Finally a chance to make my own choice. Decisions and choices I never got to make over the years, so this is my chance to make sure I make this choice and no one else.
Finally everything will be over, if I just leave. My families dead, my brother is furious with me, this is the perfect time to leave. To leave and not hurt anyone. I make sure it is clear by not associating with anyone. I make sure to distance myself so no one will miss me when I leave. The wildfire in my heart is no longer isolated, instead it has spread even through darkness. It's fiery eyes can’t see but it travels and travels until it has overtaken my body, it makes sure that it breaks my heart. It then destroys every feeling, every nerve. I lose all emotion, all hope.