Chapitre 7: Chapter Seven: Promise Me
Copyright © Lynnifer Ice - September 2021 All Rights Reserved.
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The loud roll and rumble of thunder snatched me from my afternoon nightmare. I was breathing heavily and, upon inspection, found that my cheeks were covered in tears. I looked to the spot just off in front of me, and the grass was spotless; there was no pile of ash. No twisters were engulfing the city. All but one bird had flown away. That bird had landed in my lap and was staring up at me, constantly tweeting. Another boom of thunder rolled through the sky. I flinched, trying to wipe my eyes. The bird fluttered up to my left shoulder. It nudged my ear, sounding more urgent with each tweet.
"It was just a dream, but it felt so real...," I clutched my chest over my throbbing heart with a brief sigh of relief.
What's up with this bird? Is it trying to warn me about something?
I turned my head to the left so that the bird would stop nudging my ear. My heart dropped into my stomach as I watched the most enormous cumulonimbus clouds that I have ever seen gather toward the city. As I scrambled to my feet, the bird flew off my shoulder, hovering in the air as I gathered up the blanket into a messy roll. I turned to the bird with my heart beating heavily in my chest.
"Whoever you are, thank you."
The bird turned and flew off a short distance before turning back toward me as if waiting for me.
"Am I supposed to follow you?" I pointed to myself. My feet had a mind of their own as they walked toward the bird without hesitation. I was more bothered as to why we were heading toward the storm instead of away from it. I did not have to ponder over the thought for long when we turned around a corner, and I stopped dead in my tracks. Way down the street, I spotted two very familiar-looking individuals. I swallowed the lump forming in my throat, quickly hiding back around the corner with my back up against the nearest building. The bird flew back around to me, hovering in front of my face, seemingly confused. It turned its head toward the corner and then back to me, repeating the movement several times until it grabbed the sleeve of my shirt and tugged at it. Against my better judgment, I let the bird drag me back around the corner.
I reconfirmed what I saw before. The two individuals were a few feet closer than before but at least half of a mile away. I could not see their faces yet, but the way they walked and their fashion choice stood out, unique like a snowflake. I was a hundred percent sure that I was looking at Yuvin and Justin. It looked like they were desperately looking around for something or someone. That's when I recalled the nightmare I had just woken up from only minutes ago. Justin had said they had been out looking for me, and I could not help but wonder if that was really true. It looked like one of them kept putting their phone up to their ear, Yuvin possibly.
Is he trying to call me? Wait, what if that nightmare was something like a warning? Why aren't they finding shelter? Don't they know a storm is upon us?!
A whip of lightning lashed through the sky as another crack of thunder soon followed. The lightning had hit a far-off lightning rod atop some building. Storms here in Willowwood are ferocious, and we have more deaths by storm than we do any other cause in this town. That is when a thought whacked me across my head.
THAT BIRD WAS LEADING ME TO THEM ON PURPOSE!
Just as I was about to call out to them, another clap of thunder rattled my bones, and I shivered in sheer fear. Then, the sky opened up as a torrential downpour was let loose. It started from behind Yuvin and Justin, soon reaching them within seconds and then me. The bird had flown off to take cover. I was drenched in a heartbeat as the rain pelted against my scalp and skin. It hurt like being pricked by a thousand bobby pins all at once.
There had been no traffic, but now of all times, I could see a pair of headlights coming up the street. However, what I saw next sent my anxiety into overdrive. Yuvin and Justin were going to cross the road! I thought maybe they might see the oncoming headlights and wait, but they just started walking, trying to shield their heads with their arms. A deadly chill flew down my spine as the honk of the approaching vehicle gave it away; it was the distinctive honk that I have only ever heard used by semis. Just like a couple of deer stuck in headlights, they actually stopped in their tracks to look!
THOSE IDIOTS!
