"Welcome to hell."
"I will be your guide."
Are you comfortable in the black and white world?
Or you still don't know what you are?
Is everything fine in your mind or you still need to tell other your secrets so you can feel better?
Do you still cry when no one is watching, because you think if someone saw you crying everything would break apart?
Are you fine with the way you are , and where you are now as a person?
Sometimes I ask myself , if I should even talk with you like this, it should be just silence, when we go though this dark alley with no light that guide us to the right destination.
I walked over this alley so many times that I know which way I should turn and go without looking where I am going.
But you!
If I leave you here you would root away, being eaten by your emotions and the worst fear that you have.
Should I show you what fears of other that walked the same path you are walking on , were ?
I should , one of the was being eaten alive.
But others are scared of a creature they see in their dreams , it appears on it's own when they just think about the monster.
So many of them are scared of a screaming lady , that just sat and when you go near she would attack you or just scream at you.
But when I'm with you no one , ever , attacks or tries to do what is unnecessary.
Some are scared of themselves , so their soul disappears as if they never existed in the first place.
They actually are born again but without any memory, or sent here as a new soul that doesn't remember anything what happened here or where they were in the living realm. If they do remember , it's a circle , they will be sent to many stages of hell. Many of them did a different thing as a living creature, which I am not willing to say. Some choose this path to go on their own , I always say they are crazy for that. Some didn't go where they should go so I also guide them as well. To the right path you could say, to the light , if they are living or if they should go up there. Some see me as the thing they fear the most , isn't that interesting , the human soul? But there are some that see me as an angel , black or white wings. All i can say is that you see me as the one you want to see the most or you fear the most, I can be your friend for this or a foe. Am I a man? A woman? The devil? The reaper? A soul ? Or just an entity that no one knows what it is. Your nightmare? Friend? Ghost? Or a Foe? You can only know , when you see me. Not many of you saw the real me. It actually never happens. And most of the times I get sad because of that and show more of your fears. Who am I even kidding , I am very calm and emotionless. But worry not , this not the real destination , hell is everything and nothing. The real problem is not just this walking , is the end of this path, which probably will never happen. This may be hell, but the real thing is near the ending of this path and will come early if you expect it to be there. I will be your guide , but remember , even if you ask me for help. I cannot help you nor I wish to do that. You may or not see my real face when our time comes to an END. Some will say thank you ,but I still don't know what they are thankful for. -"So peaceful." Is what many of them say while going over that side smiling at me , while I bow at them. Leaving like i never witnessed anything here. "Don't you think that D E A T H can be beautiful? Shhh.... Silence is more beautiful! And so I go my way , and wait for the next "you"! Another sinner even more scared than the previous one. I started counting from the morning and so many ask the same thing. Don't ask anyone and walk towards that darkness where your soul will be taken away.