wanted to recourses that were in side of all of that, at the exact same time as well. He told me it was sickening, as to what it was that went on in all of that, but it really did not seem to sicken me all too much, and maybe that was due to the fact that I was an orc of course.
He told me that they had gone to go on raids to go and get all of the recourses from all of the other kingdoms, as well as the orc villages, that way our kingdom could be rich. That just seemed like that was the whole point of war how ever, if I was going to be honest with my self, so it did not bother me all too much about any of that at the exact same time as well. What did in fact bother me how ever, was the fact that I was going to have to go and attack, and kill a lot of my own species, which was the orc species of course, as it made me feel a bit sick as to those thoughts, as for one thing, I had never seen another orc in my life, but the fact was that the first orc that I was going to see, was also going to be the first orc that I would have to kill.
I began to breath in quite a bit heavy, as I blinked my eyes, all at the exact same time as well, as I did my best to get my focus off of all of that, all at the exact same time as well, as I felt like my focus just needed to be more on the fact that I knew that I needed to be ready for what it was that I was about to do tomorrow, just as the army men had come to tell me about. Yes... They had in fact been a little bit afraid of me at first, even if they had heard my name before, and knew just who it was that I was in the very first place any ways, but that still did not mean that they were not going to be scared of me, which I really did not blame them for at the exact same time as well.
I had kind of faced the reality at this point, that people were going to naturally be afraid of me, if they were to see a door open, only to see that it was a big brute of an orc that was staring at them, at the exact same time as well, never the less. I did my best to try not to get all too worried about any of that, as well as the fact that I knew that I did not need to get worked up about it. I knew that I had to control my anger, especially at a time like this, as to what it was that I was going to be getting my self in to, as I had been told by my dad.
My father knew the type of anger that I got my self in to, as I often did my best to hide that from all of my friends at the exact same time as well, which I felt like was a lot of the reason as to why they did in fact treat me as if I was some kind of normal human, which I had accepted the fact that I was not at this point, as I then dipped my head a bit low to the ground, at least, as low as I could, as I felt like I could not just stare down at the bed side for any longer, as I was just ready to fall asleep at this point, as I knew I was tired, and I knew just how hard the next day was about to be for me at the exact same time as well.
It just did not seem like my head was in the right spot, as well as the fact that it did not seem like my head wanted to help me all too much at the exact same time as well, as I felt like I should just accept defeat now, and get on with it. I knew that I was going to have a rough day tomorrow, like it or not. I sighed a bit of a heavy sigh all at the exact same time as well, as it was quite a bit loud, as I felt like perhaps my father could have heard it from down stairs, at the exact same time too. I felt like that was not the case how ever, as I was sure that my father was fast asleep at this point.
I rolled my eyes just a bit, as I then closed them shortly after that, as I kind of gave up on doing any thing else at this point. I had seen from the window, that it had been dark for quite a bit of some time, as I had turned off the candles quite a bit of some time ago, though I still had some how not fallen asleep for some odd reason or another, even though I also knew at the exact same time as well, as to just how badly I even needed the sleep in the very first place any ways. I shook my head, as I rolled around, and moved my self in the bed a bit. I knew that it had been dark out side, not just due to the fact that my eyes had bad night vision, due to the fact that I was an orc.
I let out another soft sight, once again, until I rolled my self in to what felt to be the perfect spot, and the perfect position to fall fast asleep for the night, as I then smiled a bit to my self at the exact same time as well, as I knew that I needed to keep quite a positive attitude in all of this, at the exact same time too, as I knew that of course, this was not some thing that you should view as any sort of enjoyable, but at the same time as well, I also knew that I did not come in to any of this with any sort of feeling as to the fact that I might feel miserable, as I knew that would shine through to all of the other people that were going to be with me never the less.
I nodded to my self at the exact same time as well, as I then accepted that fact at the same time too, and I then began to fall in to a bit of some rest, now that I had all of my thoughts cleared from my head, all at the exact same time too, as I was ready for this day that I was going to have tomorrow at this point, which was the perfect mind set to be in, and I knew it, as my father had been trying to teach me to be that way ever since I had been quite a bit of a young child never the less. At least if you wanted to call me a child, as I knew that most people did not, due to the fact that I was an orc.
