Chapitre 8: Ch 7 - The First Day Pt. 4
~~Marine's POV~~
"Sigh....well, tomorrow, we're gonna be streaming again. Not that that's the problem but...."
I looked up at the ceiling as I put my right forearm on my forehead and rested my left arm beside me as I lay in the bed that I haven't rested on for a couple months, thinking about nothing but...
"....Hololive, huh....?" I mumbled. I moaned a bit, not realizing where my left arm was located now. I looked down, despite my boobs getting in the way of my vision, and....
It was resting on my vagina.
"...Rushia...."
Her cute voice....her green hair....her red eyes....that small petite body....her happiness, her streams, our moments spent together regardless if it was us 2 or with the 3rd gen and everybody else...before I even realized it, my right hand was already on my left boob, fondling it in a circle, maybe up and down, or left and right. Even my left hand started to have a mind of its own and started to rub on my vagina as it went up and down.
"Hah...hah....Rushia, you're so....cute....~"
'Despite that though...I'm still looking for the time where I can tell her that maybe things aren't working out, and we should go back to square one.' I thought.
I can feel some sort of sticky liquid oozing out from where my left hand is currently at as I felt the stickiness and wetness of it. That familiar liquid that I encounter almost....everyday....
"Hah....hah....hah.....~~" Out of instinct, I sat up, and knelt, fondling my boobs with my right hand again as I played with my nipple using my fingers, going back and forth on the nipple, maybe circle my finger around it. I started panting more, and sweat started to form on my head, neck, and even my body.
"Hah...hah...~~ Oh my god, Rushia, your body is so perfect though, I just can't help but-AH!~~"
Fuck...fuck...! Oh my god, it feels so good! I wonder what it's like to do "that"?~~
~~Matsuri's POV~~
"Hah...hah....hah....Fubuki....!~ Fubuki...!!~" I said, digging my face into the pillow while fingering myself through my panties.
I was still wearing my undershirt and panties at this time, but I already put my uniform in the laundry. So I still have to put these in the laundry before I take a shower. For now though....
"Hah....hah...~ Oh my god, I really wanna fuck you, Fubuki...!~ Hrngh....!~~~" I said, biting my pillow.
"Fuck!~ Fuck!~ Fuck!~ FUCK!~ FUCK!!~~" I said to myself, fingering and rubbing my vagina faster.
"HAH....~ HAH....~ HAH....~ I can't forget about Luna too...!~~"
Oh....her cute baby voice....it just makes me wanna smother my lips all over her boobs and face....that innocent look, that innocent personality that makes you wanna protect her....I'm sorry, Fubuki, but I'm gonna have to switch to Luna real quick...!
"AHN!~ AH!~ AH!~ FUCK, LUNA, I LOVE YOU!~ I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!~ HRRNGH...!!~ H-HOSHIKAWA....!!!~"
I kept alternating between rubbing my vagina and fingering myself deep inside until I felt something. While I was rubbing, I imagined grabbing Luna's arms as we both faced our vaginas towards each other and scissored ourselves as we went back and forth, imagining her little cute moans that she possibly might do.
Same went for Fubuki and Hoshikawa. I thought of us in very lewd poses. Even me being pegged by their strap-ons.
"Hah....I'm about to cum....!~~ Oh no...!~~"
My vagina started to feel funny, like I was about to pee, but I wasn't. It felt quite good to rub my vagina even more, but I had to do it in the right place, because if I rub it more, I'm about to burst a lot from my vagina.
I stopped touching myself and ran towards the bathroom while getting rid of my panties. I fingered myself as fast as I could when I finally arrived. I also covered my mouth as I fingered myself while pressing my body against the wall. My vagina was ready to explode and my mind was preparing to feel all sorts of nice feelings from the climax.
"Hrrngh...!~ HRRNGH!...!~ HA..HA..!~ HA!~ HAH!~ I-I'M CUMMING...!~ I'M....!~~"
~~Aloe's POV~~
"H-Hrrrngh...!!!!~~~" I moaned as my love juices shot out of my vagina and I moved my finger more, letting all the "good sensations" run through my body.
"AH..!~ Ah!~ Hah...hah...hah....~" I let go of my mouth and looked at my vagina and the floor, seeing it all wet because of me climaxing.
Not long after, the "good sensations" that ran through my body disappeared, and I pulled my finger away from my vagina as I just panted and thought back to what I imagined in order to masturbate.
"Hah...Kiyoshi…" I mumbled.
'...I wish me and him were still together, but…'
"I want to find somebody that's willing to stay with me."
Funnily enough, I wish to not be horny anymore, and just wanna be happy...
I grabbed the shower head and took a shower, humming to myself, and just a couple seconds later, I thought to myself: 'I wonder how Shiro-kun is gonna do when he finally debuts...?'
I looked down and clenched my fists.
