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Kissing so passionately and loving the feeling of warmth spread across his body, Fyre didn't want this moment to end. He never thought a day like this would come so he's still dazed thinking that maybe he's dreaming all this. He felt so happy, fulfilled even. He never thought he would one day come to love Tian Zi who was this arrogant and annoying Alpha he happened to meet one day.
"T-That feels good~" Fyre whined softly, as soon as their lips separated. On the other hand, Tian Zi suddenly froze panting heavily before he slightly pulled away looking at their connection. Fyre wondered at first before his eyes began to widen, feeling something expanding inside him before it began to feel a throbbing pain.
"Hmmmn? W-What's happening? Ahhck! I-It hurts..." Fyre asked in a panic, as he gawked at Tian Zi before trying to push him away. Just now he felt so much pleasure but all of a sudden he could feel such excruciating pain. He didn't know what was happening but he wanted Tian Zi out of him in this instance.
"Shit! I'm sorry..." Tian Zi said in horror while panicking internally. Truthfully, he too didn't know what was happening in the first few seconds before he finally realized what a big mistake he had made. Tian Zi watched Fyre with tears in his eyes and he just blanked out.
"Fuck! It freaking hurts you asshole! Get the fuck out!" Fyre yelled as tears streamed down his cheeks nonstop. He tried to kick Tian Zi but the pain he felt was becoming more intense each second passed by.
"W-wait... it will hurt more if we try to pull it out... you have to endure it with me..." Tian Zi suggested waking up from his mental block before he carefully switched their position with Fyre on top of him. Just by looking at the Omega, he knew he was in so much more pain than him, making him even more remorseful.
"Bastard! What the fuck did you do to me! It freaking hurt like hell inside, it's like my womb is reaping apart," Fyre yelled again, punching Tian Zi on his chest. He wanted to separate but it seemed to have been true that it would hurt more if they tried to pull it out. It's like they have been locked to each other. He thought he wouldn't feel any pain this time around but he was wrong. This was way more painful than the first time and he's about to faint.
"I-I'm sorry. This is the first time it happened to me... i-it seemed that I had accidentally knotted you," Tian Zi replied awkwardly. He already knew that he could knot and he had been careful but to be honest since he really didn't know how to trigger it. He was just surprised that all of a sudden he knotted Fyre so deeply. In the first place, if Fyre didn't wrap his legs around him so tightly while whispering such loving words and being so sexy and adorable at the same time, he would have had the time to pull away.
"What the fuck! K-Knotted me! You can freaking knot!" Fyre shouted in surprise, still in tears. He could still feel the warmth pouring inside him that brought goosebumps all over his body. He would have enjoyed the warmth if not for the unbearable pain.
Additionally, he didn't know Tian Zi could knot. Only a small percentage of Alphas could do it and he was one of the unlucky ones! Fyre heard that knotting is an extremely painful process, especially when it's the first time since the process was literally the expansion of the Alpha's penis in both the base and tip. Its main purpose was to impregnate mainly Omegas who aren't on contraceptives. Furthermore, the knot's size depends on the Alpha. The bigger it is the more painful and the longer it would take for it to deflate. Back then when Fyre had learned about it in his high school in sex ed, he thought it was such an animalistic thing but he never thought that the only person he would ever love would be capable of it.
"Yes... And I can't control it. I was careful but it suddenly happened..." Tian Zi explained again, his fingers buried on Fyre's delicate thighs because he too could feel pain although maybe not as much as Fyre. Of course, he wanted to add that it was because Fyre said he loved him that it happened but he refrained not wanting to be in a fight while he's still coming.
"Y-You fucking animal! It hurts like hell! W-What do we do now? W-What if I get p-pregnant!" Fyre bombarded as he panicked while tears were still streaming down. He knew it was his mistake to have sex without protection but he didn't know he would have to defend against a knot! A knot means almost 100% of conception.
"Should I call for doctor Feng? I'm sorry, this has already happened and I have no idea what to do but I would take responsibility if something like that happens," Tian Zi said in the end, slightly sitting up and brushing his thumb against Fyre's cheeks hoping that the tears would stop. Besides, they had no choice since it already happened. They entered this kind of relationship and he was aware in the beginning that they weren't using any protection so he should be ready for the consequences as well.
Hearing Tian Zi's words, Fyre chewed on his lips sobbing in tears but he nodded anyway. He's scared but it is true that they can't change what just happened. Besides, he's suddenly feeling overwhelmed that the Alpha said he would take responsibility because that made him feel more at ease with their situation.
