Chapitre 6: MONICA
Tapping his shoulder with my fingers, I smiled and ask him sweetly ," Hey handsome, would you mind if I sit here?".
"I ,..I...,Y...ye...yes,of course,I won't mind!".As I expected of him,he will stammer if he answer me ,he is always like that, every time he is nervous and everytime I talked to him,that made him a laughing stock at school and prone to bullying.
But honestly I found him handsome and his stammering is kind of cute for me. I don't know why others always mocked him or why the entire school is ridiculing him?.
Maybe because he is much human than all of the students here in school combined, that is why they can saw this adorable human being like an alien,different from what they call norm,which is in fact in my eyes the only normal here ,is this Prince charming in front of me.
Adjusting himself and making room for me to sit on beside him. I intentionally stare and study his over all appearance,not minding if he felt self conscious or what.
Blushing face that made me amused,his perfectly proportioned body ,that can compete to a grown ass man considering he was just a teen,his six feet plus height ,his thick rectangular reading glass,that if only he limit the usage of it,and if only he could possess half of the confidence that I have ,there is a one hundred percent,even without any further effort, no doubt, he will pass as the most handsome in the entire campus.I swear every girl in this school will try to get his attention.
Making sure I am showing my sweetest smile to him I asked him, "Finn,can you please help me understand our lesson for today at our Calculus subject ? some parts of it is really hard to understand ,promise if you teach me ,you can date me,I will treat you for a meal anywhere you want, ". pretending I am dumb in Calculus while in fact it was my favorite subject ,yeah I am so smart to finally used it as an excuse to just be close with him.
Finn was my crush since freshman ,but being me ,a so called very popular all over the campus,considering I was a princess in this school and due to peer pressure ,I am not allowed to step down to his level although everyone here in the school came from a rich family .
At first I don't agree to this kind of pathetic truth or dare game my friends and I are playing, but considering this is my only opportunity to get close to him without being obvious that I lreally like him,finally I agreed.
In my mind I am planning to secretly reveal my situation to him in due time so he will not get angry with me, I guess . ..after all I truly like him.
But things always not go the way we planned it.Yes I made him fall in love with me and afterwards I made him transform into a different Finn's personality ,a confident and strikingly handsome young man that each and every girl in the campus are starting to notice and going all over him ,in fact you will hardly believe that only a few weeks before now, this man is so unfashioned,nerd,and infamous, and that is all thanks and because of the plan according to our stupid truth or dare game.
As I was standing here at the school's balcony my secret alone spot at the top floor and secretly looking at the entire campus,watching that particular handsome man walking and being surrounded by girls,I suddenly regret my decision of transforming Finn into who he was now.
How I wish he just stay just like before so I can enjoy him only for myself,I felt so jealous watching him having all the girls attention,though he is ignoring all of them ,I still felt like punching any girl that try to get close to him ,yes I was greedy when it comes to him,I only want him for myself,nothing more, nothing less !.
Meanwhile at around twelve noon ,while I am having lunch with my friends ,I suddenly announced, "Today I am planning to tell him all the things about our stupid game ..."
"Careful Bezoz,why don't we enjoy this game a little more ", Arlene cut me off.
" After all we are still enjoying it ,isn't it Celyn "Janet added with her famous bratty expression.
" No this is not right,its not funny anymore ,let's end this dare game,I am not happy with this ! ."...I said and...
I want to add , " I want my relationship with him to be real and I want to tell him that I do truly love him.!" but I didn't voice it out because suddenly as the soft breeze blew my thick locks,I felt the wind suddenly drops,as I noticed my friends all freeze,as if they have seen a ghost.
Well actually it was the most handsome angry ghost you will want to see over and over again!.But not in this situation.
Feeling awkward I stand up and wanted to kiss and greet him as our usual routine since we've started dating,but as soon as I get near him and stood in front of him,,he turned his cheek away from me, and without a word,he turned around and walked away from me.
After that incident I haven't seen him for almost a week ,he really did avoid me.I suddenly became a gloomy person to the extent that I ignored my three best friends and everything around me ,it felt like nothing is important and nothing matters to me anymore,without me noticing it, I just became a loner.
Monday , as I was sitting at the far corner of the school canteen ,I suddenly felt someone is staring at me as I was pretending to be busy studying just to silently tell anyone not to disturb me.
Shaking my head I quickly tried to ignore that feeling, but stop when I saw the young handsome male that I've been looking for this past week.
As soon as our gazes locked ,I can't help my expression to soften up as I watched him .At first I guess maybe because I did missed him a lot that is why for a moment I thought he looked at me with full adoration in his eyes ,but he immediately looked away that make me question if what I saw is just a pigment of my imagination.
Gazing outside the window ,I've tried to blanked everything out but I failed to do so because my jealousy is eating me inside.That man is so happily and looking at Lucille lovingly ,while Lucille was comfortably and happily sitting beside him .
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