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I gave her everything she ever wanted. My only wish was she got to live and enjoyed the life the way she ever dreamt. I was brave but broken, brave but scarred. I was brave but wounded. Nobody knows anything about the saddened smiles. Isn't it funny how the one we called the safest place left us homeless? Funny how people have guts to do it. Killing the one they love and executed it perfectly with no atom of remorse. The bleeding wounds that refused healing. All my laughter says the same thing: This isn't how it supposed to be. All my grief repeatedly yelled out the same thing; this isn't how it supposed to be. How did she do it? How do she find fun toying with the feelings she said she cared and cherished more than her life? Did she find it amusing watching the one she loved go back and forth like a pathetic dog on a leash, awaiting freedom. Like a creepy freak, she discard me like a used syringe. She humiliated me. Leaving me in the darkness to fight off the demons she created. How did she do it? Writing lovely poems and not meant any single phrase? There are some kinds of pains that externally clung on us, like a stubborn stain on a white fabric they refused to wash away. They are scarred and bruised. Just when i thought i was feeling better, i felt myself falling again into the dark abyss. I will burn all the letters i wrote, i will burn all the poems i wrote about you, all the happy moment we spent together collecting wishful stars, dreaming and building our future together. I will burn every memories of us and I hope you follow the smoke, it will lead you to the heart you broken. I hope you realized how cruel you are to shred into pieces the only heart that cares and adores you. Was I right? The first time I saw you, you smelt like trauma awaiting to happen but I ignored my instincts now I'm lost in my light. I don't know the demon you are running away from, you better stop and face them because when they catch up with you, it won't just be you who gets caught up in the fallout.

"Beneath the smile is a weary soul. Beneath the struggle is a dying soul. Beneath the smile is a soul in a frazzle. I desired a change. I show great perseverance in my quest to succeed, even though my inner me is in shambles. With persistent pain, I drag him along. Sometimes I want to shed him from me but then I realized he is a part of me. The inner me that is lifeless. Now I have to be it nourishment. The inner me that is weak. Now I have to be its strength. The inner me that is hopeless. Now I have to be hope Dear inner me I can't leave you alone; you are me I am you. Together we will conquer our fears, face our challenges, and comes out triumphantly." Synopsis I was in my dark until you shine me your light. Mellisa a young student nurse lost her way on the last day of completing her health campaign in a rural area of the Northern Coast. She wandered around in a mysterious wood where she was held captive by some quisling huddles, who found nothing but joy in torturing her. Rescued by Armstrong Seagull, and labeled a spy. Was she able to escape from such a traumatic experience? Who is Armstrong Seagull and what roles did Mellisa's sudden incursion in his kingdom In a world where you feel so cold, you gotta stay gold; a story about a demon Lord and an ambitious girl

I live like a fool like this and like a fool I only look for you. Why am I like like this? All I did was Love. I'm having a hard time without you. Your name permeate my lips. Your face is engraved in my eyes. Your voice comes to my ears and I secretly follows it. I walk the street alone on a day like today until I feel you running to me. Holding me in your arms felt like home. BUT They said we can't be together because we are from different side.

"Beneath the smile is a weary soul. Beneath the struggle is a dying soul. Beneath the smile is a soul in a frazzle. I desired a change. I show great perseverance in my quest to succeed, even though my inner me is in shambles. With persistent pain, I drag him along. Sometimes I want to shed him from me but then I realized he is a part of me. The inner me that is lifeless. Now I have to be it nourishment. The inner me that is weak. Now I have to be its strength. The inner me that is hopeless. Now I have to be hope Dear inner me I can't leave you alone; you are me I am you. Together we will conquer our fears, face our challenges, and comes out triumphantly." Synopsis I was in my dark until you shine me your light. Mellisa a young student nurse lost her way on the last day of completing her health campaign in a rural area of the Northern Coast. She wandered around in a mysterious wood where she was held captive by some quisling huddles, who found nothing but joy in torturing her. Rescued by Armstrong Seagull, and labeled a spy. Was she able to escape from such a traumatic experience? Who is Armstrong Seagull and what roles did Mellisa's sudden incursion in his kingdom In a world where you feel so cold, you gotta stay gold; a story about a demon Lord and an ambitious girl

Excerpt The trees roars responding to the nature after a heavy rainfall. sounds of leaves crashing with each other were heard accompany by a footsteps running and panting. "Please let me go,i swear i didn't do anything." She pleaded with tears rolling down her face, her hair in a tangled mess and her voice cracked from wandering around in the forest as she was held captive. Looking at the able-bodied men surrounding her, chills run down her spine as one of the men leaned closer to her face and pull her hair. Dragging her along with him. "I am not moved by your tears... don't think you will fool me with those." He gave out a menacing laughter throwing her on the ground causing her to sustain more injuries on her face. She was already shivering, and looking at the huddle men none of them seems to help rather they laughed along, taking turns to torture her. They either dragged her on the hair or they kick her on any part of her body and she wince on the floor. Her heart bleed in pain and uncontrollably tears streaming freely down her cheeks. There is nothing she can do, even if there will be a miracle maybe she will be dead before it happens. She clutch on her clothes with her knees folded up in fear and panic, she wanted to run away but she knows her strength and capabilities are not a match to the men. She low her head, muttering inaudibly to her creator for him to touch their minds so that they can pity and release her. But as she looked up, it seems her prayers were futile as one of the men advance towards her wearing only his pants. "No! No! No." Her heart skip a beat as she closed her eyes. "God please i rather die than let them have me." "Come over here you bitch" The man yelled out to her and heavy laughter echoed in the forest. The men where having a fun evening at the expensive of her comfort. She trembled, pushing backward as much as her strength can carry her. "It seems the bitch is acting stubborn." One of the men with a hulky muscles said and the men again give out a hullabaloo laughter. She screamed as they dragged her along, the men walking around her like they found some evening meat. "Let me go please, let me go please." She plead, kicking with evey ounce of strength in her but it seems she was beating the air as they dropped her on the floor, held her two hands backward and part her legs. "NOooooooooooooooooooo." She screamed. Synopsis I was in my own dark, until you shine me your light. A young students nurse lost her way on the last day of completing her health campaign in a rural area. She wandered around in a mysterious wood where she was held captives by some quisling huddles, who find nothing but joy in torturing her. Was she able to escape from such traumatic experience. Follow me as i walk you down bit by bit, unfolding this paranormal story.