Capítulo 4: Chapter 04 This Girl Looks Like My Friend

I just wanted to explain your problem. It's better not to spend too much time on this problem, because I'm already tired of seeing Dad and Mom fighting so much. Are my parents not tired of fighting all the time? So, it's too risky for this problem to be heard from the outside.

Even all the neighbors in the complex would know. What is going on in this house? Maybe you don't know what's on their minds? Even though I often say from the bottom of my heart, "As their child, I feel disappointed, and I don't want to live with them anymore. Anyway, my happiness with them is over.

It's a shame that I can only harbor this disappointment. Although I know for a fact that there are many parents out there who get along as if they have no problems, and I can only hope that parents can raise their children better. Maybe one day I will feel how happy I am when my parents get along.

There's nothing wrong with them having a disagreement, even if it's just too much noise in a crowd. It embarrasses me! What is the point of shouting everything. Well, .... guaranteed deh, my life is not really quiet. They are still discussing the unfinished business.

And now they're still fighting!

When will my parents make up? Please.... affairs that are over. Stop talking about them! It's just stressing me out. I can even vent my disappointment. Who do you tell? I also have problems with my boyfriend. How can he listen to my heart?

Instead of getting better, it leads to disappointment, and I have to explain something to him. Even though you have to be more patient, it's hard to talk about our problems when you're struggling. What's more, my ex-boyfriend is from Yogyakarta. Make me more anxious, worried and restless my mind is not only you.

But my work is really unfinished until now!

I wanted to surprise you. Heh.... it's a pity not to be able to accept gracefully.

Still, it's very hard to accept the fact that she's going back to her ex, and what should I do to keep you with me?

Sometimes I'm not completely sure of myself when I have such thoughts. Besides, I haven't communicated with him since there was a problem. But there is one request that I think is most appropriate. Because I still remember talking to him until now. I really can't forget him at all!

"Jar, how are your parents?"

"It's normal, they fight every day. Even though the problem is trivial."

"Yes, the name is also a problem, it has to be loud. You have to fight slowly, isn't that strange?"

"Yes, it's true. But I don't want to live with them anymore."

"Heh .... you can't do that, Jar. You must solve the problem. I'm sure we can, I'm sure you can!"

Hah.... Why do I always defend my parents every time I talk to my friends? Instead of helping to solve the problem. Sometimes I was also annoyed with him at that time, doing schoolwork. Heh.... I did it instead. Meanwhile, my friend relaxed.

The consideration is very difficult to guess. Even every time I want to make a decision, I'm suddenly confused. But every day is always with him. I don't know why I still have a bad feeling? Maybe not, I just need a moment to think? Don't hang out with them first!

Hah... unfortunately, my life is already too fragile. Ever since I found out that my boyfriend still remembers his most beautiful ex-girlfriend.

And I think it's necessary to talk to them. Don't talk too much, it's just that, what should I answer? Please .... My life seems to need healing today. Even though I don't know where to heal? Because my savings are running low.

Because I want to make my girlfriend happy! I have to be willing to spend that much money. Please.... if you want to buy something, use your own money because I need the money too.

Heh... I even spent it in one day! Imagine, where else would you spend it?

He knows everything about me. Even though I've tried hard not to let him know about me. Heh... no matter how hard I try; I end up being tortured by having to answer questions from him. Actually, I was still confused.

My classmate even urged, "Please .... why do you have to interfere at all?" Questions like that made me confused, and while trying to understand what he meant, I kept thinking,

"Here, what's wrong with people? You know, he's always telling me what to do. He always tells me not to interfere. So, what am I supposed to do?"

During this thought, I was still imagining my beloved meeting her most beautiful ex. Then there were seeds of love growing in his heart. Well... that makes me even more curious. After that, there was a separation between the two of us.

Do you still love me or not? If you still love me, you shouldn't have to see me. What else without permission makes me even more surprised and confused. Even though I know how big the risk is? There's nothing wrong with finding another way. So that the feelings that were for me. Instead of turning to his most beautiful ex.

"Jar, if possible, I'll meet your girlfriend later."

"Why should I see my girlfriend?"

"Well, she said there was a problem."

"Yes, but it's ....,"

"But why Jar?"

"I'm not sure, will she listen? What did I talk to him about?"

"Don't be pessimistic, be optimistic," my classmate said, smiling at me.

"I tried to be optimistic, but...,"

"But still pessimistic, you mean like this?"

"Well, yes."

I swear it's cloudy today, it's going to rain. At least don't talk too long. When I use public transportation, I like to stop first to look for passengers. When I use GO-Jek, I don't think it's necessary. To keep my finances stable for a month. It's already the end of the month.

Meanwhile, my salary will not be paid until around the 5th. Even then, I don't know if it will be on time or if it will be delayed. Even though the money is supposed to be sent to my parents. So, the current situation is better than before. It could take a long time.

In the meantime, I really have a lot of problems now. It's not my family, but my boyfriend has some complicated problems as well. Hah ... I can't explain it in detail anyway. Although my classmates often ask about it.

"Jar, don't forget the video call for the next activity."

"Okay, I won't forget."

"Sip!!!"

"Yeah, I'm going home first."

"Yeah, I'm going home too."

"Done!" said Fajar and immediately gave her a smile.

Not long ago, there was a woman who at first looked like my girlfriend, only similar. Heh... After I realized it, it was my girlfriend. She turned to me! Without even giving me a smile.

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