My body reacted before my mind could process a solution. One minute I was standing at the corner, and the next, I had thrown myself in front of Yuvin and Justin. An enormous wave of pressure had surrounded me like a constricting cobra, and my eyes flashed with a golden hue. What happened after was like a scene from a comic book. I still don't know how I did it, but I naturally put my hands out in front of me, and without touching the semi, I stopped it just inches from us. The front of the semi was crushed in as if a dinosaur had taken a bite out of it. Thankfully, the semi was not hauling a trailer at the time, or the weight may have shifted it off course. The pressure around me had dissipated, but in the small space that I stood with Yuvin and Justin, the rain had frozen in place. Yet, it was still a downpour all around us. My arms ached all the way down to my fingertips as I slowly let them down, turning my palms in to face me.
Am I doing this...?
"What in the actual fuck-...," Justin wheezed.
"Shiro...? Is that really you...?" Yuvin murmured.
Sucking up what little courage I had left, I painstakingly took my time turning around to face them. I would be lying if I said that the way they looked at me did not hurt me an ounce. Justin's eyes were like that of a wild animal that had been cornered; even his skin had gone ghost white. Yuvin's gaze was softer, but his expression lacked certainty as if he was looking at an apparition of me. I pulled my aching arms into my abdomen to hold, but it made the pain skyrocket. I looked down, not wanting them to see my face as I gritted my teeth to keep from crying.
Why am I in so much pain? I wasn't physically hit. I don't understand; my body should already be healing itself...
I heard the cab door of the semi open and the voice of an elderly man. I think he had called out to us to ask if we were all right, but my ears started ringing. Even the rumble of thunder was drowned out. My eyes, without warning, felt heavy, and I started seeing black spots in my vision.
What's happening to me? No... This is not the time for this shit to happen! We have to get out of here and take shelter.
I soon felt the rain resume its violent pelting against my body, and almost instantaneously, I felt my body collide with the blacktop.
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As I regained my cognitive ability, I noticed that my body felt incredibly warmer than before. Without opening my eyes, I tried to sense anything else. I focused on my hearing. I did not hear any beeping of a monitor so, I knew I was not in a hospital. I did, however, hear soft breathing against...both...of my ears? Next, I tried to focus on my sense of smell, but there were too many different scents together that I could not decipher one from the other. I then tried to focus on my sense of touch. My body no longer ached, utterly void of pain, which meant my injuries had already healed. I felt something soft yet lumpy against my backside, and I also felt a slight weight across my chest and abdomen. I could feel a breeze cross against my skin, but also a constant warmth against my sides and the weights against me.
Wait, skin...?
I cautiously popped one eye open, taking in the navy-blue ceiling above me. My heart skipped a beat. I opened my other eye and slowly tilted my chin down as I took a peek at my body. There was a sheet and blanket in the way, but there was a small opening that I could barely make out that I was only dressed in my underwear. I tried harder to focus on what little I could see until I was able to pick up on not just one, but two arms draped over me. I felt the very prominent thud of my heartbeat echo in my ears. I tensed when I heard a soft groan on my right side and then felt the very noticeable touch of a human body move against mine before a hairy leg entangled itself with one of my legs. It did not stop there because I felt some hair strands brush against my cheek and a chin nuzzle into my shoulder. As if on cue, the body on my left side did the exact same thing!
Please, tell me this is a dream and that I am not actually half-dressed and in bed with two other half-dressed living organisms!!!
I wiggled my fingers, finding them to be against my thighs. When I tried to pull them up toward my stomach, I found that some filled fabric blocked both paths. I mentally facepalmed myself, realizing they were more than likely their underwear. I huffed through my nose in annoyance but secretly thanked the goddess above that their packages were both still soft.
So, I have a pretty good idea who is lying with me and where I am. Now, how do I get out of this situation, and how did this occur in the first place? Besides that, WHO UNDRESSED ME?!
As carefully as I could, I turned my head from side to side to look at their faces. My guess had been correct; I was indeed in bed with Yuvin and Justin. I stared back up at the ceiling, trying to remember what happened, but the last thing I could remember was the world going dark. I tried to think logically of how the events that took place prior could have led to the current circumstances. The best thing that I could surmise was that I must have felt cold to the touch and obviously drenched when we had made it inside. If that were the case, the only logical explanation was that they were trying to prevent hypothermia from settling in. Therefore, I figured they must have rushed to get themselves and me out of our wet clothes and then huddled together like this to get my body temperature back up to where it should be. However, I decided that if I was wrong about that for being the reason that I am half-dressed, then I would definitely not hesitate to kick their asses once I am free of these limb constrictions.
