Chapitre 6: Chapter 6: Dream and Loss
Two years later,
Silwanin painted it in white, taking care to follow the patterns of his younger sister.
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Silwanin: So little sister? Not too scared?
Neytiri : I'm not at ease myself.
Lutsey: I don't intend to die now, my Neytiri.
Neytiri : And I hope it won't be the case.
Silwanin : Don't worry big sister! Ludsey is the most stubborn person we know! I don't worry too much about myself.
Once the painting was finished, Lutsey set off down to the ceremonial site. Where Mo'at and several other Omatikaya siblings were waiting for him. It wasn't long before his adopted sisters joined them. She stood at the level of the Tsahik and opened her mouth. Her adoptive mother gave her the glow-worm, one of the tools needed for the ritual. Ludsey closed her mouth and swallowed. The disgusting taste that invaded her mouth repelled her, but it was necessary.
Then Neytiri took the peanut that the young Menariyä tunti had captured two days earlier. She gave her a bite in the back of her neck and the effect was immediate.
Immediately, she began to see cloudy. Faces came closer to her, making grimaces. First, she recognized familiar faces such as Neytiri or Silwanin. But everything became distorted afterwards.
The familiar faces became increasingly blurred and her legs had difficulty supporting her. She knelt down, fighting the pain by grinding her teeth. A vain fight. The poisons took effect and she collapsed unconscious.
She woke up in the middle of the forest. In front of her, an Angtsìk faced her. This one, on seeing her, showed signs of aggression and showed her that she was in his territory by hitting, with his hammer-shaped horn, the trees near him. Then he got into position, ready to charge.
Lutsey: By Eywa!
The Titanosaurus charged towards the young warrior with a deafening scream.
Totally surprised by this violent reaction, the Na'vi could not move her body. Paralyzed, she closed her eyes and prepared herself for the worst. When she received the shock, nothing happened. She ventured to open one eye and saw that the animal had disappeared. In front of the young Nariyä Tunti was a strange young woman with her back to her. She had a long, black, braided hair reaching to her shoulders. On her sides were daggers in their sheaths. Her long braid, characteristic of her species, dominated along her back where reddish strings revealed the probable color of her loincloth. She had her arms crossed, not letting her see her hands.
Curious, Lutsey ventured in his direction and tried to challenge him. The girl turned around, revealing her orange eyes as she did, revealing her origins. She looked at him with a big smile, and tears streamed from her eyes as if she was happy to see her. She wore straps covering her young woman's chest, but that was not what Lutsey was interested in. Lutsey noticed that her hands had five fingers on them. What did this mean?
The warrior moved back a few steps and looked at him with a suspicious look, not understanding what this strange person could be.
Lutsey: What are you?
The stranger didn't seem to be disturbed by Lutsey's reaction and continued to bring up that radiant smile which annoyed Lutsey even more.
Lutsey: Answer me instead of smiling stupidly!
The woman immediately took her in her arms before she even realized it and cried.
Woman: My sa'nu! I didn't expect to see you here!
At that moment, she remained petrified of stupor. Que.... No way! Co.... How could she be the mother of this strange character?
She seemed to understand that something was wrong and defied her embrace. She looked at him, this time longer and her eyes widened in surprise, as if she had understood something.
Woman: By Eywa!
Then she walked away from her and ran to the bottom of the forest. When the young warrior came to her senses, she wanted to chase after her to find out who she was, but a noise stopped her immediately. She turned around and saw an Angtsìk charging towards her. By reflex, she covered her face with her arms.
When she opened her eyes again, she saw Neytri and Silwanin smiling at her.
Neytiri : You scared us! I thought you had joined Eywa!
Lutsey : But I'm here.
Silwanin, smiling: And I see that you are still as kind as ever!
Lutsey: Forgive me. I...I want to be alone for a moment. I have to think about what I just saw of my future. With those words, she got up and walked downstairs.
Silwanin: I don't know what she saw, but it can't be pleasant.
