Chapitre 25: I kinda....
I kinda don't wanna be here,
I kinda don't wanna be alive,
I kinda don't wanna be human,
I kinda don't wanna be awake in the dead of night,
staring at my open window.
if only I could air out my feelings,
instead of just the air in my room.
I kinda wish that my friends really loved me.
I kinda wish that my family meant it
when they said that they love me.
I kinda wish the " I love you"
was louder than the
"You're such a fucking disappointment to everyone around you."
The "don't be a bother."
the "don't ask anything, you might be annoying."
The "You're such a stupid bitch."
I kinda wish I could sleep at night.
I kinda wish I could get my way, just once.
I kinda wish I could enough money to live.
I kinda wish that this isn't all there is to life.
I kinda wish that I wasn't sitting here,
crying because of how much I miss you.
It's 3 am,
you're asleep and I don't wanna wake you.
but, just know that I love you so, so fucking much.
you mean the absolute world to me.
And I really, really hope you mean it,
when you say you love me,
that you won't be like the others,
The others who replaced me,
who cheated on me,
or betrayed me.
I want to be with you, forever.
through thick and thin.
État de l’alimentation hebdomadaire
-- Classement
Power Stone 
-- Power
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