The fact that I'm not panicking despite my current disposition baffles me. I feel somewhat content being squished between these two. How odd is that? Under normal circumstances, I would have completely freaked out and probably had an anxiety attack. My mind is definitely concerned, but my body seems to have a totally different mindset. I should be frantic, but I'm not. This almost feels...right? Which is weird, and I don't understand why. Ugh! I can't make sense of these odd feelings that I feel! For now, I need to focus at least on getting my hands away from the danger zones and a way to not be topless!
Very strategically, I wiggled my shoulders ever so subtly, and unfortunately, I received a discontent grunt from both sides. I smiled briefly while I thought about taking the opportunity to tease them, but my smile soon faded when I realized there was no talking my way out of this one. I tried to sit up, hoping their arms would slide right off of me, but to my surprise, their arms held me down. Even more to my surprise, I saw a massive flash from the bedroom window, followed by a bellow of thunder. I flinched, every muscle in my body tensing. Yuvin groaned in protest before I felt him shift against me. However, it was difficult to focus on him when storms still terrified me, especially the ones we have here. I was scared enough of the storm when I was outside.
"Hey," Yuvin cooed as he pecked my shoulder, "You're safe here. Try to relax, okay?"
Relax??? How the hell am I supposed to relax amid a storm?! I'm surprised I didn't notice it was still storming until now.
He kept peppering my shoulder and the side of my neck with small soothing pecks until my body started to visibly relax. "Oh, and welcome back, Shiro. We'll talk about earlier, later. For now, just get some rest."
Hold on. How did he know I was awake? Wait... Never mind; stupid question.
I bit the side of my cheek, thinking that this was already a bad idea, but I gradually turned my head toward Yuvin. I was expecting him to be furious with me and scowl, but instead, he was smiling. He lifted his head from my shoulder, propping himself up on one arm while keeping the other draped across me. The covers slipped off his top-half in the process, including part of mine. His gaze was so warm that I found it hard to look away. He may have been smiling, but I couldn't muster a smile in this situation. I wanted nothing more than to just escape or, better yet, melt into the bed beneath me.
"You aren't cross with me...?" I asked barely above a whisper.
"Oh, I'm actually quite furious, but I'm more glad to see you alive and in one piece. So, scolding you can wait until later," Yuvin calmly rattled off, his smile unwavering.
Yeah, smiling while saying that totally doesn't freak me out. Nope! Not one bit.
His eyes floated down to where his arm was against my skin, and then he lightly brushed my side with the pads of his fingers before his gaze traveled a bit higher. It took everything in me to not make a sound. I wanted to squeeze my eyes shut, but I knew that would not make me invisible.
Fucking pervert... Damnit, Yuvin!
I could tell he was staring at my chest, but as luck would have it, Justin's arm was draped across my breasts in just the perfect angle that my buds were hidden from Yuvin's view.
Thank fuck for that. Not that it makes me any more comfortable... I guess, though, that I would rather it be Justin's arm than someone else since he already... Well... He's already well acquainted with them because... Well- You all already know what happened! Let's not relive that embarrassing moment that I now slightly regret. Justin was right; I did end up regretting that, BUT ONLY HALF!
Yuvin side-smirked and then smiled, lightly chuckling to himself as if he had just told a hilarious joke inside his head. When I tried to move my hand away from his package for the second time, desperately wanting to put some distance between it and me, his smile disappeared. I gulped when we locked eyes, freezing when his hand slid down my abdomen and across my thighs. Goosebumps spread across my body in a hurry. I felt him casually wrap his hand around mine that had been innocently up against his groin.
"Someone has naughty hands. I hope your hand was there out of coincidence and not trying to give me a hard-on," Yuvin flatly commented, tugging my hand up until it was in my line of sight.
Fffff- Could this be any more awkward?