Neytiri: I agree with you, little sister. And that worries me.
Lutsey went down to the river and cleaned herself up. She thought about what she had just seen. Mother... That one word was already haunting her mind. Who was that girl? Why did she have five fingers? A hybrid? NO!!!!! She would never join a tawtute! No way!! It must have been a hallucination! Nothing more than that!
Lutsey: Me with a tawtute...Anything!
At that moment, she felt something inside her. The Menariyä tunti could feel her twin's flame ignite, touching her heart as well. Lutsey was surprised to blush, before she felt something entering their connection. Or rather someone.
Lutsey mumbles: By Eywa, I can feel when she mates too! Not a single moment of intimacy, with that bond!!! How am I going to explain myself to her? By the way, little sister, sorry, but I felt when you and Twilo, you....
Voice: You, what?
Lutsey was startled when she heard her younger sister's voice.
Lutsey; By Eywa! Silwanin!
She soon saw her older sister accompanying Silwanin as well.
Neytiri: What were you mumbling?
Lutsey blushed, sensing the growing passion of her sister and her companion. Damn this link!
Silwanin : Is it embarrassing?
Lutsey, always red and mumbling: Sort of.
Neytiri looked at her sister and soon understood. Given the preparation of her third sister for her role as olo'eyktan in her native clan, she had not had time to look for a companion. This left only one possibility.
Neytiri: Is it something to do with Joltsyn?
Lutsey was still red, feeling the outburst of the two lovers and she was more and more embarrassed to spy on such a moment. But she couldn't do anything, not knowing how to block the connection.
Silwanin: Don't tell me that she and Twilo are...
Lutsey: Yes.
The two looked at each other for a moment, in amazement, before laughing at their sister's red face.
Lutsey: That's not funny! I'd like to see you there!
But it had no effect and the youngest girl crossed her arms, annoyed, despite the passion of the two lovebirds invading her heart.
One Week Later,
This morning, as she was coming back from one of her escarpments in the forest, she saw Silwanin, her big sister, leaving with two Saronyu like her. What surprised her was that she was painted. She and her companions. As if they were going to war.
Lutsey: What are you going to do, big sister? She stopped and turned to her with a determined look.
Silwanin: I am going to teach these demons what it is like to ravage the forest that Mother created. I am going to destroy one of those machines that are tearing up our land and destroying our trees. I don't understand why Neytiri continues to study with Grace instead of accompanying us. Seeing her it seems that learning their language is more important than defending our land.
Lutsey : You are a little too hard on her, I think.
Silwanin surprised by the reaction: Really? Do you tolerate her being with Grace? You didn't say that two years ago!
Lutsey: It's her choice, not mine. I don't have to force her. And I don't know if it's a good idea, Silwanin, to attack them with only two Saronyu. They are guarded, you know. And the Sawtute are not known for their kindness. They will want to kill you afterwards, you know that very well!
Silwanin: You are worrying for nothing. I'm an adult, Lutsey, I know what I'm doing. I have a plan, don't worry about me.
Lutsey: My biological parents were adults too and look where they are today! I don't want to lose you! Her older sister put a hand on her left shoulder with a smile.
Silwanin: You are a touching little sister. Don't worry about me. I can take care of myself.
She wanted to hold her but she was gone before she could talk. The Menariyä tunti had a feeling that something bad was going to happen to her but she seemed determined. Deep in her heart, Lutsey was hopeful that she could come back safely.
Turning her eyes, she saw Twilo accompanying her sister, painted with blue and white strokes on her face and body.
Lutsey: Are you going too, Twilo?
Twilo turned to her with a determined look in his eyes, also expressing his anger.
Twilo: Yes. I have to look after your sister, although I agree with her. It is time to show the People of Heaven that they must respect our Mother's land!
The young warrior sighed. He, too, did not seem to realize the threat. She really wanted to make the People of Heaven pay for her actions. However, she also knew of their cruelties, given what her native clan had suffered.
