Capítulo 7: SOS

While not trying to be panic about my medicine. I try to remain calm and continue talking about the project. Suddenly, a real shooting itch sensation on my face and hands. I calm myself by drinking some water. The conversation between Niklas and Mr Andrew seem never-ending. The itching sensation really makes me feel uncomfortable. I really want to get out of this place and grab my medicine. I never tell anyone about my allergy or diseases as I really don't want to burden them or make them think that I am such a weak person. I don't know why I have this kind of thought but maybe I don't want people to know my weakness. I also don't want to be rude in front of my boss and to suddenly excuse myself out of the conversation without solid excuses. Niklas seems to notice that Xael is in rather odd behaviour as she is not actively participating in the conversation. Maybe she wants to go to the ladies. Maybe I should just ignore her. But his upfront behaviour in front of people seems to take over. Are you okay Ms Xael, you seem rather spaced out? Oh don't mind me I just rather feel full by eating all this food. Oh is that so, but you seem just to eat mostly the vegetables and a quite small portion of the seafood. The conversation between them is interrupted by Mr Andrew cellphone sound. Sorry, you guys I need to take this call. He excuses himself and goes out of the room. The situation between them turns rather awkward as a sudden dismal from Mr Andrew. In my heads seem to be playing a song from Gnash, Dear Insecurity. But the continuous itching makes me feel more insecure. The most itching area is my eyes. It really makes me feel so irritated but I need to get out from this situation. I suddenly grab Niklas by hand. Please tell Mr Andrew I suddenly need to go. Please, pretty please. Then I rush out from the room. Niklas really feel dumbfounded by the sudden request and disappearance. What the hell is going on with that woman?