'Don't make the same mistake as I did, Shiro-kun. Not just leaking your voice and the 2D model for any of your wishes, but even getting into your feelings and saying something you wish you never have said…'
~~Miko's POV~~
I just looked at my left forearm's underside facing up with my sleeve rolled back as I looked at it with a blank expression, seeing the cuts on it that I made with the sharp edge of my razor blade. Cuts over cuts that my skin might as well be a substitute for a cutting board.
'...Do people even like me anymore...? I'm like the dumbest bitch in the world. Why do people still wanna hang out with me...?'
I put the razor blade near my forearm with the help of my right hand and finally touched the edge onto my skin as I moved the razor blade downwards, tearing up a bit in my eyes but still keeping the blank expression from before.
'All I am is just a scapegoat. I'm the joke itself. I can't even speak English as good as the others. I sound too annoying. I'm a slow learner...what good qualities do I even have? Sure, I may have fans, but...I'm afraid they're just trying to make me happy just cause I'm a girl....' I thought as I kept cutting my forearm with my razor blade, feeling nothing but numbness, even when I'm supposed to feel pain.
'...Especially 'cause all the guys I hung out with only looked at me as some sort of toy they can play with, letting me send pics of my boobs and my vagina just for their wants…'
At this moment, I saw nothing but gray. Nothing made sense except for a part of my brain telling me to "Keep cutting yourself. It's the only way to snap back to reality."
~~1st-3rd Gen Holostars POV~~
Miyabi stared at the ceiling while laying in bed, almost looking brain-dead as he only thought of two things only, but one thought being more dominant than the other.
'JUST GIVE UP. JUST GIVE UP. JUST GIVE UP. JUST GIVE UP.'
"...No...."
'JUST GIVE UP. JUST GIVE UP. JUST GIVE UP. JUST GIVE UP. JUST GIVE UP. JUST GIVE UP.'
"I have more to achieve..."
'NOBODY CARES. YOU'RE JUST A MALE VTUBER. NOBODY CARES. YOU'RE JUST A MALE VTUBER. NOBODY CARES. YOU'RE JUST A MALE VTUBER.'
"...No…" Miyabi covered his face with his right forearm to cover what his eyes are doing right now. Just after covering his eyes up, his body couldn't take it anymore. He had to burst out his feelings right now.
"Shinove...Yagoo...everybody...even me....we all worked hard to make this work…we made good progress." I said as I sniffed afterwards.
'YOU ONLY GREW SO LITTLE. HOW IS THAT BIG PROGRESS? YOU'RE JUST WASTING YOUR LIFE, DUMBASS.'
"No...! I know we're gonna do something good...!"
'YOU'RE JEALOUS OF SHIRO, AREN'T YOU? YOU WISH YOU HAD THAT ATTENTION WHEN YOU STARTED. YOU WISH YOU HAD THAT ATTENTION EVERY SECOND, MINUTE, AND DAY.'
"No, I'm not..." Miyabi stayed silent for a while, just letting time pass by to heal his current mental state.
While Miyabi was mentally breaking down, Kira, on the other hand, was coughing so much.
He held his chest area like his life depended on it as he went to his medications that were located in one of the drawers near his computer's desk.
He still coughed as he got his medications and got one of each piece into his hand, still coughing hard that it felt like he might die at some point, and once he got it inside his mouth and swallowed it, he coughed just a bit more, but a couple seconds later, he coughed less, and sat back down at his gaming chair.
"Hah...hah...finally…"
'The struggles of having such a weak body...it fucking sucks...'
Izuru and Rikka were just playing guitars, but they had other things in mind as they played guitar. They were even playing different things on the guitar. Izuru was playing the chords of Lemon on his guitar while humming, while Rikka was playing random chords on his guitar.
'Man...it'd be nice to do more collabs and songs with the Hololivers...why do we have to be limited to just being in Holostars or with other Vtubers and not the Hololivers...? It's not like I like them anyway...well, I didn't like Matsuri anymore after that "one time" so....it's unlikely we'd develop feelings for the girls anyway.' Rikka thought, looking at his guitar, wanting to just get lost in his thoughts, hoping one day, it could happen.
Meanwhile, Izuru looked at his guitar while still playing the chords of Lemon while humming the lyrics. The more he played though, the quieter the strumming and humming became, and the more sloppy his hand strumming became. More time passed, and his hand just stopped completely as he sighed, finishing the playing with a slap to the guitar's body.
"I guess that's enough guitar playing for today...!" He said as he stood up and put his guitar on its stand and went to his bed as he plopped down and sighed.
"Well, let's see what's going on in Twitter…?" He said as he checked his phone.
He checked the time, and dropped his eyelids a bit, almost like he was disappointed seeing how long he was playing guitar for.
"It's just been 3 minutes of doing nothing, huh...?"
'Jeez...that was quite unproductive.' He thought.
Suzaku and Kaoru were just browsing through the internet. Suzaku was scrolling through Twitter, and Kaoru was watching some Holostar streams.
"...Oh wow...it's almost been an hour, and Shiro is still trending on Twitter…" Suzaku said.
