///AN this is a side story. It may not make any sense however it will make sense in the future. Please be advise this chapter isn't for everyone due to its content. So you could skip if you want to. ///
In all of creation, there are beings born lucky and beings lucky to be born. 'He' told me that I was born lucky.
I originally believed everything 'he told me. I put my trust in everything he did and said. He was my hero. Whenever I needed something he'd be there. There was nothing he couldn't do and no matter what. Unlike others, I can't do anything on my own. So he has to protect me.
However, he would leave me to go on his own devices. How envious of the lavish life he lives. He'd tell me stories of the places he's been and the things he's done. I wanted to go out with him but he just called me a little girl and I should just be good. I'm far too innocent for the world.
I wouldn't listen so I tried to be like him adventuring and gaining powers. One day I ran into a very interesting prince. He caught my eye so I thought I'd get with him to help my power grow but that was a huge mistake on my part...
His Queen notice I was trying to influence him and set out to crush me. I had no idea the evil queen was his lover. She manipulated my body with her magic and told him that I was a powerful girl who tried to kill him but she sealed my powers and if he wants powers he will have to rape me every day till I get pregnant then once I get pregnant he will have to rape me that day then pull off off my skin then crush my bones and burn me while keeping me alive for three days then...he did that it was painful and I kept asking and hoping for him to save me but he never did...
It took over a year...I gave birth to a son and he raped me and pulled my hear off pulled my skin off while healing me with magic and then slowly performed a crucifixion on me. I continued to ask for his help but he never came his image started to become a blur thanks to the Queen who was slowly severing my karma and the prince was gaining it. My very existence seems to be losing focus. All my connection seems to be weaker. I don't want to die... save me
Then she comes back saying this is for messing with whats mine and it went black
I don't know if I am dead or alive...
It has been many years where are you....
I want to see you..
I ...I want to...die
Why must I suffer
Why didn't you come
Why aren't you there for me
Why did she do this to me
Why did he gain my power
I'll kill them
I'll Kill them
ILL KILL THEM
I need power
I NEED POWER
I NEED ALL THE POWER
but I am weak... I am not sure I am alive
I lost who I am
WELL WHO CARES I WILL CRUSH ALL OF THEM
But I can't go I'm too weak I need help to do it...
Oh yeah didn't it do something similar while it was alone
However if I do it I will lose *******'
Time pass She begin to create. I need to see him
How will I kill them?
Would he help me? did he forget about me?
I need someone to talk to lets to make these creatures
They're too stupid... let's use this
I think I have enough power to leave but I will try letting you go, my friend. You will be my eyes
AHHHH they killed her as soon as she came to be knowing she is my creation...will all life be killed if I leave this plain...
I have to keep everyone here
Why are you trying to leave
This place is paradise...
Stop fighting each other stop fighting each other
Why do you want to leave you can't leave I won't let you put everything in danger for your selfiousness
Shut up and die
DIE
DIE
DIE
WHY won't YOU ALL UNDERSTAND
If you try to leave you will kill all of these creatures I can't grow either so stop...
Here you go I made this sword so use it to strike anyone who tries to oppose you
I made this book hoping to take control of my past self and prevent myself from leaving...
I wonder what he is doing..I bet hes happy...the queen said he was happy
I only have six friends that it. They are the beast I created... I I don't know what to do. I can't stay. I am hoping someone joins me but they all attack me...
I am their enemy someone even used their life to send their child into the future to kill me...and those six were strong too but they just wanted to kill me...
am I really that ugly?
I think I hate him
He left me.. this is all his fault
He said he would always be there and he wasn't or hasn't.
Because of him, I had to suffer
No I love him he is..
I hate him he is..
JUST DIE ALREADY DAMN IT
FUCK THIS WORLD FUCK THE PEOPLE
I WILL USE THEM TO GET STRONGER IF THEY HATE ME SO MUCH I WILL GIVE THEM SOMETHING TO HATE
POWER I NEED MORE
MORE
MORE TO CRUSH THEM
WHAT YOUR FRIENDS SOUL I WILL USE THEM TOO
DIE ALL OF YOU DIE
THANK YOU FOR YOUR TRAINING IT GOT ME STRONGER
YOU TAKE SOME TOO AND KILL THE REST
HERE YOU ARE MY ARMY WHO ATTACKS MY ENEMIES FOR ME
I WILL MAKE YOU MY LEADER OF THE ARMY MY CHILD
IF THEY AREN'T BEAST THEY SHOULD BE KILLED OR SLAVES FOR POWER GRIND THEIR CULTIVATION
huh, what's with this familiar feeling it is like it is something I have forgotten.
Life isn't always pleasant sorry about that