Camila, no- Lillian, sat there and pondered. She pondered and pondered, but still came up with the same conclusion as before.
Since she's here and has no way of going back, she might as well enjoy her stay. Just like that paper said.
...
Over the next couple of days Lillian figured out a couple of things.
First, it seems as if being a toddler wasn't nearly as boring as she thought it would be. As a three year old, Lillian couldn't talk much. This made her extremely frustrated and resulted in her spending the majority of her time trying to talk. And sleeping. She sleeped a lot. Plus there was frequently gossipy maids that she found out information from.
Second, after listening to the gossip, Lillian found out that the hazardous lady was actually a nurse maid and took care of her in her parents stead.
...When Lillian found this out, she couldn't help but think that this society would take her quite a bit to get used to.Which also lead her to wonder how the world changed so quick.
And finally, she discovered that her parents seemed to hate her.She hasn't found much about this yet, but Lillian was pretty confident in the maids gossiping habits.
After learning all of this, she realized that something had to change if she was going to thrive in this society.
So she would change herself.
Or at least, her persona.