However, when she thought about how she was pregnant with the king's child, how could she explain it to the queen if she came back?
It was all because Yao Zheng had jeopardized her. Otherwise, those kinds of things wouldn't have happened between her and the king. She also wouldn't have accidentally been made to carry this child.
There was currently no way to abort the baby. However, Jing Xi really didn't want to become a stumbling block to their happiness.
She thought about it and decided that leaving the palace would be better and was the only choice.
She would go talk to the king about this once there was time. She would ask him to let her leave the palace and move elsewhere.
When that time came, she wouldn't let the queen know she was pregnant and she wouldn't come to the palace to disturb their lives.