I did my best to once again shake off all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time as well, as I then got my focus in on the fact that I needed to get my focus on the fact that I had to get some sleep before I knew that it was going to be quite a bit of a rough day tomorrow at the exact same time too. After a little bit longer, as this time, I did in fact clear my mind, and I did in fact clear out all of those thoughts for real, from out of my head, I then did in fact begin to fall in to a little bit of some deep sleep, which probably was not the best idea, due to the fact that I knew that I needed to be up early, and I needed to be ready to join the legion, and join the army tomorrow. There was not much that I could do to stop that how ever, as every thing then all of the sudden seemed to turn quite a bit blank for me at the exact same time as well.
I woke up, and once again, it was quite a bit dark, which was a normal thing when it was that I first had woken up at the exact same time too, as I knew that it took my eyes quite a bit of some time to get used to the bright light that was in the room. This was not normal at all how ever, as I could kind of feel it in the air at the exact same time too, quite a bit literally as well, due to the fact that it felt to be quite a bit cold where ever it was that I was at right now. At least, when I first usually was to wake up at the very least, there was at least a bit of some light, to let me know that I was in fact awake.
Knowing that, I knew that I was not awake at all, never the less, as I knew that I was in a dream, like it or not, which I did in fact not like at all, as the last dream that I had a few nights ago, had in fact freaked me out quite a bit, as I had heard the voices of some orcs, which you would think would calm me down, as well as the fact that it would sooth me, but in reality that was not the case at all, as that was for one of many reasons, as to the fact that for one thing, I had been told all of the stories of the orcs, and I had been told about all of the sick things that they did for one thing, but also for another at the exact same time as well, I had been told as to the things that they did to other humans at the same time too.
Never the less, the real thing that seemed to freak me out the most how ever, was the fact that the orc, that seemed to be a male orc at the exact same time as well, had the voice of pure evil, which was some thing that I had never heard before. I had in fact been told, and I had heard the voice of sick people, not quite literally but it was more the fact that the people were sick in their head, and they had a twisted way of thinking at the exact same time too. This was much different than all of that, and it was clear that what ever it was, compared to all of that, that I had been told by people, it was clear that it was on a new level, as it did not compare to the voice of the male orc that I had heard speak to the female orc the other night.
It all seemed to come back to me, all at the exact same time as well, as to all that I had even heard in the very first place any ways, as I knew that there also had been a female orc that I had heard in that dream at the exact same time as well, as her voice did not seem to be all that evil at all, but it seemed like due to the fact that the voice of the female orc had of course not been evil at all, she had been killed because she was not evil, unlike the male orc. It made me feel quite a bit sick once again, as I was not all too sure as to what it was that I should do.
I shook off all of those thoughts how ever, as I did my best never the less, to try not to get all too focused on all of that, as it felt a bit better if I just kept my mind free of all of those thoughts, which normally was a bit hard for me to do, at least, when I was awake, but clearly, I was in a dream state right now, as I then began to realize that, all at the exact same time as well, as I then smiled just a little bit to my self, never the less, at least, if I even had a smile to even do that in, in the very first place any ways.
Once again, not really the thoughts that I needed to have my focus on at all right now, as I knew that they did not help me at all never the less, as I then seemed to breath in quite a bit heavily to my self, as I then started to hear a voice begin to speak up from not all too far away from me. Whilst, it still was in fact quite a bit dark, where ever it was that I was at, at this very moment in time, I could still tell that I was some where, though I might be drowned out by some thing, that was trying to protect me, strangely enough.
I got my focus off of all of that how ever, never the less, as I got my focus in on instead, the fact that I needed to be paying attention as to just what it was that the voice was trying to say to me at the exact same time as well, as I nodded a bit to my self, once again, though not all too sure if I even was actually nodding at all at the exact same time as well, as I got my focus off of all of that as I got my focus in on instead, just what it was that the orc, a female orc, different from the last one, was saying to me in the very first place any ways, none the less, as I then went ahead and began to listen as to what it was that she even had to say to who ever it was that she was with in the very first place any ways.
"I've got a baby... You always said that you wanted to raise and grow one... So I got one for us... My friend offered it to me..." I heard the female orc start to say to who ever it was that she was even with at the exact same time too. I blinked my eyes, as the voice of this orc seemed to be a lot more soothing that the voice of not just the male orc that I had heard in the other dream not all too long ago, which was not a soothing voice at all in fact, but it was also a lot more soothing that the female orc that I had heard in that dream too. I had this strange odd feeling, that this female orc that was talking at this very moment in time, was friends with that female orc that I had heard in the other dream.