'Not long before he was announced, he slowly attracted a lot of attention, and he went trending when the hashtag finally got tweeted enough. I was expecting it to die down a bit, but jeez...it's going strong right now. Even some Vtubers in the community were tweeting about this guy. Obviously, a lot of Vtubing fans also tweeted about this guy.'
"Man...he's really popping out to the surface quickly, isn't he...?"
'I'm jealous...not in that way, but...I do miss the feeling of having fans waiting for your next stream as they talk endlessly about what they like about you.' Suzaku thought.
Kaoru just looked at some funny clips of Holostars, seeing some collaborations, and stupid moments on stream like some slip-ups, or something like Izuru playing "eighth note".
"HAHAHA...!!! Ah...man, those were good times…"
Kaoru went from a happy smile to a bittersweet smile in seconds as he thought back to the last stream he did where the last thing he said was "Otsunail! Bye bye!"
Kaoru and Suzaku sighed as they blurted out the only thought that came in their mind.
"...I miss streaming…"
Aruran and Oga sighed, sitting in front of their computers in their own rooms, leaning on one arm.
"Collabs, collabs…" Oga said.
"Streams, streams…" Aruran said.
"Well, it is our job after all to keep up with everybody and stream." Oga said while leaning back on his chair and crossing his arms.
"Welp, I got nothing better to do…" Aruran said, also leaning back on his chair..
'...When we go back to streaming, we have to work 6x harder. We need to hustle and reach our own goals…' They both thought to themselves, slightly squinting at the screen.
"Damn, guess I'm staying up late then." Aruran said, drinking water that was laid on his desk.
"Sigh...man, I feel a bit tired, honestly. What could I even stream, bro...?" Oga asked himself.
Every Holostar member, including Shiro, were in the Holohouse, doing stuff in their rooms, but Astel, Temma, and Shien came back from the convenience store, buying some necessities, and rode a train.
"Hah...hope everybody's doing good." Astel said.
"You think this is enough to let us survive for this week?" Shien asked.
"You're saying that like we're THAT dirt poor." Temma said.
The 3 laughed from Temma's little tsukkomi for a few seconds.
"...Though, you do have a point." Temma said.
"Yeah...you guys checked your balance yet?" Astel asked.
"Nope, but I'm sure we just earned a few thousand yen or something…" Shien said.
"I did check it yesterday. Same as Shien...just a couple thousand…" Temma said as he sighed and leaned back.
'Well...as expected of Holostars, I guess...Still part of the small fish...Big progress, but still small…' Astel thought.
And just like the other Holostar members, Roberu was thinking back to all the stuff he did, from the start of his career to the present time, before he had to go back to streaming the next day.
"Hah...this schedule is perfect! This midnight, I'm staying up and I'm gonna do a 1 hour talking stream with everybody!"
'I do think I'm pushing myself a bit too much, like the others...but we can't slack right now. Right now, I feel like there's still more to do. I'm still aiming high for that 200k subs! I need to think of more ideas right now!'
"Still low on the radar, but we will get there one day...Speaking of low on the radar, how is Shiro doing on Twitter...?" Roberu asked himself as he went to Twitter on his computer.
"Hmm...okay, let's go search Shiro's profile and-HOLY SHIT!-"
'TWO TRENDING TAGS OF SHIRO?!'
~~Shiro's POV~~
"Phew! I guess I gotta take a break!"
I did my 2 BGMs, and I finished the remake of Jack Harlow's "What's Poppin'" instrumental.
"I guess I'll look through Twitter for a sec and drink some water." I said as I grabbed my phone and checked Twitter.
"What do we have for trends, huh...? Am I trending, I wonder?"
Answer: Yes, I am.
"Heh. '#V-R.A.P.PDebut' is trending...okay, what is this 2nd tweet that's fucking-"
I almost laughed, but kept it in and just looked at the trend that I can't believe is about 100-200 tweets below the other trend.
"#CancelShiro? Oh my god…"
I couldn't help it and just let my laughter out as I put my phone down on the kitchen counter and got a glass as I went to my water dispenser, stomach slightly hurting from the laughter.
"Oh, you gotta be kidding me...My god, am I like the next Joji?" I chuckled.
Oh my god, I actually wonder....
"Is this up on other websites or some shit? Like please tell me there's no cancerous fucks up in Reddit, for God's sake."
I drank my glass of water, and wiped my mouth as I put the glass in the sink and got my phone.
"Let's go to Reddit…"
I did so, browsed a couple of posts, and...
"...Phew...it seems order is being made there."
So that means it's just Twitter then....please tell me it's not on Youtube either.
"Eh, don't care anymore. I'm too lazy." I chuckled.
"Well, anyway...let's go make a tweet."
I went to twitter and made the following tweet:
"I was just working on some music for my debut. I come back 1 hour later, and then I see that I'm trending-
Not to mention, I have two different trends LMAO." I typed that in English first. I typed the same thing in the comments of that, translating the whole thing in Japanese.
I then made one more tweet.
"Oh, and you think I just rap about guns, drugs, money, and bvtches? Well, you're damn right.
