I know that I should feel sad,
Feel some sympathy
I know that I should feel heartache
I'm waiting for it all to hit me
... ... ...
I'm waiting and waiting,
But I still feel nothing
I feel no hate
I feel no sadness
I feel no sympathy
I feel no love
Like a layer of ice
forming on an ocean
suppressing the waves
of emotion
My mind feels like chilling air
in October evenings
Cold and afloat
making my body numb
as my nerves freeze
I've turned into an ice block
With frozen expression
And under oppression
Damn this depression
I still feel nothing
Yet tears are still coming
No matter how frozen I am
These tears never seem to freeze with me
And sometimes I wonder,
would it be better to feel and let emotions in,
Or is it just a waiting hell of hurt?
So in the end I still feel nothing