I did my best to try to get my focus off of all of those thoughts how ever, as I kind of felt like they did not matter all too much at this very moment in time never the less. I instead, got my focus in on the foot steps of the other orc, which I would have to assume that was who it was that she was talking to right at this very moment in time, as it was clear that the orc was kind of shuffling it's foot steps, as its foot steps were quite a bit loud at the exact same time too, letting me know that it was more than likely a male orc that she had been talking to never the less.
I still was a little bit lost by all of it, as well as the fact that I was also a little bit scared by it, due to the fact that even if the orc was a male orc, I knew that the male orcs were in fact quite a bit strong than a male human, and I was sure that it would tear a human apart if it tried when ever it wanted to. I shivered, as I did my best to try not to focus in on all of that how ever, as I felt like my focus needed to be in on rather, just what it was that was going on in the very first place any ways, at the exact same time as well, as I began to calm my self down a bit at the exact same time as well.
I stood in this spot for quite a bit of some time, as I was fairly certain at first as well, that I could not move around at all, mainly due to the fact that where ever it was that I was at, at this very moment in time any ways, surely had to be a non existent place, and none of it where I was at right now, was real at all either. I began to breath in quite a bit heavily how ever, as it did not take me all too much longer at the exact same time as well, to realize just how wrong I was with the assumption that I had made, as I could feel some thing moving me around at the exact same time as well, as I was a little bit lost by just what it was that was going on right at this very moment in time any ways.
I blinked my eyes a few times how ever, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden saw a bright ray of light go in to my eyes, all at the exact same time as well, as I did my best to try to hide the light with my hand, which I did a fairly good job of doing never the less. Where ever it was that I was at right now, which was clearly some where out side, it was the middle of the day. The sun seemed to be a lot bigger than I remembered it being at the exact same time as well, as I had my eyes wide open at the exact same time as well, as I was quite a bit lost as to just what it was that I was looking at, at the exact same time as well.
I tilted my head, all at the exact same time as well, as I got my focus off of all of that, all at the exact same time as well, as I saw some thing that seemed to be a lot more important to me at the exact same time as well, as I saw it right in front of me. I was a little bit lost by it at first, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was even looking at, in the very first place any ways, as the ray of light that was coming from the sun, not all too far away from me never the less, was kind of blinding my eyes, as it was making it quite a bit hard for me to see at the exact same time as well.
After a little while longer, I then got my focus on my eyes, on to just what it was that I was even looking at, in the very first place any ways, as I gulped just a bit, as I noticed that it was an orc, just like me, as I got to see my reflection from time to time, mainly when I saw some water, or saw a window, as I did not like to go near a mirror all that often, just due to the fact that I knew that it was a harsh reminder as to the fact that of course, I was an orc, which I knew for a fact that I had never asked to be at the exact same time as well.
This orc that I saw in front of me, all at the exact same time as well, seemed to be a massive orc, as I had been told that I was quite a big orc, but the orc that I saw in front of me, was bigger than I could ever imagine, as the orc seemed to be about the size of a giant, as I too had been told about those creatures, though once again, I had never seen one with my own eyes how ever. Just like I had never seen an orc with my own eyes, though this might just be what it was that my sub conscious was trying to draw up, and tell me as to just what it was that an orc looked like.
That just did not make all too much sense to me how ever, as to the fact that an orc would look like that, as I had been told by them, as I was fairly certain this was not some thing that my sub conscious would imagine to look like to me at all. I let out quite a bit of a soft sigh once again to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I just was not all too sure about all of this. I did my best to try to shake off all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time too, as the orc that I saw right in front of me right now, had quite a big smile on his face never the less.
The male orc seemed to stare at me for quite some time all at once, as I saw that he seemed to be quite a bit happy with the fact that he was looking at an ugly orc, such as the one that I was, as well as the fact that I was clearly a lot smaller than he was, at the exact same time as well. The male orc looked at me for just a little while longer, until I then saw him blink his eyes just a few times, as he then turned his head away from me all at the exact same time as well, as the smile then seemed to disappear from his face, all at the exact same time too, as it seemed like the male orc was coming to a bit of some sort of realization about some thing, as he began to speak to the female orc that was with me right now.