"It's just coincidence, I swear," I blurted out, trying not to wake Justin too. Although, I had a slight suspicion that he was only pretending to be asleep. A single bead of sweat slid down the side of my left brow. My heart was beating hard in my chest, simply out of the worry of doubt that he wouldn't believe me.
Yuvin's gentle smile returned as he brought my hand to his lips. "Good," he softly replied as he kissed my hand before laying it down on my stomach.
Something is still bugging me...
"Yuvin?" I began, feeling a bit embarrassed.
"Hmm?" He hummed in response.
"Could I at least have a shirt to put on? I don't like being this bare in front of you guys...," I tried to gain sympathy.
"You're uncomfortable? That's an interesting thing to say," he answered with an amused air about him, "especially after what you and Justin did together. There wasn't much left to the imagination either in that photoshoot with Gin. I think I have told you before, but I'll repeat myself once more. You looked pretty good in that lingerie, and there isn't much that I haven't already seen, Shiro."
I think that confirms who undressed me...
"Please," I pleaded, "I want to be covered."
"Hmm," he playfully pulled at his imaginary beard, "I do like the idea of seeing you in one of my shirts with just the addition of your underwear. You'd look even better in one of them than any lingerie, I think. Alright," he smirked down at me, "I'll accept your request, but for a small fee."
"A fee?" I asked nervously, "What kind of fee...?"
"I would like another kiss; the one we shared in the closet was nowhere near enough to satisfy me."
Now, THAT is playing dirty. I never should have asked for kisses back then. Curse my ever-growing curiosity!
"A kiss?" I reconfirmed with an arched brow.
"Mhm," he nodded, "I want a kiss, and I don't mean the pecking kind." Yuvin leaned in a bit closer to me, his eyes never straying from mine.
I, however, was not expecting to feel Justin's arm tense. I gave Yuvin a light-hearted smile. Justin's leg possessively pulled on my leg that it was wrapped around. I almost wanted to laugh from Justin's subtle movements, and Yuvin did not seem to notice at all. I decided to try to stall because I was really not in the mood to kiss anyone.
"You mean right now, right this second?" I asked, tilting my head just a tad.
"Well, if you don't want a shirt," he began as he went to lay back down against me. My eyes widened, thinking he was going to take back his offer of getting me a shirt.
"Yes, yes, yes! I want the shirt!" I couldn't help but exclaim. I mentally facepalmed when I realized I had shouted.
If Justin wasn't already awake, he definitely is now. There is no way that would not have woken him up. Good going, Shiro...
"Someone's eager," Yuvin smiled, leaning back on his arm again. "Are you going to take the initiative, Shiro, or do I?"
"My mobility is a bit restricted at the moment," I nervously laughed.
"I don't mind taking the initiative then," Yuvin spoke softly as he leaned in closer toward me, closing his eyes.
Before he could reach my lips, I watched as Justin's hand flatly covered Yuvin's mouth. I had to hold in a laugh at how the tables had turned. Justin pushed back on Yuvin a bit as he leaned partially over me.
"Not on my watch," Justin coldly stated with an icy glare toward Yuvin.
Saved by the bell! ...I mean, Justin!
I watched as Yuvin's eyes snapped open with a fiery glare toward Justin. Yuvin gripped his wrist, wrenching his hand away.
"How fucking dare you," Yuvin growled.
"How dare I?" Justin spat back, not bothering to free his wrist from Yuvin's grip, "How about, how dare you try to kiss her in front of me."
Hmm... Things might get ugly. Perhaps, I could use this as my chance to slip out of here!
I tried to slither down, but I didn't even get an inch down before Justin's leg tightened around mine.
So much for that plan...
"...-and where do you think you're going, Beautiful? Stick around for a while," Justin smiled down at me with a glint of mischief in his eye.
I know that look... I am in deep shit...
"It's just a kiss, Justin. It's not like I was going to fuck her," Yuvin continued to argue with Justin.