Colt M4A1, Idarucizumab , Bitcoin, and YO MOMMA, BIATCH!"
I giggled.
"Oh, I'm ready to be the most hated motherfucker in the Vtubing scene. No, really." I snickered.
Most loved, and most hated. Fight me, fam.
"...Oh shit."
For every love comment I get, I also get a hate comment.
"HOLY SHIT. HE DID NOT JUST SAY YO MOM-"
"Ey, fuck you."
"Wtf is Idarucizumab? This man a damn doctor or something? Ex-general/Ex-doctor?"
"You think you're a smartass? Kusa"
"Glocks and AKs are overrated, go get yourselves some Colt M4s and SCARs or something. I don't know. I'm not a gun expert."
"Just cause you're a part of Hololive, you act so highly of yourself, bastard wwwwww"
I giggled from their comments, seeing the ironic synergy of the comments.
"Oh man, this is fantastic…"
Wait until you hear my bars, son. Wait until you hear my bars…
"Welp...let's get to more instrumental making…"
Next up in the list, "Robbery" by Juice WRLD, and I'm done for the most part...I guess I'll also start making the instrumental for "Could you please RIP" by Calli, then I can just relax.
~~Kanata's POV~~
"Alright...your Undertale stream is gonna happen tomorrow. Make sure to take care of yourself before that happens, okay? Cause that's quite a long route you're taking." My manager said to me.
"Un. Thank you for lending me your time!" I said to my manager as I stood up.
"Yup! Come back here if you have any questions. I'll be here until around midnight." My manager said.
I nodded and I went out of the door of the room where most of the Hololive employees are located.
I closed the door and sighed as I leaned against the wall, and dug my face into my hands as much as I could.
'Sigh...recap. I gotta do a long Undertale stream, then way more singing streams, gotta do collabs, which means less time to rest, and I gotta hustle so much for this week...even next week....I have too many things to do.' I thought.
"...It's okay, Kanatan...you got here because of your determination and skill. A defective ear isn't gonna stop you, right...? Nor is the stress gonna stop you!" I said as I pounded my chest 2 times with my fist.
"You're strong! Like a Gorilla!" I said, slightly deadpanning at the last sentence, but nonetheless put up a strong front.
"You won't be taken down by trivial stuff! You can do it!" I said as I faced towards where the elevator was, and walked in the hallway.
'Now that I think about it...Will I even be able to finish the stream without being sleepy...?' I thought in my mind.
~~Calli's POV~~
"..." I looked through the past conversations of me and my friends, seeing the compliments and chats like "Don't give up! If it's your dream, then it's something you can achieve one day! Let's not give up and do our best in our goals!"
I clenched my left fist and held my phone tighter with my right hand, seeing the last message I wanted to see before I exited the app, not wanting to see the chat messages after that.
"...If only you guys were still by my side, I wouldn't have had any problems with where I'm at currently…" I put my phone down while controlling my breath, trying to not let my eyes tear up from remembering the past.
'It's not that I'm not grateful for where I am at, but....I guess jealousy really changes people....Still, I gotta move on, cause I'm here. Streaming, coming up with songs, and whatever the hell I do in Hololive…'
~~Kiara's POV~~
I looked through the past conversations between me and Calli, seeing our chats prior to joining Hololive, and also our current conversations. I was just reminiscing about the past.
"Yeah, see you later. Love you, Kiara" was the last message she sent me.
'...Honestly, I wanna go back to the past…' I thought as I put my phone to the side.
I feel like...I was just infatuated by Calli. Of course, I know Calli likes me too...we both have some feelings for each other, but...recently, I'm always asking myself, "Where is this relationship going...?"
I don't want Calli thinking that I don't want that, but it's just...it feels too "rushed" and "forced". Right now though, I don't think I'd like to talk about it yet. I want our bond to be as it is. If I ask her, our relationship might go downhill, and we'll be nothing but workmates...
"I also don't want any of us disbanding anytime soon…" I frowned a bit.
One day, we are gonna graduate. An inevitable thing for a Vtuber at one point. It may still be long, but I really don't want us breaking apart, cause I've always seen us as one big family. It'd feel quite empty if anything happened. Fights too. I don't want anybody here fighting with one another.
"I hope Shiro knows his manners though and won't try to fight against his senpais...that'd really break the atmosphere." I said.
~~Artia's POV~~
Me and the 5 ex-members of HoloCN were laughing as we went out of the store, getting our groceries that we need like food, and also a couple water bottles for when we play games together or maybe just to hang out, in general.
"Hey, up for some Netflix after Karaoke, guys?" I asked.
"Hmm...I feel like we've seen most of the movies though." Civia said.
"How about we watch that one zombie Korean movie? Something about being alive, or whatever the title was?" Yogiri asked.
"Eh? I've seen that one already." Civia said.
"Me too!" Echo said.
"So I guess that means 4 of us didn't." I giggled.
After I said that, I heard some guys passing by us. I may still be a beginner in Japanese, but..I was able to hear and understand what they said.
"Tch. Chinese, ey...?" Guy 1 said.
