We just talked this afternoon and he knew I won't be home any sooner, so why did he go?
Jessica is there by herself, my subconscious reminds me suspiciously. And I agree with it, she's there alone and she doesn't even get along with him.
What is happening exactly? Everything is so unclear and blurry. He came to chat with me all morning like a good brother, and now he goes to my house behind my back. Without even telling me.
In this moment, I'm feeling like I'm floating in an endless darkness and my fucking ears are ringing so loud I can't stand it anymore.
I close my eyes for a second, I take a deep breath to calm myself down yet I'm still nervous and angry at the same time. I stand up immediately, grab my phone and my blazer then I head for the door without looking behind me.
I hear Martin call for me but I'm not ready to explain myself. I don't have time for this now.
Your gift is the motivation for my creation. Give me more motivation!