JEONGHAN’s POV
You should go home and see dad. He missed you a lot. That’s what Cheol last message to me.
Guilty, that’s all I feel.
I’ve been carrying around this guilt for years. The guilt of needing to go home and tell dad that I couldn’t stay. Couldn’t look him in the face because I had this terrible secret I was safeguarding for the woman he loved. Mom, who cheated on him, for having an affair with Mr. Lee.
The last part of my healing journey is going home, telling dad the truth. Finding who was Honey’s biological father, and hoping everything will be alright between me and Yoo-Mi.
Sometimes, I wonder what would have happened if I stayed. If I didn’t leave. If I told her I needed help. Would she have stayed with me? Yes, because we’re family. Yoo-Mi, Honey and me.
I know it might sound selfish. Selfish that I didn’t want to dump my issues on her. How could I do that to her? Ask her to help me fix myself? Would have worn herself down trying to keep me falling off the edge.