I tried to turn my head over to her, but it was quite a bit hard for me to do so, as I gave up after just a few moments, as I felt like I just needed to keep my focus in on what it was that the male orc even had to say in the very first place any ways, as I kept my eyes on him, as he seemed to have his eyes squinted at the female orc, as if she had done some thing that was oddly suspicious. I was ready to defend the female orc at all cost, as she had such a beautiful voice, there seemed to be nothing bad about her at all, as it did not seem like she had a bad bone in her body.
I did my best to get my focus off of all of that, all at once how ever, as I instead got my focus on just what it was that was even going on at this very moment in time too, as I remembered that the male orc of course was speaking to the female counter part that he was with at the same time too. I shook off all of those thoughts from my head, that I might have been having not all too much earlier before all of this, as I instead got my focus in on what it was that he was even saying to her in the very first place any ways, as I then listened to each and every word that he said to her all at once.
"Your friend... She is the one that gave birth to the king's child! The king is paying a fine ransom for this orc child! This surely is him right? We will get in a lot of a trouble if we have him..." He said back over to the female orc, as I could tell that he had quite a bit of a suspicious look on his face, back at her, as it was clear that he had come to some sort of realization as to just what it was that the female orc had brought in to the room that they were in right at this very moment in time, in the very first place any ways. That was me of course, as I was starting to realize that, all at the exact same time as well.
As the female orc seemed to listen as to just what it was that he had even said to her in the very first place any ways, she then moved me back quite a bit, as this time I was able to turn my head over to her, to see just what it was that she even looked like it the first place. I was quite a bit shocked as to what it was that I saw in the very first place any ways, as I was not going to lie to my self as well, I had in fact been told that all orcs were ugly looking, but that was not the case for this female orc that I was looking at right now.
I had my gaze on her for quite a bit of some time, until for some reason, all at the exact same time as well, I then started to cry, as the female orc then reached her hands out to calm me down at the exact same time as well, as if I was some sort of baby. I did not remember as to what it was that I had looked like when I was a baby, but I had in fact seen just what it was like as to how a baby was treated in the very first place any ways. I had not a clue as to just what it was that was even going on at this very moment in time, if I was going to be completely honest with my self, never the less.
The female orc, rubbed her hand against my head for just a little bit of some time, all at the exact same time as well, as I saw that the smile that seemed to be on her face not all too long ago, as to what it was that she had said to, what I would now assume to be her husband, had all of the sudden seemed to go off of her face, all at once. It was clear that not only was she not all too happy as to what it was that he had said to her in the very first place any ways, but it also kind of seemed like she was a little bit scared by it at the exact same time too, which did in fact confused me quite a bit as well.
I was not all too sure about any of it, as I was a little bit lost in my head right now if I were to not lie to my self, as I did in fact remember that this was just a dream, and I knew that I had to tell my self that none of just what it was that was going on at this very moment in time, was real at all. I breathed in just a bit, trying to regain my focus, and regain a bit of some sort of control over my self, and over my sub conscious which was what seemed to be the state that I was in at this very moment in time none the less, as well.
I gulped just a bit, at least what sort of seemed to be a bit of a gulp, though I did not feel the spit go down my throat at all. I felt like it should not matter all too much either, as I got my focus off of all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time as well, as I then all of the sudden heard the female orc start to speak back to her husband finally. I blinked my eyes a few times, which I felt like I did not have control of at all for some odd reason or another, as I then turned my head back over to the female orc, all at the exact same time as well, still just a bit lost by all of this.
I looked at the female orc right in to her eyes, as I expected her to have a pretty little smile on her face, but sadly that was not the case at all how ever, never the less, I did in fact keep my eyes locked on to hers for just a little while longer, as I realized that the female orc was in fact speaking to the husband once again. I just kept on staring at her how ever, as I still saw that she had a not so happy look on her face. She kept on speaking to him still how ever, as I felt like I did not have much of a choice but to hear her out, as I then began to listen as to what it was that she had to say back to him at the exact same time as well, too.
