Step out of the illusion

"Now I understand everything, Xiaosi. Every time I think that you cannot get more pathetic, you always exceed my expectations."

Caihong laughed. "Now I get why you hate Zhiyuan so much. It's because I loved him and not you. You were jealous of him. Here you pretended as if you suffered and felt wrong because of his hypocrisy, but in reality, you were hiding your disgusting feelings!"

Xiaosi quietly stared at her. 

She pushed him back in all her anger. "You...you forced yourself on me just because you couldn't handle rejection! You ruined my life. You ruined my future with Zhiyuan! I lost my dignity, I lost my love, and what was I left with? This unwanted marriage and that unwanted child in me at that time!? Is this what you call loving someone? This is not love, but selfishness!"

Caihong felt her knees go weak.