Sandy Shores Dev's Secret

Shit, how do I even fall in love with a zombie? How is a flipping zombie my mark mate?
As soon as I hear her cry, I feel my wolf going insane. The desire to find her and protect her was really strong. It ate my insides, piercing into my very soul. Even though I know Alpha orders are clear, we destroy every zombie. No matter their age, gender or alertness. I won't and can't destroy my mate.
This is a specific time frame in Sandy Shores Awaken, giving a glimpse of Dev's mind.