I felt my cheeks burn up at Yuvin's comment. I just stared at the ceiling, deeply wishing I would just sink into the bed or evaporate into thin air. I was beyond embarrassed. Just the mention of sex had my memories of Justin and me flashing through my mind. I was still a virgin, and although the idea of sex excited me, it scared the shit out of me just as much. I didn't know the first thing about sex because of my situation as a kid; I never got to take sexual education in school. All I knew was that that's how living organisms mate and have kin of their own.
"You really want to go there, Yuvin?" Justin challenged him.
"Maybe I do," Yuvin spat back.
The tension in the air could be cut with a knife, and it was like electricity between their heated gazes. I swallowed a lump in my throat, gathering the courage to speak up.
"Guys...?" I tried saying perhaps a bit too soft.
"Be my guest then, Yuvin. If you want to fight, I won't hesitate to break your bones," Justin antagonized.
"You want to take this outside then, you little shit?" Yuvin snarled, obviously quite worked up.
Well, they appear to be caught up in their own world of anger to hear me...
Since nothing was covering my chest anymore because Justin had moved, I wrapped my right arm around my breasts. I looked between Yuvin and Justin, who were practically at each other's throats. There was only a mere few inches between them. Knowing there were two different ways to cut the tension in the air, I decided to go with the choice that would get me in less trouble. Before I could chicken out, I quickly threw my left arm up and around Yuvin's neck. I pulled him down, connecting our lips before he could process what was going on.
Add this to the list of stupid things that I've done...
I heard Justin gasp, completely flabbergasted. Knowing there was no going back, I committed myself to the kiss, synchronizing the movements of my lips with Yuvin's. I knew Yuvin had let go of Justin's wrist when I felt him wrap an arm around my back, pulling my chest closer to his until they were pressed against each other. The feeling of warm skin with a small amount of friction against my bare chest felt weird, especially on my bosoms. An odd tingly feeling spread around my buds; it was something I had never experienced before. My head felt a little fuzzy as our kiss deepened; it was a different kind of fuzziness than I had experienced with Gin. I could faintly hear Justin grumbling, but it was hard to focus on anything but the new sensations that I was experiencing. I was thankful that Yuvin had taken the lead, though, because I still was not entirely sure of what I was doing. Just when the fuzziness turned into an odd swimming in my head, Yuvin gently broke the kiss, an undeniable string of saliva still briefly connecting us until it broke away, proof of just how steamy our kiss got. Yuvin rested his forehead against mine, eyes still closed, both of us catching our breath.
"I...," Yuvin slowly expressed with a light pant, "I was not expecting that from you, but I'm glad you did. I'll go get you that shirt." He chuckled against my lips before briefly kissing me again before pulling away completely, my arm slinking away and back to wrapping it around my cleavage.
I watched as Yuvin slid out of bed with an almost goofy-looking smile. Then, I heard Justin clear his throat. I tried to mentally prepare myself as I laid back and turned my head to Justin, positively glowering down at me. He had propped himself up on his elbow, too, just as Yuvin had done previously. I felt so small under his gaze. I visibly gulped, expecting the worst, but it never came as his expression softened when I smiled sheepishly.
"Right after I stop him from kissing you, you go and kiss him anyways," Justin sighed with a defeated shake of his head.
"It stopped you two from chopping off each other's heads, right?" I tried to barter, happy that he was not entirely pissed off at me.
I had not noticed that Yuvin had made it back over until a white t-shirt landed on my face. I heard Justin burst out in laughter at my sudden silence, his leg unwrapping from mine in the process. I pulled the shirt down off my face with my free hand just in time to see Yuvin's face looming over top of mine. He grinned before pecking my lips and then pulling away. When my eyes followed him off the bed, my eyes nearly bulged out of my head.
"Now that you have a shirt," Yuvin began with his hands on his hips, "I'm going to go take a cold shower. That kiss had a bigger effect on me than I initially thought." His smile turned into a proud smirk when he saw me gawking, "Do you like what you see, Shiro?" He laughed light-heartedly when I couldn't answer. "You'll eventually see the goods, I'm sure," he winked before starting to move away from the bed.
For some unknown reason, words that I wished I could erase poured out of my mouth all at once. "Could I see them now?" I asked with a straight face.