"Yes... It is that orc that you are thinking about... But, this is our chance to raise a child... Can you not see that?" She said to over to him, as I then all of the sudden turned my head over to the husband, all at the exact same time as well, to see the reaction that was on his face, though I once again did not seem to have all that much of any sort of control over my self at the exact same time too, as soon as I had even done such a thing, in the very first place any ways, though I did my best to try not to get all too worried about any of that, as I saw that the male orc had his eyes squinted back at the female orc, such as she had been doing to him not all too long ago. I could tell that the male orc was not all too certain about what it was that his wife had just said to him in the very first place any ways. At first, I had been a bit worried that the male orc had been a bad orc, but the look on his face, that did not seem to be the case at all how ever, as he seemed to just be a little bit worried about some thing for some odd reason or another. I could tell that either way, he thought that what it was that his wife was saying to him, was quite a bit crazy, but it was clear that at the very least, he was going to hear her out on all of it, as I saw a bit of a guilty look on his face for some odd reason or another, as he then did in fact nod back to her, to let her know that he was of course, listening as to what it was that she had to say in the very first place any ways. It was clear that, once she had known as to such a thing, she did in fact continue to finally speak back to him once again, as though I did not have my eyes on her at all, due to the fact that it felt like I still did not have all too much control over my self, I did in fact listen as to just what it was that she had to say back to him at the exact same time as well. "The king will never know about any of this... As long as we keep a secret... Plus... You and I both know what will happen to this child if the king is to lay his hands on the child..."
The man looked at her for just a few more moments, as it was clear that he was still hearing her out on what it was that she was even saying to him in the very first place any ways. I could still tell that he did in fact still have quite a bit of a guilty look on his face at the exact same time as well, as it was clear that he had thought that it was a good idea that he should go and tell the orc king, as to where it was that his child was in the very first place any ways. It was clear, that the orc king, as soon as he got his hands on me, or just who ever it was that was even in this dream as a baby orc in the very first place any ways, was the child of that king.
As I then began to think back on it for a little while longer at the exact same time as well, I also began to realize as to the fact that the orc king that they were talking about, at the exact same time as well, was the orc male that I had heard in the dream that I had not too long ago at the exact same time as well, as I knew that, not only based off of what it was that they had said about the orc for one thing, but also the fact that the orc that I had heard, had spoken in a bit of a tone, that neither of these orcs had at all, as it seemed like that orc was not a humble orc at all.
I shook off all of those thoughts, all at the exact same time as well, as I still was just a little bit lost at the exact same time as well, as to just why it was that I was even having these dreams in the very first place any ways, as they did not seem to have any thing to do with me. Perhaps it was just my sub conscious trying to get me ready for what it was that I was not only going to have to see in the army, but it was also trying to get me ready for some of the dark things that I was going to have to do to my own species, whilst I was in the army, never the less.
I began to breath in, quite a bit heavily to my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I knew that I should not be too freaked out, nor should I be all too worried about the fact as to what it was that I was going to have to do at the exact same time as well. Yes, I knew that I was going to have to kill a bunch of my own species, but what ever it was that was going on in this dream right now, seemed to be my sub conscious trying to tell me that orcs were not bad at all, which I knew was not the case either, due to the fact as to what I had been told about them, and what it was that they did to humans.
I sighed all at the exact same time too, as I did my best to just try to ignore my sub conscious at the exact same time as well, never the less, as I could see that the male orc had quite a bit of a happy look on his face all at once, as I could see the same happy look on the face of the female orc as well. It was clear to me at this point, that this was my sub conscious trying to convince me to try to change my mind, as I knew that none of this was real at the exact same time too, as I moved my self around just a bit all at once, as I did my best to get my focus off of all of that.
As I did such a thing as that, it seemed to do quite a bit of a good job, all at the exact same time as well, as I then saw that every thing all around me got dark once again, such as it had been not all too long ago. This time, whilst it was dark though, it did not feel cold at all this time. Normally, when I was near some thing that was cold, I did not like it at all, and it did in fact make me feel quite a bit uncomfortable, but this time, I kind of felt like I was back in the cold, and I was back in to that same part of the dream that I had just been in, not all too long ago.
I was not all too sure as to just why it was that I had tried to force my self out of it, never the less, as I felt like quite a bit of an idiot. That was my home, and that was my own species, and I had just shoved them away. I was not all too sure as to what it was that was going on with me right now all at the exact same time as well. None of it was real... Why was I so worried about it? This was just a dream after all, and I knew that for a fact. I began to breath in quite a bit of a heavy sigh, all at the exact same time as well, as it then, all of the sudden, just all seemed to go away.
