Capítulo 10: You believe him?
Marie's pov.
At this point I find it hard to understand Eric, the word waves past and through my ears, he doesn't look sick to me but then you can never tell what really is happening to a person.
"I can't talk about it here, there are too many ears around but I'll make time, I promise," he says and holds my hands into his.
I swallow hard unsure of what to think or how to react, things should be easier for me and not the direct opposite,
I do not know why my heart still beats for him even after going through a trauma that was caused by him. I've developed a sudden PTSD which is triggered whenever I think of having a love life or how it can all be sorted out eventually.
I smile. I respond to his words unsure of what to think, or today or how to make do with this sudden compromising situation.
I can't get a hold of it or him or myself which is why I decide on toning it all off. "I will reach out to you," he says once again, this time with a lingering tone.
I nod slowly in response to his words and I watch as he walks away from me taking slow strides just as always.
Could he really be sick? I asked no one but myself.
"Oh, crap you believe him?" Lily says, as she chipped in and gives her opinion just as always.
"I do not believe him but then again I see no reason why he should bother telling me lies, it's all the same thing if we look at it from one angle,
He may be sick after all we've been close friends for a long time I see. No reason which makes sense apart from me being an omega and Eric had never really bothered about that when we were friends so why should he when they become mates?
"You really are a hard piece of a puzzle and never have I thought, not even for once not in the slightest manner did I think you would forgive him, he rejected you, he rejected us even when he knew we were his mates and he's here with some goddamn excuse?"
"Lily we don't know what truly has happened and we ought not to judge him until we see the true meaning of these words, it's only by that everything can be resolved," I say trying to convince like but the more it will about it the more I see in trying to co fuse myself and nobody else.
"It's just so screwed up, his excuses or rather his lies, we are his mates and he should have told us his situation notwithstanding.
He should have explained to us if he was really sick and let the choice be up to us either to let him be and accept the rejection or to stay with him.
Instead, he worked the rejection on us not caring about our feelings or how much we were affected by it, one thing I'm certain about is simply the truth, and as much as I know you hate to hear this I have nothing else to say but the truth.
It would hurt you Marie but the truth remains the fact that he doesn't want to be with us. We are omegas. Do you think luck just shines up on us that easily?" Lily asks,
The more she breaks through the mindlink the more chartered I become. I do not know many things or many people but the truth remains that she is my wolf and she is the one person that would tell me the truth.
Just what I was not expecting was the truth to hurt me so much, all the reasons and lies I've been telling to myself suddenly faded away.
"You are right, but I still think we should let him speak nm and give him listening ears for the time being," I say to Lily, I could hear her whine on through the mind link.
"you really are hard to convince, you keep your stone head to yourself, I can't believe how foolish you really tend to be and how easily you can be manipulated,
Have you forgotten how cold he sounded when he rejected us? Do you still remember the pain you felt at that moment? " Hearing him speak I felt my heart shatter inches again and an invisible seat pierced through it and I recall his words of rejection and how I had accepted it.
"You seriously do need some touch-up. I can see that, and here you are thinking I'm the obnoxious and loud one. You have always called me the problems but I think I have chosen the worst body to use as a vessel.
If you want to swap wolves please do, I hope I don't end up with someone as miserable as you are, I can't just tend to understand how foolishly and blindly you are in love with a man like that,
He doesn't seem to care and did he say he had been searching around for us? We have both been in the pack house living together and that's the best excuse he could bring up. He should have tried better.
Then like his petty little lies were not enough he just had to go on and out saying he would reach out later, can't you see nothing that slips out of his lips is true? He's like. A ball of lies that keeps rolling over
It's pointless explaining to you but I have never seen anyone in search of someone in the same freaking house ask for an excuse to meet up later, he simply just doesn't want people to see you around him, he is embarrassed to have people hear that you are his mate, why else would he tell you there are too many ears around even when the place is almost secluded?"
I feel a cold wave way through me as I speak, sudden realization dawns on me as I get the true meaning of her words.
She is right after all, our mate had rejected us and it made us end up with a far worse fate.
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