Capítulo 34: Chapter 32: Bahala Na
Walter's POV
It's been a week since Angelica decided that she wanted space. We still see each other at school, kahit tignan man lang ako ay hindi nya magawa. Alam kong madami akong pagkukulang sa kanya, but I also have obligations and I thought she would understand me, sa pagod ay hindi ko namalayan na nasasaktan na pala sya, at alam kong nag kulang ako. I feel so drained. I lost my grandma and I can't loose Angelica. I've lost someone who's been a big part of my life eversince the day I was born, my grandparents filled the missing piece in my life, that my father failed to do. I already lost my grandma. I could not bear the thought of loosing my grandpa, but the problem is sa pagsasabay ko sa pagtatrabaho at pagaaral nakakalimutan ko na pala si Angelica. I know she's busy with college and so am I! I don't wanna share my burdens to her anymore. I-I want her to face her own battles and not include mine with hers. She's not an extra baggage she's a gem that I don't want to loose she failed to understand that, because I too failed on explaining. So now I'm here stuck with my team mates while looking at her from a far while she's eating with her friends laking gulat ko pa dahil tumabi din sa kanya si Felix. Pain and Anger got into me so I went over their table and punched Felix without even thinking twice.
"Ilang beses ko bang sasabihin sa'yo na wag mong lalapitan si Angelica saang banda sa sinabi ko ang hindi mo naintindihan!"
He looked at me with Anger pumutok pala ang labi nya. He spit the blood at hindi na ako naka iwas sa suntok nya na singlakas din nang pag suntok ko sa kanya.
"So what you agreed on giving each other space, she ain't your property now Arkinson!"
I punched him again. Nagulat ako nang tinulak ako ni Angelica at dinaluhan si Felix.
"Walter alin ba sa give me space ang hindi mo naintindihan?! At ngayon you even punched Felix! How was he supposed to tell me that we had something to do for the Student Council when YOU blocked HIM on my phone!"
"I-I'm s-sorry Angelica...I-I didn't know"
"That's the problem with you padalos dalos ka palagi you don't even know the real story yet, padalos dalos ka nalang palgi you always make decisions without even thinking how other people would feel! Tara na sa clinic Felix!"
Inalalayan nya si Felix na tumayo at nang makatayo na si Felix nilagpasan nalang nila ako. I stood their. Shocked. Marky my team mate tapped my shoulder and guided me back to our table.
I made another mistake.
Angelica's POV
I accompanied Felix to the clinic since pumutok ang labi nya at ang kaliwang kilay.
"Angelica I'm fine" I rolled my eyes at him and groaned
"Pwede bang tigilan mo yan. I know that you are not fine so let me take you to the clinic and please just shut up"
What I said finally shut him up. When we reached the clinic the nurse asked us what happened, I was about to tell her what happened when Felix stopped me.
"Just please treat my wound para maka alis na kami"
This rude monkey. I glared at him. Halatang nagulat ang nurse sa sinabi ni Felix, but instead of asking she just treated his wounds at agad na umalis sa aming harapan.
"You didn't have to say that"
He sighed "I thought you didn't want me to tell her what really happened kasi diba kayo ni Walter"
"We agreed on giving each other space, so I really don't know what we're doing right now. Even if we're together he shouldn't just punch you because he's mad. Hindi pa din tama yon"
He looks shocked, he even blinked thrice.
"I-I never knew you'd do that. You've been avoiding me for months- he looked down before continuing I sometimes wish that Walter would punch me every day if you'll bring me to the clinic and get worried just like the old times. Back when you still loved me"
I stared at him for a while. He looked sad, at sa mga sinabi nya nalungkot na din ako "You know things are complicated Felix. I have Walter, while you have Andy"
"No. You know the real score between me and Andy! You know that I love you. I still do, and I fucking know that you still love me" he stood up and pinned me to the wall
"Felix stop this. Walter and I are just giving each other space, it doesn't mean we're over, and so are you and Andy!"
"Fuck Walter and Andy! Think about your feelings Angelica! I know that you love me. Now say it!"
"S-Stop shouting hindi ko na alam Felix. I don't know what to- he cut me off when he pressed his lips onto mine. I missed him at hindi ko na talaga alam ang gagawin.
"Tell me you love me. Angelica baby say it"
Dahan dahn tumulo ang aking luha. I love Walter at the same time I love Felix and I just can't unlove them. I don't know what to do. I kissed Felix back and said the three words he wanted to hear me say.
"I love you"
He smiled at me and continued kissing me.
For now I'll just focus on this. Ayaw ko munang mag-isip. I love the both of them. Alam kong mali pero what should I do. Looking at Felix's face earlier alam kong nasaktan ko din sya.
"My dad was sick. He needed me. So now mama and papa are together yun pala papa pretended to be sick to get us back. He lied about having cancer. The moment I knew that agad akong bumalik sa Pilipinas, but you weren't at your house anymore sabi ng bagong lipat doon na lumipat na daw kayo and it has been 3 months since you've left that house."
When I heard Felix's explaination umiyak ako and he comforted me. Inside the clinic, Felix and I cried in each other's arms. Alam kong mali ang gagawin ko but I still kissed Felix.
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