"Prolly some bitch that thinks they're higher than us. Heh." Guy 2 said.
I gasped a bit, but still walked as if I never heard them. That doesn't mean my facial expression didn't change though. I also saw my friends looking back at the two guys who said something. We all aren't that great at understanding, but we can only understand basic conversational Japanese.
My walking pace was short-lived as I slowly walked a bit behind everybody. Civia looked back at me, and not long after, everybody else also looked back.
"Hey...if it's about what those 2 guys said earlier, don't mind it." Civia said.
"I know...I'm just…"
"Artia, don't mind those assholes. They only care about their own interests. What do they know about being like us?" Doris said.
Echo walked up to me and held my hand.
"Hey, Artia...! We still love you, you know? Everybody in Hololive does. Even Coco!" Echo said.
They all also walked towards me, and I looked at Echo's hand holding mine, before I proceeded to sigh and put on a slight smile.
"Yeah...it's just like those times when you get reminded of a bad memory you want to forget, you know?" I giggled.
They also giggled, and we started walking again not long after.
"Hey, Artia. Still up for the Karaoke session?" Yogiri asked.
"Yup. Just got a little taken back was all." I said.
"Well, the past was the past. Not that I moved on completely, but...you know. We're all in this together." Rosalyn said.
"What she said." Civia said as she grabbed my hand while we kept walking side-to-side.
"Hey, you look like a couple! No fair!" Echo pouted.
"Sorry. Maybe you need to grow up one day, Echo." I smugged and the others giggled.
"Just cause I'm short doesn't mean I'm a child, you know?!" She pouted more.
I giggled a bit and looked forward again...as I got lost inside my memories once more.
....
....
When Rosalyn finally graduated from Hololive on December 27, me and all the Hololive girls confronted each other. It was me and Coco facing each other.
"...It's finally over…" I said, looking down.
"...Yeah...Hololive China is now gone…" Coco said, looking down at me, but not in a way where she hated me, but more like she felt bad for me.
I couldn't help but to hug her. Despite the height difference, I grabbed on tight, digging my face into her body.
"I'm sorry....it's all my goddamn fault..." I sobbed.
Coco hugged me back gently, and patted my head with her left hand.
"It's okay…"
I could tell that the others that were watching us also felt some sort of disappointment, pity, or anything in-between those 2 words. Some of them looked down, and some of them looked at us with a frown.
"If I could, I would've stopped them, but 'majority wins', and it's not like it's that easy of a fight…"
"I know...but don't worry."
She tightened her grip with her right hand.
"I don't think I'll be graduating soon....I'll fight strong. I'm the chairman, after all." Coco chuckled.
"...Please fight strong...I don't want you to graduate with a sad smile like we did." I held the tightest I could at this time when we were hugging while also sobbing more.
....
....
'...Gosh, ever since that happened, more antis popped up to the surface...I've seen it too...Shiro's hate comments...I hope he won't graduate early.' I thought.
No matter what people say, the guilt that I carry from that is still living strong. It's not something I can easily forget, even if I try to move on from most of it....
I wanna kill myself.
~~Rushia's POV~~
"Yes....that's right, little girl....Hihihi...." He said as he grabbed my head and slowly moved my head back and forth.
"Hmm...hmm....hmm...." My mouth was muffled from his huge 'thing' inside my mouth. It almost felt like I was choking....then again, I'm used to this feeling. I have been sucking this for a good 4 months now.
"A-Ah shit....! I'm cumming....!~" He said as he pushed my head deep into his base, deepthroating me, making me suffocate on his whole 'thing', and also feeling his hairs on my nose, tickling my face a bit, and also smelling the stinky semen smell that stuck to his pubes. Like, a really stinky smell.
"H-Hmm...?!?!" I grabbed both of his legs tightly, and braced for impact.
'H-Here it comes....!' I thought.
I felt his thing stiffen up more, and I could feel the warm liquid pouring into my throat as it started to fill my mouth and throat, and I could feel his thing cycling between stiffening up and softening.
"Ah!~...Ah.....that was good, little girl." He said as he released me, finally letting me go to catch my breath.
"AH!....hah...hah...-" I said as I stuck my tongue out out of tiredness.
"Uh uh uh..." He grabbed my chin, making me close my mouth and keep most of his warm liquid inside it.
"Remember to swallow it all.~ You wouldn't want me exposing your real identity, would you...? Rushia-chan?~"
I slowly shook my head sideways, and, with as much effort as I could, I gulped the whole thing down, and stuck my tongue out, showing only little residues of the liquid left in my mouth.
"Heh....that's right...."
He looked at his underlings.
"Oi....get her clothes and let this bitch dress up."
"Got it, boss!" Guy 1 said as he ran to the closet.
"Heh....well, as always, I'll be giving you 70k....Hehe."
I gritted my teeth while looking at him as he looked down at me while grinning like the fat bastard he is....
I got my clothes, put on my underwear first, then my skirt as I arranged my hair like it was before I came here.