I was a bit lost at first, as even though I knew that I had just woken up, just based off of the fact that it all of the sudden felt quite a bit warm, as to the fact that I was in my bed, and under all of my blankets. I still felt like I was in a bit of a sub conscious state, as it still felt like none of this was real at all to me, even though I was fairly certain that this was in fact real, as I could see through my eye lids that were gently closed right now, that there was a bit of some light, which was just the opposite as to what it was that I had seen, and I had been in, in that dream not all too long before now.
I still was not all too sure about all of it how ever, as I did my best to just try to regain a little bit of some sort of control over my self, all at the exact same time as well, as I gulped a bit of some spit down my throat, and then I all of the sudden opened my eyes, all at the exact same time as well, still a little bit worried that I might some how be in my dream, even though I was fairly certain that I was not, due to the fact that I could feel the quite comfortable bed that I slept in most nights that I was at my home, and I knew that I was awake, and I was safe.
Besides, I was not all too sure as to what it was that had even happened in that dream that I had been in, not all too long ago in the very first place any ways, as it all seemed like it was fading away from me all at the exact same time as well, not just due to the fact that I was an orc, and I did not have the best of memories, when it came to my self compared to a human. I shook off all of those thoughts how ever, all at the exact same time too, as I then all of the sudden, finally opened my eyes, and I blinked a few times, not all too sure as to what it was that I was even looking at, in the very first place any ways.
There seemed to be a bit of a dark figure looming over me, in an other wise bright room that I was in right at this very moment in time. I blinked my eyes a few times, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that I was looking at, at this very moment in time any ways, due to the fact that it was taking my eyes quite a bit of some time to get used to the fact that I was in a bright room right now. I began to breath in quite a bit heavily all at the exact same time too, as I was also not all too sure as to why there was a dark figure in front of me right now, in the very first place as well.
I got my eyes focused in on all of it, all at the exact same time as well, as I then once again began to breath in quite a bit heavily, such as I had been doing not all too long before all of this. As my eyes seemed to be getting a little bit of focus in on what it was that was in front of me right now, I then all of the sudden realized that what it was that I saw in front of me right now, was simply just the fact of my father. I still was a little bit off, and a little bit worried about all of it, all at the exact same time as well, but as I finally regained a little bit of some sort of control over my self, I then let out a bit of a soft sigh of relief.
I lifted my head up a bit, as I looked up at my father, all at the exact same time as well, as I saw that he had quite a bit of a sad look on his face right at this very moment in time, for some odd reason or another, as I was not all too sure as to just what it was that was going on right now, in the very first place any ways, as I then all of the sudden tilted my head at my father, to let him know that I was in fact a little bit lost on just what it was that was going on with him right at this very moment in time any ways.
My father stared at me for just a bit of some time, as he still had quite a bit of a sad look on his face never the less, but in the end, he did seem to regain a little bit of some control over him self, all at the exact same time as well, as he then smiled at me, and he then nodded to me all of the sudden. I still was a little bit lost by all of it, if I was not going to lie to my self, but after I soon then began to realize just a bit, as to just what it was that was even going on right now, I then did in fact nod right back over to my father.
My father still stared at me, as if he still was not all too sure if I was in fact listening as to what it was that he had to say to me in the very first place any ways. I was in fact listening to him how ever, as I was about to say some thing to him, to let him know that he had my full attention on him right now, which I knew that it did not seem like he believed that was the case at all. Before I did such a thing how ever, he did in fact finally begin to speak to me, as I let out a bit of a soft sigh, all at the exact same time as well, as I then listened as to just what it was that he even had to say to me at the exact same time as well, never the less.
"I just wanted to get you up on time to make sure that you made it to the army place..." He said to me, as I blinked my eyes just a few times, as I let out a little bit of a soft sigh of relief all at once, as I was kind of glad that he had in fact done as such a thing, as I knew that I often did wake up later than I should, such as the day that I had gone to go and meet my friends at the lake, not all too long ago. That was the last day that I had gone to see all of my friends as of late, and I was fairly certain that it might even be the last time that I got to see any of my friends, ever again never the less, as I kind of dipped my head a little bit low to the ground all at once. It seemed like my father thought that I had dipped my head low to the ground for a much different reason how ever, as I then heard him start to speak up to me once again. I was a little bit lost, and as much as it felt like I did not want to do such a thing, I did in fact how ever, lift my head up, and begin to listen as to what it was that he had to say to me in the very first place once again. "And also... I wanted to say my goodbyes..."
État de l’alimentation hebdomadaire
-- Classement
Power Stone 
-- Power
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