" What is this feeling right now? I thought I overcame it" I thought to myself when I had seen him clearly in the lights
He is wearing a black hoodie and a blue jeans trouser, it just looks perfect on his skin
" Have you finally come to justify yourself" I managed to ask him
" Not at all, I thought to myself that you probably don't want to see me because of whatever your friend might have told you but i just can't get you out of my head" he said gently as he stopped in front of me " I just can't and i am sorry for been this selfish" he said softly looking straight to my eye without a blink
I felt my body tremble whenever he was that close to me; I just can't help but feel that way
" We don't like each other Jackson, it's just an attraction and you know it" I said to convince him that we don't genuinely like each other
" How do you know it's just an attraction when we haven't given each other a try?" He asked me calmly
" Because that's what it is. Maybe you suddenly developed an attraction towards me because your girlfriend is toxic and you are thinking you have found an understanding lady. Maybe you have never had a lady play hard to get for you and now you think am different and there is a feeling; it happens" I told him wishing he could just move back from me so that I can breath well without my heart racing as if it's gonna jump out any minute
" Yes maybe is all you say, but; I know what i am feeling, i am sorry for what she did to your friend" he said in his lowest voice
My heart beats faster than never at his words and if I don't do anything; I might loose myself I thought to myself.
" You have a girlfriend who is pregnant for you, how can you even come here to say this; you don't care about her? are you going to leave me too when i also get pregnant" I asked immediately to shun him away