Chapitre 219: There’s Nothing Keeping You Here (1)

After learning the truth from Li Chuntao, Mu Jianyu had started to lose his mind. Every day was torture for him as his guilt and remorse continued to eat him from the inside. Several thoughts crossed his mind, imagining how his wife suffered because of him and how she had endured it all in silence. 

Mu Jianyu wanted to scream, wanted to hurt himself for subjecting Li Xiuying to such pain. He missed her so badly. It was a different kind of heartache, knowing the person you wanted to see was totally out of your reach. 

The memories he shared with her continued to play in his mind. Her smile, her voice, her familiar comforting scent haunted every second of his waking moment. Mu Jianyu didn't think he would be able to continue like this any longer.