"I said it so many times, and I'll say it again. You could give your virginity to me, and I would've paid you 150k yen everytime we do these sessions....you sure about sucking my dick and rubbing your tits on it only?"
"I'll get money the way I want to without selling my whole body to you..."
"Hmm? Are yOU SURE?!~"
"KYAH!~" I moaned a bit.
He grabbed my chest all of a sudden and started rubbing his fingers on my nipples. I moaned just a bit as he did that.
"Eh...?!~" I closed one eye and I could just feel him playing with my now-erect nipples with his index finger like it's some sort of toy.
"You know, I could give it a raise and give you....200k or something.....It's not a bad offer, is it...?"
"Grr....!" I grabbed both of his hands and pushed it away.
"I'm done with my business here! So I'm going out now! See you later, asshole!"
I grabbed my handbag and made my way to the door as he and his underlings laughed behind my back, and as I got out, I closed the door.
I made my way downstairs to the lobby, and rested on the wall as I leaned my back on it, and took a deep breath in.
"Why....?" I held my face with both of my hands as I held in my tears.
'Why....?! I mean, I know I didn't have a choice but....if only there was another job that could give me the same amount....!' I thought.
That waitress job I tried to apply for wasn't big enough! Nor was that one bar that I worked for enough to pay me fast...
"...." I got rid of my hands and shook my head.
"No, I can't let it get to me!" I mumbled while slapping my face with both of my hands.
"I need to go to the hospital now to talk with Dad!"
~~Luna's POV~~
"Hmm....Matsuri-senpai and Subaru-cha-senpai, huh...?" I said as I scrolled through Twitter.
'Both very good friends of mine...and also both girls that I'm in love with…'
I sighed.
"Who should I really pick...?"
I know it's supposed to be professional, but...I don't think a couple dates here and there would hurt...especially considering the fact that Matsuri-senpai had feelings for me before, but then me and Subaru-cha-senpai have been talking to each other a lot lately...
"Well...let's see where it goes...I'll wait and see where fate takes me…" I said as I rolled to my stomach and still checked what's going on my phone as I moved my feet up and down alternately.
~~Towa's POV~~
"Hmm hmm hmm...ah, crap. There's an enemy there." I said as I aimed with my gun and fired at the enemy while strafing.
"Alright, he's dead…" I said as I kept running with my teammates.
I was just playing Apex to kill time. I got nothing better to do than to watch streams, social media, or play games, so I chose the third option.
"...Oh?" I said as my phone suddenly vibrated near my right hand, making the table vibrate partially at the spot where my phone was at.
I went to some cover and quickly checked my phone's notifications.
"...Eh? Kanatan?"
The message read: "Hey, wanna go out to eat dinner later? Coco said she'll just go and eat dinner with Haachama, and Watame said she's gonna eat dinner with Choco-sensei, Subaru, and Pekora. So you up for it? I'd also need a companion."
I widened my eyes a bit and smiled.
"Eh?! You're good with that? Why not? Count me in!" I said while typing the exact message, giggling a bit.
I went back to my PC and checked the surroundings.
"Eh? So me and Kanatan are technically gonna go out on a date tonight, huh...?"
I blushed a bit and smiled.
"Sounds nice...I wonder what Coco-chin is doing right now...?"
~~Haato's POV~~
"Haachama-chama!~ Haachama-chama!~" I sang as I pulled my outfit up until my boobs tucked into place.
"Haachama-chama ka-wa-ii yo!~" I said as I got my bunny ears, and I placed it on top of my head.
I looked at the mirror as I moved my face left and right to see if everything was placed correctly.
"Un! Looking cute!~"
I hope I can attract more customers! We really need that money....
"Let's see...I need money to pay off my loan, then I need to buy a new mic and-"
I suddenly heard 2 knocks on the door and jumped a bit.
"W-Who is it....?" I asked.
"Haachama....?" I saw an orange-haired big-boobed girl in the same bunny girl outfit as me.
"Y-Yeah?"
"C'mon! The customers are waiting for us! We need that money, don't we?" She said.
"Well, I was about to go out now. I'll be out in a bit, Coco!"
"Alright! Don't wait too long! I still got some guys to attend to." She said as she closed the door.
I smiled, turned back to the mirror, and sighed as I closed my eyes.
"....It's okay, Haato...."
I looked at the mirror and forced a smile.
"...We'll get there someday and be finally free."
I walked a bit backwards and walked to the door as I opened it.
As I opened it, I saw a couple guys looking at me....with those lecherous eyes. I wanted to cringe a bit, but I needed to keep this up, otherwise I won't really get paid....
In this bar we work in, we're paid by how many customers like our service and our looks, so if you can balance "service" with "looks", then you're bound to have good pay.
"Hey, little missy....care to fill my mug up?" He asked.
"Hai!" I smiled and took his beer mug gently.
"Ooh....nice ass, blondie.~" His friend said.
"T-Thank you...~" I smiled and walked away.
"She's got cute boobies too....man, she's hot."
