Chapitre 5: FINN ;
"BEZOS ! ", I exclaimed ,so shocked ,yes I was shocked ,but not with her revelations about the whereabouts of Hunters mother , but of her appearance, ...those green eyes,those wild adorable ginger colored hair ,how can I forget that? .
Especially if this person is the only one that made me experience true happiness and true sorrows in this lifetime of mine.
Especially if this person is the only one that dared to bring my laughters and my smiles away from me and left me inside this tired and lonely place,I am into,up to now.
" Fuck this shit ! ", I voluntarily closed my hand into a fist as I kicked the chair backwards and walked in a flashed speed towards her,and bring her in a tight embrace,not caring about anything anymore.
Happiness,Confusion, the feeling of being lied to,every fucking emotions that you can mixed into ,I swear I can feel all of it at once, right now,that it made me teared up.
God knows how I've knelt ,cried and prayed every night,for six years, just to asked for His mercy to bring this love of my life back to me " Alive and Breathing", Although every one is telling me to forget her already and move on.
Her sweet womanly scent,that I so fucking love the most, engulfed my head,the smell that even in closed-eyes ,I can certainly recognize that it is only and particularly belonged to her.
I knew it in my heart ,she is not yet dead,eventhough I attended her funeral and saw with my own eyes her coffin. My whole system just refused to accept such kind of bullshit thing.
For whole six years I am living with her memories . Everyday I tried to lived ,in hope that one day I will wake up with her in my arms. Six years I keep looking at the door, waiting and wishing she will surprisingly come home ,in a way she did before.,
The moment she appeared in front of me ,this afternoon and as I looked in her eyes,I knew it,she is BEZOS! My sense of smell also can't lie to me.
Her attitude ,especially her always composed and calmed reply ,even the way when spouting a razor remarks when she is angry.Her wholebeing is screaming ,indeed it was her.But why she is seemed not recognizing me even in a slightest bit?
"What are you doing ?"I heard in a soft voice she said and yet her eyes are aiming daggers to me ."HANDS OFF !" pushing me away from her, she added.
Her words felt like a pinched in my chest.How come she doesn't know me?,How come she had forgotten me?,How come she does not miss me anymore?.
That old man certainly owed me an explanation.He must had done something ,that made something awful like this to escalate.
"BEZOS ,my love,you are back.! I am so happy you came back !" I exclaimed happily and excitedly as I welcomed her,ignoring her prickly treatment towards me.
I saw her shake her head slightly, and then with raised eyebrows she said ,"Excuse me ? Will you please cut this off already ,as you can see I am not a complete idiot !".
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SIX YEARS BEFORE ;
I open the compartment of my car only to found out my biggest nightmare is safely and happily tucked inside of it.
"AH ! HELL NO ! I exclaimed, " What are you doing here? "
Her face quickly stared at me the moment she heard me and she quickly get up , as she hurriedly climbed off the compartment of my car ,and guiltily stand face to face with me.
I can't believe for almost an hour trip going here at the Villa ,she was inside of my car compartment all along,what if I didn't open it,will she die there without me knowing it?fuck I will become a criminal without my knowledge ,how cool is that?
"Do you think ,you can escape me now, huh ?" she muttered.
"WOW ! Impressive dramatic entrance !" I sarcastically complimented her.
"No ! Seriously, Finn please listen to me,let me explain ,it is not what you think it is !" she pleaded,referring to the messed she had made to me ,this past weeks and ignoring my sarcasm.
"Don't give me that crap !" I retorted.
"Finn please ,I can explain, just please listen ".she keep on pleading.
"It is exactly what I think and it is exactly what it looks like, stop explaining already, right now, I already knew it perfectly well ,I even heard it with my own ears from your bitch friends mouth !".I lashed out as I started walking inside my house after I picked some grocery bags inside my car.
" Look I am so sorry !I didn't mean them to spread it at the whole campus,I also didn't mean to make fun of you ", referring to her group of friends, Celyn,Janet,and Arlene.
" Stupid you for following me here in my house.How can you be so sure that I will not murder and bury you afterwards at my backyard ?, after all the humiliation you have cause me,and in fact no one sees you come here ?" ,With dark look,cold tone I warned her,feeling a little satisfied when I saw her momentarily, slightly feared me,but after a seconds she replied.
"I bet you can't do that,because firstly I was trained to fight back and secondly I know you are not like that,I know you will not hurt me !",she confidently stated,as she continued following me all the way to the kitchen.
Putting down the grocery bags at the table,I turned around for me to face Bezos that was now standing behind me, I pressurely placed a finger under her chin and forcefully lifted her face,for a moment ,I'm studying her whole damn beautiful fucking face that even in my angry state ,I can't help to admire .
" How pathetic you are for making me the specimen of your fucking experiment ? ,go to hell Bezos !together with your bratty bunch of idiot friends ! I can't believe you've just made me a fool,I am so stupid to believe all of your lies !", I blurted directly to her face.
Bezos is the most beautiful,and the most popular in our campus,she was a cheerleader ,she was my first, one and only crush,ever since I can't remember.
One day as I was studying inside the library she came and sit beside me and being a serious nerd back then,with thick eyeglasses and all, I haven't realize that a super hot chick getting closed to me was probably had an evil plan towards my pathetic innocent youngself.
État de l’alimentation hebdomadaire
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