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Reborn as a Hilichurl with a system

Capítulo 1: Chapter 1:Death

When people think of death they often associate it with pain,regret and sorrow but sometimes it can be a form of salvation. Despite death being associated with darkness it can be the guiding light for some. Death can be positive atleast for me it was.

Before I died I was an average joe who came from an above average family. But it wasnt always like that, we used to be in quite the financial crisis but thanks to my dads persevation and business intelligence we managed to improve and rise above what we used to be. As I was the only child my parents could afford to send me to a private school. I finished school with a B average which allowed me to take computer science in university. Life was going pretty well for me until I started to mingle with the wrong crowd in University. I was never a social person and that made it so much easier to Manipulate me. It all started in the middle of first year when people started dropping out of the Computer science course either due to partying,the difficulty of the course or just the lack of money needed to sustain themselves out of school as computer science is a time consuming degree. I got approched by a group of people who where popular around the campus, they invited me to events and I declined them since I could sense that their intentions were pretty shitty.

However as time went by I started having feelings for this one girl who was a part of this group. I had been warned by my more experienced friends that this was a bad idea and that I shouldnt persue this girl, but my heart wouldn't listen since I had found a woman that I fancied for the first time in my life. Filled with youthful vigor I persued her like a rabid dog. Now you might be thinking that this was some creepy behaviour but no this was something I had observed abut her, she loved being chased. In hindsight this should raised a flag drenched with blood but you know what they say love is blind. The guys that she would hangout with that convinced me that we that they were friends had told me what to buy for her and how she liked a guy with money. I was skeptical but when I saw how much closer we became when I spent money on her. I started thinking that these guys were my friends who have my best intentions at heart. After a while(towards the end of the 3rd semester) we started dating and I had never felt happier in my life we even shared our first kiss and it drove me crazy. It felt like a dam had burst in my heart and the contents in the damn were my love for this girl during the second year we went on countless dates and my marks had taken a hit since I started placing her higher than anything in my life.

At the end of the 3rd semester in the 2nd year rumors started circulating about my girlfriend and how she was a promiscuos person or a slut in simple terms. I didnt care about the words of random people but i made a mental note and wanted to ask her about it. When I went over to her place to ask her about it I could smell something quite revolting I made another mental note to research what this smell was but it smelt like my socks after doing certain activities .My suspicion rose to 40/100(my level of certainty). Anyway I asked her about the rumours and she appeared flustered but I just chalked it up toher being shocked by the rumours still I made another mental note and raised my suspicion to 50/100 I left her place since the smell left me gagging and thinking terrible things about my girlfriend.

On my way home I thought about why I always used numbers to quantify things wether it was my thoughts,feelings or emotions. I then remebered as saying it goes "While words express our thoughts, feelings, and emotions, numbers serve as the universal language that adds precision to the abstract, providing a tangible framework that allows us to understand the reality we live in ."- Chat gpt sama

In order to take my mind off of my suspicious girlfriend I wanted to find a time consuming gacha game. I then found genshin impact and started playing it. It seems that It was introducing a new region called Liyue. At first I was reluctant I had a bit of a problem with certain things and a game like this would only make shit tough for me but when my mind wanderd back to school and my firlfriend I made a decision there and then to grind this game to oblivion. A week later i decided to take a one day break from gaming and my girl to catch up some school work amd also do some research on my girlfriends suspicious behaviour. For some reason I couldnt bring myslef to talk to her and she hadnt contacted me .I felt hurt and my suspicion of her bumped up to 80/100 since she clould brush me off so easily even though she acted lovey dovey when we where together. Now that i think about it where the does she go everyday I know that she has a job but im basically paying for a good part of her expenses. Hmm i decided that it would be best to find out myself i did this by going to a gift card website buying and gift card for her favourite website attatching an IP tracker on it and sending it to her it sunk me 50 bucks in cash but I didnt care since the truth mattered more to me. I tracked her location and it seems that she frequents the club after she is done with class.

Yeah my suspicion was at 95/100 i was almost certain that she was a lying whore but some soft part of my heart wanted more proof but it could wait since I needed to catch up with school. The next day she started paying attention to me probably because of the gift card but I saw through her bullshit. She started apologising for ignoring me but I wouldnt have it. In the end I couldn't stand her presence and left to go play genshin at thid point I had done all the strory quests up until Fontaine I decided to read up on any lore about the story.

- 6 months later-

I had decided to clear spiral abyss with a hypercarry pure hydro ayato team and Raiden national but after that the game kinda got stale but i still did my dalies and stuff since i was preparing to pull for Cloud retainer . I also started doing side jobs to pull for cloud retainer. I got my grades back up and i had reached adventure rank 55 in genshin. My 'girlfriend' started spamming me for attention (money) after she started to realise that she was getting broke. But I wasnt going to give her shit I had caught her going to random guys houses through the IP tracker.

I later confronted her about it and told her that this relationship was over. Even though I had only done 2 years of work those 6 months of schoolwork and genshin meant that I could start persuing my masters as I had pulled ahead of everybody in my class. I told her goodbye and that it was nice meeting her and all that but as I reached for the door she attacked me with a knife. Out of pure reflex I delivered a haymaker straight to her jaw which knocked her out. After seeing what I had done I ran to my house and started playing some games and going through some of my textbooks in order to calm myslef down.

Three days later I heard some agressive knocks on my door asking no telling me to open up I went to the peephole and saw two male cops with glock 17s in their holsters and they didnt look happy. I went and closed my pc after which I opened up for them thye shouted at me before kicking me and calling me a scumbag. I asked them what they ment and they told me that I had been charged with assault on a women and that I could go to jail for a long time..When I heard that I could be sentenced I immediatley started running in order to make a path for myslef I shoulder barged one cop and sprinted out I started running and the cops called for back-up I ran through multiple streets before I lost those cops but another pair found me and started chasing me again I managed to make it to a busy intersection where I could escape If I didnt get hit by a car. Unfortunately Kara makes this seem easier than it really is and on the second lane I get crushed under the weight of a fully loaded pickup truck. The way in which I got crushed ment that I died instantly.