The sad thing is that I'm 1000% serious; I must have gone crazy to say such an absurd thing!
Yuvin froze in his tracks, audibly choking on either the air or his own saliva. His eyes were blown wide as he looked back at me as if he was in disbelief. I saw him look at Justin and then back at me, trying to make sense of what just happened. Then, for some insane reason, I sat up with the shirt clutched against my chest, and then I did something even crazier. I shook out the shirt in front of both of them, my perky chest on complete display as I put the t-shirt on, letting it slip over my arms and head. It fell to the top of my breasts but refused to lower across them. So, I had to grab the bottom of the shirt and pull it down the rest of the way.
"Oh, shit...," Justin groaned from beside me, adjusting himself all of a sudden.
"Yuvin, your nose is bleeding," I commented.
"Crap!" Yuvin exclaimed, reaching for tissue by the bedside, quickly bringing it to his nose and then back down for a moment to see the blood on the tissue. "I really do have a nosebleed. Damnit, Shiro. This is totally your fault," he grumbled.
"My fault?" I pointed to myself, confused, "How is it my fault?"
"It's a guy thing that you apparently don't understand," Yuvin sighed in frustration. "What do you expect after such a spectacular sight? If that's what Justin got to see, then I am more than jealous..."
I tilted my head to the side, an odd feeling of warmth spreading through my veins. The sensation felt familiar yet stranger-like. I tried to think back to when I had felt like this before, but nothing was coming to mind. My behavior was unlike me. I partly did not feel like myself. I had felt strange since I came to, but not to this degree. Just when I thought it could not get any worse, more words spilled from my lips, "So, are you going to show me or not?"
"Uh...Before I do something I can't take back-...," Yuvin gulped before rushing off to the bathroom, nearly slamming the door shut.
What's his problem? That was an odd thing to do. So is what I said, though. Am I sick or something? A fever, maybe?
Feeling more comfortable with a t-shirt on, I turned to Justin, who seemed to be doing his best not to make eye contact with me. "Justin? What are you-...," I halted my sentence once I realized he was hiding his groin. For some twisted reason, I decided to tease him, "Did I give you a boner again?"
Where is all this sudden confidence coming from?! It's almost like I-... Oh, FUCK...!
The memory smacked me in the face as I finally remembered what this sensation that I was feeling was. I thought back to when the first time this had happened.
I remember I freaked out and went to my LandLady about it, different from my current LandLady. My first LandLady was, as turns out, married to a mutant, another woman; I never met her wife, though. It was the first year I had moved here. Of course, it has been six years since then, but since my dead parents never told me about this significant change, I had to ask my LandLady since she was the only one besides the Librarian that knew my secret. She told me the change I was going through since I am half-mutant; I was going through what they called "heat." I thought only animals went through heat! Apparently, females go through heat, too, regardless of race, if you aren't fully human, and it's different lengths of time for everyone. So, does that mean I'll only experience this once every six years? This is the worst time to have this right now, though! When this happened last time, she had me stay indoors throughout the entire length of it. She told me that APPARENTLY, it's dangerous for a female in heat, especially a virgin, to be walking out in the open. She told me stories of others like me getting ripped off the streets. It freaked me out so much that I did as she told me and stayed inside until my heat was gone, but now- WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW!? It's like my body has an agenda of its own! I'll end up losing my virginity if I don't think of something quick to stop myself. Maybe I can ask Justin to knock me out? Fuck.... He'll never do that. AAAGHHH!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M GOING THROUGH HEAT RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!! This is fucking with my mind, even worse than last time. I have an extreme desire for manly meat. This is bad...very...VERY bad. Think, Shiro, THINK!
"Shiro, that is so not funny," Justin frowned, grabbing his pillow, urgently requiring a shield for his tented groin.
Like some kind of sex-deprived harlot, I reached for the pillow, trying to take it away. The more I tried to pull it away, the more Justin wanted to keep it in place. I focused on the pillow, gripping it tightly as a purple tint briefly replaced the amber in my irises, and grinned like a maniac as I watched it burst into fluffy smithereens.