"I-It would be embarrassing if y-you call a doctor for s-something like this..." Fyre said between his sobs which Tian Zi nodded in agreement. Unfortunately, he would be forced to do so later when he found out Fyre had fainted, and later when their connection finally separated, blood was mixed with the semen inside Fyre when he attempted to clean the Omega. Tian Zi was almost hysterical during the call and when the doctor arrived as if he was a husband waiting for his wife in labor.
"Normally, recessive Omegas won't get pregnant outside their heat cycle so even if you knotted him there won't be any egg to be fertilized because they ovulate irregularly. Perhaps, the two of you are lucky this time because you're the complete opposite to each other but in order to make sure, I'll make another appointment two weeks from now…"
"For now, make sure he's well-rested and eating nutritious meals. Please also refrain from knotting him again at least in the next 10 days or until the tear has healed. Young Master is a rare Alpha who is more sensitive than others, having that Mr. Long was your first partner, his body will not handle it if this continues. I advise having intercourse in moderation, just until Mr. Long's body has adjusted to the Young Master's," Doctor Feng advised, making sure that each word was relayed clearly. He could see that the Young Master was embarrassed with the topic but was still mature enough to listen to him and take all information seriously. After all, seeing his lover bleed after intercourse when the hymen had already broken would have caused shock despite how normal it was for first-timers in knotting.
"I understand doctor. Thank you. I will refrain myself from now on," Tian Zi replied in understanding. He felt embarrassed at the fact that he had to call doctor Feng for something like this but he truly didn't know what to do. He didn't know how much time had passed but it was a long time before their knot deflated and Fyre was not waking up even after an hour. Thankfully, to know that such a thing was normal, he felt a little at ease that Fyre would be okay soon.
"Then I think my work here is done. I will keep this from the Madam and Old Master," Doctor Feng finally excused, which earned a slight nod from Tian Zi.
"Hmm, Thanks again… Flinn please lead Doctor Feng," Tian Zi simply ordered and the butler nodded before they finally left the room. Tian Zi walked towards the bed where Fyre was sleeping peacefully and he couldn't help but think how weak and delicate Fyre's body was. He used to be always finding a way to fight him, always shouting and yelling at him but then a one round intercourse with him would make him bedridden. Tian Zi is an Alpha—a rare dominant Alpha who is more sensitive to pheromones than others—and even though it had not been a while since he lost his virginity, ever since he had done it with the Omega, his sexual appetite has been insatiable. But with a partner like Fyre, he needed to manage himself better.
"Even now, I still want to hold you..." Tian Zi whispered before kissing Fyre's forehead. 'But seeing you like this... I really have to treat you even better,' Tian Zi added in his thoughts before laying on the bed beside his lover, pressing the Omega against his chest.
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The next day in a certain hotel, Maverick groaned in pain as he woke up shifting in his sleep. At first, he refused to open his eyes feeling his head aching in pain but as soon as he realized there was something wrong with his memories, he shot up in surprise wondering where he was.
Last night, he asked Paul to send him home but then he forgot to tell the Alpha that he had already moved out of the Sullen Estate that Paul ended up sending him there. Of course, he wasn't going to step out of the car because his father was living in the Estate so instead, he invited Paul to a drink in a popular pub downtown. They drank a bit and ended up sharing a lot of things with each other even to the fact that they both confessed their feelings today. Maverick was so drunk and he remembered crying and then things suddenly escalated.
"Oh no, what have I done?" Maverick whispered to himself and watched Paul Hymlyn still sleeping beside him. They were both naked and it wouldn't take a genius to figure out what just happened between the two of them.
In short, because they were both conveniently heartbroken and drunk, they ended up doing something so stupid. Memories came to him like an angry tidal wave and Maverick felt more and more guilt. It was him who forced himself to the Alpha. Paul was very polite but eventually got carried away. Maverick hugged himself, feeling disgusted with his body. He hated the fact that he learned how to seduce a man so naturally with his body. The fact that he knew how to make them feel good and crave for his body.
'A-Am I unattractive?? I-I just want t-to be happy,' The drunk words he said last night echoed in his head and Maverick quickly wanted to shake that off.
Slowly getting out of the bed, Maverick quickly gathered his clothes wearing them without a care whether he had taken a shower or not yet. He really just wanted to get out of there and forget this whole thing had happened. In the first place, this was a huge mistake. It should not have happened.
'I'm Sorry' Writing the simple phrase on a tissue paper, Maverick put it on plain sight before taking one last glance at the Alpha. Paul Hymlyn is a good guy, but he used him for his own selfish reason. He just hoped that the Alpha would understand and also forget that all of this had happened.
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To be Continued…
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