Prologue

Have you ever been so low that you didn't think you were gonna make through the day ??  Well I have and I am to that point . let's start with my mother she basically left me to take care of myself sure we have a house. Well I have the house because she is never here matter of fact she doesn't even live in the same state as me, she lives in New york while I live in Arkansas Little rock to be exact. Some mom Hun. Oh and my dad or should I say sperm donor because I've never even met him so theirs little to say. Yep I'm all alone with nobody to love me out of this depression I'm in, I Just want someone to love me ...