I DID IT! I ACTUALLY CONTROLLED MY POWERS FOR ONCE! Thank you, molecular combustion!
"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST DO?!?!" Justin freaked out as he frantically tried to scoot away until he reached the edge of the bed.
As bad as the situation is right now, the look on Justin's face is priceless!
I cackled, crawling closer toward him in my moment of victory. However, at that exact moment, the bathroom door slammed open, releasing a cloud of steam. Out ran a naked Yuvin, tightly holding onto a towel wrapped around his waist. His body was glistening from the water droplets that covered his skin. His eyes were as wild as Justin's were, except Justin's eyes mirrored a speck of genuine fear. I looked like a predator on her first hunt, closing in on her first kill. The rush of adrenaline in my veins was a euphoric feeling. Of course, I also felt my mouth watering as I looked at Yuvin from head to toe. He looked absolutely scrumptious!
I can remember something my first LandLady told me that haunts me to this very day... She told me that the reason I got my first heat was that I had finally met my lifelong partner. How am I supposed to know who that is when I met the seven of my friends on the exact same day? Then again, I am in a room with two of those seven friends, and I just got my second heat. Could my lifelong partner be one of them? Maybe it isn't related to that? Perhaps that person is just in the same living space as me? Then again, my body felt even weirder than when I woke up when I kissed Yuvin, but now I'm being drawn toward Justin... This is so confusing! Putting that aside, I'm acting like a maniac! They are never going to look at me the same after today. However, they already looked at me differently. It was subtle but still different, kind of like how I feel right now. I feel like my body is acting on some sort of natural instinct, and I really hate it!
"Shiro? Would you care to explain?!" Yuvin shouted toward me, the wildness in his eyes turning into smoldering anger as the fluff from the pillow still slowly floated down to the floor.
"Explain what?" I tilted my head with a maniacal grin as I blew a gust of air strong enough to send Yuvin's towel flying. I had never seen Yuvin turn white so fast in my life. I watched as his hands flew to cover his goods. I did not like that one bit. My grin fell, and instead of going after Yuvin, I turned my attention back to Justin. To my surprise, Justin no longer looked scared, and his eyes were clouded in a way that I had never experienced.
"Shiro, whatever just happened is unnatural, but what I want right now is completely natural," he spoke in an almost raspy tone as his chest slowly rose and fell.
"Oh? Elaborate for me," I cooed as I crawled closer. My legs were on either side of his right leg; one of my hands was flat on the bed between his legs, just centimeters away from the prized family jewels. More tingles spread across my skin as he sat up more, close enough that our breath mingled with each other.
No. No! Bad, Shiro!
"I know what I said the other day at the photo shoot, but right now, I don't think I can or even want to hold back," Justin tried to explain, his breathing becoming ever so slightly heavier.
"Maybe I don't want you to hold back this time," I replied, looking deep into my eyes. I watched Justin's Adam's apple bob as he gulped. A warm smile spread across my lips when I heard the floorboards creak behind us.
NO! Don't encourage them!!! Damnit, body! LISTEN TO ME!!! If this keeps up I-...
"P-panties...- I can see so much. Fuck, you look hot bent over with my t-shirt on. Screw the shouting I heard and this weird mess...!" Yuvin whisper-shouted from behind us, "I want in on whatever is consensually happening here."
Whatever is happening, I don't think I can stop anymore. I think I am going to be in this for the long haul. My body just feels hotter and hotter, and it is starting to hurt, and I want it to stop! It didn't feel like this last time.
"Why did you have to go and say that," Justin whined, looking moderately conflicted. He brushed one of his hands across my cheek, and I unexpectedly purred. He did not seem the slightest bit of fazed by that fact as he stroked his thumb against my skin. "I need to ask you two crucial questions, Shiro. So, please focus."
"I have a question to ask first," I replied as my eyes dipped down to his outstanding tent. "May I have your permission to touch that? I really really want to, right this second."
Oh, just kill me now and save me from the embarrassment later on...!
"Yes," Justin squeaked without hesitation, "You may."