"Nah 2x, that orange-haired girl had bigger cowtits. Kukuku."
'...Disgusting.' I thought while clenching my hands as I heard their little chat....but I needed to move on and refill the mug.
I placed it down on the counter, and told the bartender "Fill this up, please!"
"Aight, one mug of beer coming right up!"
"Haa-chan! Over here!" Coco said as she held up two mugs.
"C-Coming!" I said as I speed-walked towards her.
~~Suisei's POV~~
"Mitsukete yo boku wo boku no kono koe ga kikoeteru?~"
"Dancer in the dark.~"
"Shiruetto sura mo toumei de kitto fukakkou da keredo. Demo-~"
"Semete koe wo karasou~"
"Hisshi ni sugattemo zutto shoumei wo~"
"Nee gousuto mitai da.~"
"Ah, ah.~"
I bobbed my head to the last bars of the song until the guitar faded out, and the staff did a thumbs up, signaling that the recording is over, and I sighed.
"Yatta!~" I said.
Everybody in the studio clapped. I hung the headphones on the respective place it's supposed to be in, and I got out of the recording room.
"Sui-chan! That was amazing!" My manager said.
"Another banger has been made, I see." Another staff member said.
"Thank you so much!" I said, bowing to everybody and smiling a lot.
"I think that's enough for the vocals. Now, just leave it up to us to take care of all the art and mixing!" The one who took care of the mixing said.
I nodded.
"Arigatou! Well then, I shall be going back to the Holohouse now! Please pardon me!" I said.
"Otsukaresama deshita!" They said as I went out of the studio, and sighed.
"That really was hard work. Good thing that's the last time I'll record my vocals, and now everything shall be taken care of by them."
'...Man, it's so hard trying to make the perfect album....but I won't give up yet...!'
"I will release the full album soon enough! It's my dream, after all…"
'Can't wait to see Still Still Stellar be released and see it top the charts on all music platforms!' I thought.
For how many years I struggled...it may have been rough, but thanks to everybody's help, those years have been worth it! After almost 3 years, I will finally release an album!
~~Shiro's POV~~
"Hah…" I said as I lied down on my bed with my hands behind my head and my feet crossed,
"So, I finished all the instrumentals in a shorter amount of time than expected, luckily, and I even worked on a couple bars on the remix, so it's past 3 o'clock now…" I said to myself.
'Damn, this beatmaking session is hella lucky. I can't believe I got that shit down.'
"Well, don't get too cocky, Shiro. You only finished the instrumental for the remix, you didn't put in any effects yet, nor did you mix it properly."
'...but now that I don't really have that much shit to do. Wonder what my senpais are up to...?'
"Well, it's still too early to buy dinner. Guess I'll just go on Twitter for a bit and see wassup...oh shit-WAIT, DID SOMEBODY MAKE ME FANART YET?!-" I said as I rolled to my right quickly, landing on my right foot, then adjusting my balance quickly as I ran to my computer and went to Twitter.
"C'mon...! Please tell me that my attention isn't just for trends...!"
I went into Twitter, and I saw...the shit that I wanted.
"YES!" I shouted as I liked it instantly.
The tweet said "I drew fanart for Shiro. I hope he'll like it."
I liked it and commented "I don't like it. Not one bit.
...BECAUSE I LOVE IT!"
The fanart was beautiful as fuck. It was simple. Just me facing the camera with the back of both hands doing a V-sign, and obviously, my upper body with my mask on. It was such a nice piece of art.
I went to more tweets and saw some interesting tweets.
"So...Shiro. Is that Google translate, or do you really speak English?" A fan asked.
I commented "What are you saying about? Of course me say Angrish. Stoopid." then liked it.
Another tweet. This time, it's from Roberu.
"Can't wait for your debut, kouhai!"
I commented "Thanks. I'll be sure to break that 1 month collab restriction just to break into your bar and drink your wine." then liked it.
I looked for a couple more tweets. There was a good handful of fanart. Lesser than expected, but holy shit, the fanart I got was so amazing. I didn't care if they thought it's mediocre, it really meant a lot to me.
"Hmm...let's do something."
I started typing out a tweet. I thought I'd like to make 2 puns. A bit of a small series I'll do on Twitter, here and there.
Basically, I'll make a pun in the language I intend to make a pun in, then in the comments, I'll explain what the pun means.
This is what I made so far. First, the Japanese pun:
"What do horses say after eating grass?
Umai!
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww"
Comments: So, "umai = delicious" in Japanese, but the kanji here means "horse", so it's literally saying "horse-cious" or whatever the fuck the English equivalent is wwwwwwww
Then came the Russian pun.
"In Mother Russia, if you offended somebody, you were forced to drink juice.
Because motherfuckers should suck cok.
Xaxaxaxaxaxaxaxa"
Comments: So, "cok = juice" in Russian (pron. SOK), but because most of you might not know how to read Russian, you might've read that as "c*ck" xaxaxaxaxa. Btw, I don't mean to offend anybody in case somebody thinks it's offensive.
