QT: System, Host and Kids

Have you ever grown tired of living?
Ever thought the emotions you are feeling can be faked and are temporary?
Ever thought death is better than life?
But didn't have the courage to accept death even after longing for it because there are people in the world Who don't want you to die, your death will bring sorrow to them and you don't want that.
The constant feeling of helplessness, the desire to end everything, to come out of the Matrix you are trapped in, have you ever felt it?
Ever questioned, Is this the actual way to live a life?
Ever wished for an eternal sleep?

I don't know what your answers are to these questions but for the mc of this book, the answers are all in positive.
Meet Keeran Ambani, the protagonist who is even capable of faking her own emotions. Countless times she has drowned herself in sorrows of others. It was like recreation of their emotions in her heart. She yearned for death, for the eternal sleep it will bring to her. She didn't want to exist anymore for it was tiring and very boring to her. Very weird right?

For this weirdness of hers she got a chance to become a host of a quick transmigration system. Her mission was to save the poor souls who wanted to live desperately and didn't want to give in to the one who wrote their destiny.

She was torn between choosing eternal sleep and the QT system then she saw that in the benefits section it was mentioned that the host can sleep for as long as he or she wants to.

‘ It's like time skip.’ she thought and that option was the one which prompted her to choose the QT system. And later she didn't like this decision of hers at all, not that she regretted it.
The reason behind this is here-

Dot: ' What's your plan now? Till now all you have done is acting, acting like a lovelorn fool.'
Keeran: ' I'll take things as they come.'
Dot: ' Dot wants a change of host.'
Keeran: ' I also want a change of system.'
Dot: ' Useless bish'
Keeran: ' Pointless ball'
Dot: ' Failure of the century '
Keeran: ' A round shit in my treasury '
Dot: ' Brainless Barbie '
Keeran: ' Bald Beggar '
Dot: ' How is Dot a beggar? '
Keeran: ' How is Keeran brainless? '
Dot: ' Wait! It got a notification.'
Keeran: ' What is it? '

She didn't like to argue, she would rather comply than to argue with someone given that the other party needs to be some living being but with the system she doesn't want to give in.
And that's how her journey as a quick transmigrator started which made her realise what true Matrix is.