My hand wasted no time before she greedily ran her palm up and around the warm package, "Oh, that is fun to touch.~" I nearly squealed with a sparkle in my eye before I returned my gaze to Justin's eyes. I could not help but giggle as he momentarily squeezed his eyes shut, failing to hold in a soft groan. Then, I heard Yuvin speak up in a bit of a nervous rasp from right behind me as the bed dipped by my feet.
"This is too difficult of a feast to resist when it is right in front of my eyes, Shiro. I know what I told you earlier before scrambling off, but none of that seems to matter right now. May I have your consent to explore your every curve?" Yuvin asked me as I heard him subtly lick his lips.
I'm going to regret this; I just know it!
"Hmm.~" I hummed in brief thought, "I'll allow it." No sooner had I agreed than I felt warm hands smooth over my rear. It felt like tiny sparks of electricity wherever his hands landed. I wanted more, and I could feel myself becoming oddly impatient.
Yeah, I give up. There's no use trying to fight it this time. This was bound to happen eventually!
"Shiro," Justin spoke up as he struggled to open his eyes without them fluttering. When I hummed in response, he continued. "I need you to promise me you won't disappear on us again."
"I promise...," I brushed my nose against Justin's. I could feel Yuvin's thumbs hooking under the hem of my panties, and that, for some reason, excited me.
"Secondly," Justin breathed with a slight shudder as my curious hand continued its exploration. "I need to know that you will be okay with this. If we do this, there's no going back; it cannot be undone." His tone was serious as his body shook from sensitivity.
"You have my consent, Justin," I pecked his lips once. "Now, take these off; they're in the way from what I want."
"Fuck... Are you really our Shiro?" Justin asked with the tiniest trace of doubt.
No! She's not- I'm not! Well, I am, but I'm not in control of my body!!! This damn heat is controlling what I do and say...
"Of course, I am. I'm just feeling confident and very hot and bothered. I need... I want someone-... I want you," I paused for maximum impact, "plural, to take care of it."
"God damn... No offense, Shiro, but-," Yuvin commented as he pulled my panties away from their parking place, "you sound like a bitch in heat."
"Maybe because I am," I blurted out without the slightest thought.
WHY DID I SAY THAT?!?! YOU CAN'T JUST ADMIT SOMETHING LIKE THAT!!!
I heard them both choke on air as if denying the fact that I said something so fictitious. Seconds after that, I felt Justin's lips crash into mine. If my body felt hot before, it now felt like it was on fire. The kiss lasted only a few moments before he pulled back just enough to whisper something in my ear.
"I want to promise you something in return, Shiro," Justin's breath tickled my ear, "No matter what happens, we won't ever abandon you."
"You're stuck with us, forever and always," Yuvin eagerly agreed as his hands moved along my curves.
Oh, how very true that is...
Those were the last words spoken before I entirely gave in to the temptation before me. My mind completely blocked out the storm outdoors. Instead, only thoughts of everlasting pleasure flooded my mind. I could focus on nothing else but the two men I was with. I did not even seem to care how loud I was, nor did they. My mind was so thoroughly absorbed in our activities that I had not heard when the bedroom door opened. My thoughts were clouded, my eyes blinded by a fog of pleasurable moments. I was too far gone to know that I willingly agreed to other voices that had joined us. The memory that etched itself the most in my mind was when a sharp thrust of pain bore into me amongst the clouds of bliss. A scream was ripped through my throat as tears pooled in the corners of my eyes but never fell.
Why does it hurt?
My body felt like molten lava, and my lungs felt like they were gasping for air. My throat hurt, as did my body. I had lost sense of what was going on around me. It was like I was just a passenger and my natural instincts were the driver. I was not in control of my body or my mind. It was as if it had just tossed me to the side, only allowing me to view what little of the show I could actually see, but eventually, I could see nothing. My vision had gone from foggy white to red to black. I no longer had any idea of what was going on.
I am so screwed...literally, this time. I swear to the Goddess above if I get knocked up because of this-...!
- End of Chapter Seven -
État de l’alimentation hebdomadaire
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