Chapitre 63: MYS 63 Maybe have to change 

MYS 63

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  The day has changed. Since yesterday seeing the smile of his wife, Mang Iwan, I have realized that there is something more unhappy than what I am going through. 

  I can't imagine if one day I'll be pregnant with conditions like those experienced by his wife, mang Iwan. The body is thin because every time you eat you will vomit until yellow gastric fluid comes out. 

  Or a mouth full of saliva that makes it difficult to just interact with other people. In my imagination, his wife, mang Iwan, must have brought a small bucket under his bed as a place to pee. 

  I can't even imagine what it's like to be surfing in a dream when suddenly interrupted by the urge to spit. Certainly, it felt like someone who stayed up all night.