Then the comments came in from everybody else...starting from the Japanese pun.
"This guy is a fucking troll LMAO"
"I love him already."
"Coco: I feel like somebody is about to die"
For the Russian pun though, I was surprised to see some actual Russian speakers, along with those that didn't know Russian.
:"The hell? He's not just bilingual?!"
"MOTHER RUSSIA!"
"Lol, this guy really out here making language puns, wtf-"
"Before we know it, he'll be able to speak the language of the gods"
"As a Russian, I take pride in this LOL."
I giggled from all the replies I was getting.
"Time to leave it all to fate, bois."
~~Roboco's POV~~
I looked at my phone with hearts in my eyes as I pulled up my hoodie and showed my big plump boobs to my BF as I bit the hoodie to keep it in place for now.
'Hah...I feel so horny for you...!~ Hrrngh...!~ I want your big dick inside me!~~' I thought as I finished taking a pic and sending it to him.
There was a little dot and dot chat box until it finally read: "Wah...so big...!"
Roboco: I want you inside me, you know?
Roboco's BF: I wanna stick my dick between those big puppies.
Roboco: You think we can meet right now? Are you free?
Roboco's BF: Nah. I'm currently busy, you know?
Roboco: Ah...too bad...well, let's meet another time, okay?
Roboco's BF: Mhmm
'Kuso...! Nowadays, he's too busy...!'
'Well...I guess it's okay. I mean, even I'm busy nowadays too…' I looked to the side and frowned.
~~Roboco's BF's POV~~
"...Heh, now that the side bitch is already gone…"
I looked down at the girl who's currently going up and down my shaft and is looking at me in the eyes with hearts in it.
"That's right...keep on sucking."
She grabbed it, and slowly pulled out, making a "Puh!" sound and rubbed it up and down, asking me one question.
"Of course that slut is just a side chick. I'm the one you truly love, right?"
I nodded.
"Of course...now get to sucking so we can get to more action...!" I giggled.
She also giggled back and continued sucking me off, making me moan a bit from the sudden suck, and I moved some hair strands behind her ear as I put my hand behind her head, supporting her head movement.
~~Aqua's POV~~
'Oh god…' I thought as I glanced at everything while keeping my right hand in my hoodie with my left hand carrying my basket.
I looked around, seeing a couple people in the aisle that I'm in.
'So many people...I just want to get myself some milk, water, and a couple snacks to eat....!' I thought as I scratched my stomach through the pockets of my hoodie.
I put my basket down on the ground, and looked at the available selections of chips.
"Hmm...maybe…"
I looked at the very top part of the shelves and groaned while pouting a bit.
'It just had to be up there!'
I looked around, seeing if there's a little stool I could use to raise my height up a bit, but I saw it was being used by a staff member of this store.
'Seriously...?'
I sighed and looked at the top of the shelf.
'...I guess I'll just pick something els-'
"Um...miss? Is there a problem?" A guy asked to my left.
I jumped a bit and looked to my left. I started sweating and scratching my stomach just a bit more.
'Oh god...what do I say? What do I say?! Hello?! Should I say my name? Wait, he asked me if there's a problem...! But I don't really wanna bother him...still, I do need the chips! Yeah! I'll try to say that!'
"U-Uh…" I blurted out my mouth.
"Are you lost? Is there something you need that you can't reach...?"
I widened my eyes a bit, and nodded a bit quick.
"Really? What is it?" He asked as he looked at the shelves that were near us.
I got my right hand and pointed at the chips at the very top shelf while keeping my hand close to my body as much as possible, and I also started sweating a bit more.
'Oh god...please get it done quick...! I mean, take your time, but please don't ask me more questions...!' I thought.
He looked at it, then got one and showed it to me.
"Are you talking about this?"
I nodded, and put my hands out, but still kept it close to me.
"P-Please…" I said as the guy said "Oh…" before giving it to me.
"Do you need a bit more...?"
I nodded.
"T-...Two more…please."
He did so, and got 2 more of the same chips, and I put it in my basket.
"A-A-A-A-...Ari...gatou…gozaimasu."
"Pay it no mind. You seemed troubled, so I had to help. It was nice knowing you, little miss. I'll be going away now." He said as he got his basket and went out of the aisle, which he probably might be going to the counter now.
I sighed, and rested my hands on my knees.
"I-I just can't do it...!" I mumbled.
'It's just so hard being an introvert and trying to interact with strangers...!' I thought.
I got my basket, and tried to control my breaths by taking a deep breath in and out.
'Just get your milk, your water, pay for the food, and get out! Yeah! Just do that! It's simple, Aqua! Then just get your Uber ready, and you can go back to the Holohouse!' I thought as I put my right hand in my hoodie while my left hand kept carrying the basket.
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MinecUwUberif Hey, squarey bois, it's ya boi, Cube QB! I'm sorry if this chapter surprised you, but nonetheless, I hope you weren't horni as I wrote the chapter! I also hope you enjoyed the whole chapter until the part where Aqua had to buy stuff herself! 'Till next time, squares!