Chapitre 6: 6. He has a crush on my friend
Aslan talks to me all the time when i text him and he even does multitasks so that i won't be ignored. He never said that he was busy or gave any kind of excuses but listened to everything i said. Things were going perfect untill he told me something.
"Tia, i need your help."- he texted.
"Sure."- i texted back hurriedly.
"Don't tell any one now. It's actually a feeling which i have"- he texted.
"Ok. Say, what's it?"- I got nervous
" I think i have a crush on Tiza."- he said.
"What??"- I lost myself.
"She looks cute right?"- he asked curiously.
"I don't know. Mom is calling me. I will text you soon. Bye."- I texted and threw my phone to bed.
I was totally confused with what i should do. As a friend i should help him with this and Tiza is my bestfriend. I know Aslan can be a good boyfriend and will take care of Tiza so i shouldn't mess up anything. I didn't know what to do. I felt dumb for thinking he would have a feeling for me. I knew me and Aslan won't have a future together and won't be able to live together. My parents and his parents were strict about relation and stuffs and hence i thought i wouldn't be a trouble for any. I made up my mind to help Aslan with his love life and will know from Tiza what she feels for Aslan.
The next day, i went to college with a heavy heart. I couldnt look at him because i would cry for sure and i had no courage to ask Tiza because everyone would love to be with him. I began to observe Tiza and find out what she thinks about him. I was so close to her that she shares almost everything with me. I found her as a carefree girl who like to do the things which she likes and who doesnt keep anything away for anyone. She cannot compromise on her wishes and she was kind of a loud girl. She cannot keep feelings within her and act normal. She had many boys as her friends and were really close to them and she even made friends with some strange boys whom she haven't met in real. I knew she clearly wasn't a choice for Aslan because he was going to be possessive and keep some restrictions for her well being which she would never accept. But i cannot tell him that she isn't good for him as he would feel bad or ask someone else for help. So i tried to make her talk to him.
Soon, i forgot my feelings for him and tried to make them more close. I felt bad for myself cause i have had strong feelings for him. He really is a caring guy who can never lie and hide things. He used to talk about everything to me and always says lame jokes just to make me laugh. I always enjoyed his company and wanted to spend a life time with him but everything has gone. He has a strong crush on my friend. But sooner i realised that was just an infactuation and he never really had anything for her. Once, he opened up about his past and told me he had seven or eight relations before and i was shocked. How can a guy have so many girls? And he explained to me how all that happened and told about almost everything he remembered. I was fine with that because it was past and there is no use saying that. I wanted present and future with him, digging up past wont change a thing.
Deep inside i had a feeling that a guy who had so many girls in life can move on easily even if a relation fails. If i get in a relation with him, he would definitely not fight to stay with me. For him i would be just another girl who got added to the list. Everything started to break me from the day i had started to talk to him. But i was so addicted to him that I wanted to have him as my own so that i would be happy and would be out of tensions.
État de l’alimentation hebdomadaire
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