Luke couldn't relax, no matter how hard he tried to stop himself from doubting Alexander he was afraid. Almost terrified that he could die out there trying to save them. If he hadn't been involved in him in the first place he wouldn't have to go through all this pain. Luke was aware that by being next to him Alexander was bitterly reminded all the time that he was lacking. In strength, in agility, in everything that he could need as an upcoming Alpha. The boy he loved knew very well that he couldn't stand next to him like this.