The first impression Bei Sangyun had of kissing was something rare, reserved only for families. Like how Grandma Bei used to kiss her forehead when she was young. Grandma Bei had only kissed her twice in her memory, but those moments were both memorable and precious.
However, when Bei Sangyun witnessed their neighbors, the Bang couple, kissing each other, her impression changed, and she began to view it as something unpleasant to witness.
The third time she encountered kissing was when Richard trapped her in a room and forced himself upon her. The memory of him inching closer towards her with their lips almost touching was so disgusting that Bei Sangyun felt nauseated every time she recalled it.
Since then, she had developed a dread of other men coming close to her. Despite Lin Ginxian appointing a 'fiance' for her, Bei Sangyun had never attempted to be intimate with anyone else.