Lutsey: What if something happened to you? How can I explain it to Joltsyn, my sister and also your partner?
Twilo raised her ears in surprise.
Twilo: Nang! You're the reason everyone knows about this?
Lutsey; I felt your union in spite of myself. My connection with her is stronger than I thought.
Twilo couldn't help but blush and smile in embarrassment. She looked at the warrior with worried eyes.
Lutsey: Just promise me you'll look after my sister. I'm afraid her anger will blind her and something bad will happen to her. You're the only one I can count on to protect her from herself. But don't forget to be careful too. You have a wife waiting for you.
Twilo bowed her head in agreement before joining the group calling her, already becoming impatient. The young warrior watched the group move away, worriedly.
Lutsey: I can trust you to do the right thing. But I can't shake this bad feeling.
It was a day that Lutsey will never forget and will mark him for the rest of his life as she stood on the branch of a tree and thought about the right time to leave to take responsibility for her native clan. She was on the branch of a tree thinking about the right time to go and take responsibility for her clan. It kept bothering her for the last few days and she didn't come home until she had made her decision.
No sooner had she reached the entrance, than she saw the face of her adopted older sister, as well as those of her Mother, Father and the faces of her Omatikaya brothers and sisters showing sadness and marks showing the passage of tears.
Lutsey : What's up? Neytiri? Father? Mother?
Neytiri: Silwanin...
Lutsey was beginning to understand but did not want to believe it.
Ludsey: What Silwanin ?
Neytiri: Silwanin... was killed with his group by the Sawtute. I saw him dying without having been able to do anything to save her.
That was one time too many for her. Not only did the Sawtute decimate her people, but they also killed her adopted older sister. They won't get away with it that easily. But she didn't have to listen to her heart. A heart torn by grief and clamoring for revenge. Nevertheless, she clenched her fists to hold herself back while tears streamed from her eyes. She knew it would have ended this way and she was overwhelmed with regret for not having dissuaded him.
Neytiri : I am not worthy to be a sister! She was in front of me and I couldn't do anything! Lutsey comforted her as best she could, although her pain was immense as well.
Lutsey: Big sister. There was nothing you could do about it.
Neytiri: Yes, there was: !!!! I should have protected her! It was my duty as an elder! It should have been me and not her!
Lutsey : If you had acted, I would be burdened with the grief of two sisters and father and mother that of two of their daughters instead of one.
This incident awakened an anger that was not about to fade within the clan. Lutsey preferred to isolate himself with Neytiri on the upper floors while Eytukan tried to calm his people. However, he made the decision that classes with Grace were now over and that the children of the clan and Neytiri would no longer attend school. In addition, all Tawtute within their territory will be eliminated.
Neytiri : They will pay for it! All of them !!! I will kill them!
Lutsey : I agree with you, big sister. But don't listen to your anger. It will only lead you to death.
Neytiri : You want me to leave the perpetrators unpunished?
Lutsey : No. But I don't want to suffer the loss of a loved one anymore. I've already lost my parents to the Sawtute, and now Silwanin. But my destiny is to become an olo'eyktan, so I must first and foremost do my best for the good of the clan and not listen to the rage and pain that has invaded my heart. And I think that Father and Mother will choose you to become Tsahik. You will have to learn not to let yourself be influenced by your emotions.
Neytiri: Olo'eyktan? That means.... That you are going to leave?
Lutsey: Yes, big sister. I have decided to leave tomorrow. But I'm thinking of postponing it for a few days, for mourning.
Neytiri : Stay! Please! I have lost a sister. I don't want to lose another!
Lutsey : You won't lose me, Neytiri. The Menariyä tunti being allies of the omatikayas, I will have the opportunity to visit you quite often.
Neytiri : But you won't be able to do it all the time!
Lutsey, smiling sadly: It's better than no more. Well, I have to tell Mother and Father my decision.
However, she couldn't prevent to blame herself for not holding Silwanin. She would still be alive today.
État de l’alimentation hebdomadaire
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